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im ur dream,mind astray...
Friday, June 30, 2006: 12:11 AM
well,this few dae's very exhausted...
nd 2 acc0mpLisH 0n my maths tys...n0w @ 3.4[paper2]...
actualli i gt d0 quite a l0t in fullscap,bt it's all lost.
mrs y0ga tell me 2 d0 in a a3 ring bo0k...
& jz bought ss n hist tys...gonna d0 tt t0o...
& science... <3>

*^-another 4 m0re dayS t0 INDEPENDENCE DAY-^*
902SUCKERS
PINHAO pinhao PINHAO
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aim the sniper,BANG!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006: 1:11 AM
arghh!!!...feelin' fucked up!...
ya,mel...i noe wad u mean by fate...im also happy tt fate had brought me u n shahira together to0...
bt all i cud d0 is cry my eyeballs out in chem class...haha,sumthin' happen ah...


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As ice cold hands rip into your heart
Monday, June 26, 2006: 12:49 AM
2dae skewl...
da usual morn...n0w tt mrs tan b our dm,she lectured a hell lot of shit...
w/ch we dun even care 2 listen...
& den maths,cant blieve i get in2 da 1st band...summore my marks oni 43.5...
bt illy we[3f 3g 5a] illy sux @ maths...
felt sad coz i wan mrs yoga 2 teach me...

den...felt crappy...nvr saw PINHAO
art 3 hrs do still life observ. ...
uma say sumthin sarcastic @ haziq...
hahaa...was laughin'...
work turn up sux...

wen aft skewl,lo0k around 4 eGuY...sigh...
dun hab...wen @ da skewl gate,saw eGuy!!!...
weeEE!!...hahaa.
p.s[[cant wait 4 thur]]
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take da gun & sho0T tt FuckerS!!!
Sunday, June 25, 2006: 2:35 AM
2dae go hougang mall w shahira...ate da long john silver...
bored..........................................................................................
DEN!...we go arcade...
siao!...bought da card,& PLAY & PLAY!...[da car race,shoot...]
& all r guys...da gers onli play da paradance...[we wan try it,bt paisehx...]
bought $20 bcum $1.45...spend s0 muccc!!!!!!
SHIt!...dunno where to dig da $$$ 2 buy uma,shahira n mel present!...

SIGH!...bt i wish i take pix wen @ arcade jz now...
bt i tot this sat wanna go PS...celebrate me shahira n mel b'thdae...
h0pe our pocket r full on tt dae...
hehex...
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So talk yourself till your blue in the face?-new fashion
Saturday, June 24, 2006: 7:45 PM



GOT THIS PIX ON www.delias.com & www.oldnavy.com ...goin 2 surf more...
check out if eu guys haf tym...ther's guy wears to0...
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punggol marina~fishin' 4 jaws & whales...
: 7:37 PM








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V00DooDOLL
: 5:42 AM











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well im a t0taL wreck~!
Friday, June 23, 2006: 7:00 PM
yesterdae g0 t0a pay0h!...it's been a LOo0Nng time since i last went ther...
it was lyk mah 2nd hometown bside serango0n...e place where i grew up...
a lot o changes...i missed it a l0t...
sighh...
n i bought a striped black n white tee for-u guess-$50 $30 $15...nope...all wrong...
onli 2 bucks!...dun think da quality nt go0d ok...it's ok,& most impt i lyk it,i dun care da brand...
FINALLY...another thiing 2 cross out fm mah wish-list...

weee!...
& i h0pe my sis still rmb tt she sae she wanna buy 4 me a slip-on sneakers 4 mah b'thdae!...
& i wanna pleadd mah parent buy 4 me an MP3 camera fone...[[i jz noe h0w 2 dwld mah pix fm mah current fone 2 da com!weee!...muahahaa...]]...

n freakin shit...2 more days 2 sch re-0pen...another 2 mths o PURE TORTURE...
must brace myself thru work again...bt...i get 2 c pinhao n shahira n mel....muahahaa...
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u'll nvr make me live,i'll wear tiz on my sleeve...
Thursday, June 22, 2006: 8:30 PM
dunno y i felt lyk CRAP!...
F*!
chat w mel now...she feelin down,den me to0...
no i nt accusin eu,jz tt idunno...jz gt tt dread feelin'...
i msg shahira..asked her out.she haven reply...

leave me al0nee...
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pretty girls make graves!heh hehx...
Wednesday, June 21, 2006: 7:20 PM
2dae my mum b'thdae!!!...
haha...duhno wad 2 buy 4 her...
i think i trt her n my dad "yong tau fu"
duhh... coz ey lyk 2 eat tt e'rytym ey g0 Banquet?

...uh!wadever...
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Love is the red like the rose oN your cOffiN do0r!
: 3:32 AM
hey heyz...
2dae da parliament thing gr8 seyy!...[mayb coz im the SPeAkeR]...
da speaker is sum1 hu sits @ da biggest chair in da middle,n i muz maintain order n oso choose hu is allowed 2 speak.
nd 2 b assisted by da guy hu carry da mace...ahakz...
den e'ry1 muz rise wen i cum in,once i bow,ey bow bac...
felt co0l...ahaha...nd 2 wear da robe.den da thiing bgin.
i muz foll0w da script 0n my table ah,coz tiz one act act oni...
den uma sae SUM0NE "angry" w her,den make face bhind her...
uma sae if wanna angry dun d0 @ da back,tt is c0WArd!...
i wan 2 giv my speech,den i stand up[da chair is heavy & da huge robe is gettin in my way]
da chair almost fall bac.den i "woahh!.." n quickly sit bac.e'ry1 laughin'.paiseh!...
den i stand up again,sL0wly...
den da last part,i muz sae hu agrees sae "aye",den a lot o ppl sae "ayeee...."
den i sae hu disagrees[support the opposition] sae "no"... ...silence...
uma[opposition speaker]: eh,sae "no"lah sae "no [she tell her party 2 sae...den w a DESPERATE cry] No0OoO...!

was LAUGHIN' @ her face!...s0 farnie!...
den haziq speak[he speak 3 words & took a pause],daryl make sign lang 2 tell me 2 tell haziq 2 shut up,coz i the speaker mahx...was controllin myself fm laughin.wen i turn 2 where haziq stand,i saw verdell joey karen n jia hwei laughin @ him too...
nicee...
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Steel corpses stretch out towards an ending sun, scorched and black
Tuesday, June 20, 2006: 6:59 PM

Lo & behold!...
Strangerous is brain-washin' you...


sighh...2dae g0 visit da parliament hse...
nahh...im nt chosen 4 e speaker...i dun giv a damn oso...
bt it wud b quite fun,listening 2 politics...
& wad's more,haziq chosen!...i wonder h0w he will deliver his speech if he needs too...
[he wud use sign lang lyk wad he did 2 me uma lester in art class]
he wan da sharpener den he lyk point & point...
me uma n lester turn bhind 2 lo0k @ wad he pOintin'...
its actually he wan da sharpener...wtf!?...
den lester sae: haiyo0,u wan den u sae lah!...alamakk...
me n uma laughin'...


n SHIT!...1 o da band nt performin'...
such a bummer coz me shahira mel tot we throw waterbomb @ eir guitar s0 ey get electricuted...
ahahaa..it's a joke,bt it's funny in a way tt we can imagine this stuff...
especially shahira,she cum up w da MOST BRUTAL yet damn funny jokes tt i almost end up in tears aft listenin 2 wad she saes...

well...gonna check mah tag board...
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This time I mean it, never mind the times I've seen it
Monday, June 19, 2006: 4:48 AM

on9 w mel...she hab prob again...
sigh...did mah bez 2 advisee...
coz....im da fortune teller...kNOw futuree!~~~

urgh...hungryy...
go0dnite strange ppl:::i'll bite & claw eu n0w!!!...
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**R0MANCE**
Sunday, June 18, 2006: 3:23 AM
well,a whole new l0Ok 2 mah blogg...
h0pe ya' all lyk it...
well,da s0ng quite sad huh??...
bt i lOve the tune...
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Saturday, June 17, 2006: 5:54 AM
my leg hurts fm standing to muc...
& da sun ish KILlInG mee!...
was out all dae @ family dae @ sentosa,more bored den i expected...
though we go underwater world...
yeah,quite fun...
anw,too tired now...
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LET THERE BE DARKNESS!!!
Friday, June 16, 2006: 5:52 AM
sigh...
bt its true wad ol ppl sae...we[teenages] still dunno da meanin o love...
eugene break liaoww...haiss...duhno wad happen...
dun wanna ask him yet,he heeartbr0kenn sia!...
& 4 me,i h0pe i will n0t fall 4 any guys,NOW,[though i lyk sumonee]blahx ;X
coz i wanna concentrate on O's...though it wud be pain 2 leave cvss...
& i think i still hav MORE tym,n chances outside ther...
ahahaa...

veh bored 2dae...
jz finish do 2 chemistry paper...
mel cant g0 out...
sick o sengkang sh0pping malls...
no $ go out...
no mo0d t0 g0 0ut...
sleep eat watch tv @ home...
arghhh!!!...

ther r nine hundred & tw0 suckers in this world,& da mastrmiind of this suckers r 6 person fm my scho0l...
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we're not workin out!
Thursday, June 15, 2006: 7:08 PM
My EQuaLLY EvIL TwIn sPeaKinG


well...
i felt lyk tokin bou my past now...a big mistake i've made ???
well,i lyk tiz guy in ma class...
i dunno where i worked up da guts,bt i msg him n tell him tt i lyk him
n da nex dae aft skewl he sae he lyk me too n den he ask me
...n i accept...
a few dae's ltr,his fewn gt a fone call...
seem lyk sumonee on the other side is being hard...i ask them hu's tt
den his fwen jz tell me keep quiet 1st...
den,he hung up...n they decide tt they nd 2 tell da truth 2 me...
i was tense up...bt still calm...
they told me tt da guy lyk me,bt tiz other ger lyk him.so he go stead w her.
bt wen i tell da guy i lyk him,he wan 2 leave tt ger 4 me.
bt i guess they still haven break up.
i was lyk blown off by da news...bt illy,i tell u,LOVE IS BLIND...
n i accepted it,bt tell him 2 break up s0 as not 2 cause m0re tr0uble...
da ger angry w us.im oso nt happy n i write in my frenster profile[w/ch is childish]
"ur a sore loser ..."[i illy cant rmb da rest]...
until 3 mths...me n da guy driftin away...
n i found out fm ma fwen da ger had lukemia[duhno h0w ter spell?]...
i was shock!...he neh tell me anything!!!...i ask his bez fwen whether he noe,den his fwen sae "ya we noe already,we even visited her..."
i was lyk WTFF! i cant believe im kept in da dark!...

i noe it sound lyk sum drama series[my fwen told me so]...bt tiz is wad happen 2 me...
i was in a confusion state bac den...
bt my head is clear now...
3 CHEERS FOR SWEET REVENGE!...
& guess, im gonna revenge on tt grp o guys...[though sum r innocent]
i dun caree...
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([Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...)]
: 2:05 AM
sighH!...
i pulled us out...
felt DAMN GUILTY!~~~~
den hussin sae he's da one guilty 4 nt teachin us!???
sia0!...n 4 my fwenster pix...
i didnt mean wad he sae,i jz type it inspired fm da MCR lyric

bt i dunno wad's up w hisyam...
he's profile sae he kloze w hussin n all...bt how cum he nt contactin him?
gosh!...wdh is happenin'???
g0 band...sigh!...wdh happen 2 saiful???
why!?...
& shameer nt cumin band...sigh!...
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teLL Me H0w iT feELs,t0 bE 0ut There...
Wednesday, June 14, 2006: 7:16 PM
goin band 2dae w mel!...
called shahira hp,neh pick up...
now band dun lend bring hp already huh?...
bt den sectional leader nd 2 call those hu neh cum wad...
den tt dae shahira call sumonee hu absent,den her hp kena c0nfiscate...
wdf rite!? den j0el hp neh kena confiscate...s0 wad he higher rank...
Sigh!~...
i n0e,im a bad senior...coz i influence my juniors huh?...
bt illy,sumtyms it jz isnt fair...
den i c j0el ctrl e secti0n...den wd 4 haf shahira 4 da secti0nal leadeR!???
as a puppet?a show???
well,i noe shahira dun giv a F'in care...bt it jz isnt fair 4 her...
F!!!

n sum0nee i dun illy lyk c my friendsterr...
o0Ohh...urgghhH!!!...he sux!
dunn0 hOw cum i cuM 2 duN Lyk himm...
bt i think its da influence o mah fwens...
uma...shahira...melissa...
& also i HATE hiis fwens...
bastard them!...
g0sh...angry in the morn!...
#! *...* `#" suCkeRsPO2
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***BrutaL YeT SweEt***
: 6:22 AM


jz receive a tag fm hafizah,her tagboard nt workin...
umm...duhn0 y...
i think mel is havin sum prob...
bt i cannot tok 2 her on da fone...my mum surely listen 2 my conversation...
siGH!...h0pe she's ok...& nt d0 anythin' t0opiD ah gerr...

den mayb tmr goin bac band...bt cannot stay s0 l0ngg...
c0z i dun wan my m0m temper 2 flaRe up agaiN...

well...gt nuhthin betta 2 d0...
waitin 4 10 pm...
2dae whole dae read storybk...den play com a whilee,den do hwk a bit,den read bk,watch tv,den play com again,den ltr watch tv...
wad a lzz PiG...
well,if shahira read tiz she'll think o sumonee else 4 da PiG...
hah!~...~ listerine-pig...

OMG!!!...hafizah bought 4 me a emily strange hp strap!...she bought herself da side bag lyk i haf.
holy crap!...arghhh... sh0 happyz!
i owe 2 person a present lia0w!...ahahaa...
ahh...
well...gotta g0...
go0dniightMaresS DemOLiti0n L0VeRs...
...sucKerz9o2...
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Rainy dark Like Gaunt Ghost...
: 12:54 AM
arghh...headachee!~...
miss pin hao
well...
2dae haf hist/ss den sci[chem] practical...
was s'pose 2 cum sch @ 8am...bt instead i woke up @ 8!
siao0...my mum call me:shahidah...2dae ur class wad tym?
i straigthaway sit up n lo0k frantically on the clock...
grab my towel n stuff...ready in 15mins...
my mum giv my bread n my father offer 4 a ride...
reach mr lee class @ 8.30...phewW!...
den da wh0le dae i gt n0 mo0d in class...
dunn0 lehx...jz quiet...i guess tt y ppl lyk stay away fm me.
den daryl spray water @ uma,kena me,den daryl sae sry a lot o tyms
n hanliang accidentally spray water on my practical ws,i jz kept quiet while he dried my notes on the fan.
n uma spilled water all over my notes again...
n i broke 2 more test tube durin da practical...

my sis n bro go watch movie 2dae "cars"
dun wanna go cos wanna save $$ lah...sighh...
yesterdae drop by punggol plaza 2 drop da Creep @ videoezy n meet mel...
she gave me da emily strange watch!...
love it!...where it 2 skewl 2dae...! ~_~

n bou da gig,i dunno wad 2 d0...
w/o mel we r incomplete...n i dunno...
I DUNNO!...

& i dunno whether my mum lemme g0 band 2 band tmr considerin my lziness...
sighh...aft play com muz study[earn brownie pts]...

*~anti-suckers9o2~*
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The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You!...
Monday, June 12, 2006: 6:45 AM
jz cum bac fm johor...
ahh...sh0 tired...wen goin bac,da mo0n DAMN full!...
n its yellow bright...neh seen a mo0n tt big n full b4...
to0 bad no cam...sigh...bummer!~...
aiyaa...mom dun lyk da 3-quater i wanna buy...
sae lyk guy...
ahh...wadeverr...

ohh...haven finish my st0ry yesterdae...
so...where was ii?
...oh yah!
so me n my sis go 2 HMV...
den lo0k around...
was searchin whether haf Theatre Of Tragedy CD or sumthin...
[bt dun hab]
went 2 da metal corner...my sis ther too...
she sae she was searchin 4 tiz cd,Diamondhead...
n i ask "nice ah?" she sae yah...
[[ actualli me n my sis neh illy comunicate well...well,sort off lah...
depend on our mo0d to0...sumtyms irritated...den quarrell w e/o lyk hell...

well,anw,she lyk thrash metal...metallica n diamondhead...nirvana...a lot more...
bt i lyk MCR,iron maiden...theatre of tragedy[im startin 2 lyk it]...tt stuff...
bt overall we r quite a metal heads...
den i tell her tt dae da criminal minds,e physco killer listens to metallica...
den his password 4 his com is a tittle o a metallica cover...
den she smile[[i dunno wad tt s'pose 2 mean]]...bt anw!

i think im influence by her...quite a lot...
i rmb wen i was a kid...den i sit infront o da tv...
den she n my bro played da metallica video tape[[tt tym ther's no vcd/dvd yet...]]
n i'll sit ther n listen...ahaha...siao.
still rmb sum o da song if it is played bac...thou i dunno da lyrics or wadsoever...
n now i lyk metal to0...
bt i dunno,i kinda jz Ok w metallica...i neh listen 2 it now...

den she blanja me l0ng john silver...
sh0 suay,infrnt ish a guy hu wear a metallicca shirt,w his 2 fren[one in oasis shirt]...act lyk duhn0 wad...
da guy sae "eh howcum haf many ppl eat haf leftovers?woww...i wanna eat their leftovers sia!"his fwen sae dun b rubbish ar...den i neh finish my fries...sh0 felt lyk tellin hiim "eh,i haf leftovers,u go finish it for me ahh..."
ahhaa...i imagine hiis face if i sae tt!...
blahx!... >_<
i tell my sis my tot,den she sae skali da ppl haf AIDS or wad,den spread t0 hiim...wakakaa...sh0 bad!

o0hh...i tok a lot...go0dniightmaress...
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Love like you will get hurt again...
Sunday, June 11, 2006: 5:51 PM
Brr...its' a cold dae 2dae...
i read in da Today newspaper 2dae tt punggol supermarket flo0d againn...

im gonna skip bio 2dae...
go johor w fam...
wahahaa...hope can buy 3-quater jeans...
my ol' one is sh0 tight...[im growin fatterrrr.... ^_^]
lamee... bt so happy.

yesterdae go watch da concert w my sis munir n kak mas...
kinda boring[correction:very boring]... bt anw,ey give 3 diff type of guitar picks 4 diff types...
now i hav 4 guitar picks...all i nd is a guitarrr...
I WANT IT BADLY....
hahahaa...i'll save my $...

den kak mas drop us @ somerset station...go HMV...me

opps!...continue ltr!
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It reaches in and tears your flesh apart...
Saturday, June 10, 2006: 11:07 PM
hei...
u noe da big photo frame i've gt?
i wanna print all my pix n put it in...
in da middle[a big one] i wanna print da shahira me n mel pix[scroll down 2 my 1st entry]
i love tt pix man!...
den i shud haf take pix w my kuzzin!...hafizah...
fm a child till n0w we n0e e/o...we illy see e/o grow...
den i wanna print MCR n emily strange pix...
n my fwens...fam...my babyy photo n myself now.
...so its lyk a collarge[duhno h0w to spell]...a diff pix jumble up 2geder
n its illy co0l...muahahaa...cant wait 2 get bac da digital cam fm kak aishah!
she cumin bac fm shanghai 2dae. ^_^
she buyin 4 us 2 DVD movies...ask me wad me n my sis wan.
choose da "silenthill" da scary movie tt cum out recently...
and "She's the man" OR "Xmen last stand"[many ppl sae its ok-ok...bt anw,i jz wanna watch Wolverine! <3>

ltr gonna go watch tiz malay concert...actualli dun feel lyk goin,bt...tell kak mas already,
so0 f0rget it lah...jz g0...

been planning 2 studyyy...bt always ended up different.2dae do a bit o maths paper 1...
quite a lot duhno h0w 2 d0...shit man.n bi0...oso difficult[haven revise]...darn!
i think tmr nd 2 read my bio n chem file already... blahx... >_<"

n tmr i pon-teng bio...my fam wanna go j0h0r...i dun wanna left bhind!...
they wanna eat pizZa n secret recipe cake "chocolate banana" lehx...
[dro0Oliingg...]
sigh...den felt guilty coz we plan 2 go national lib...den...i muz tell them...
haii...stupi0d me...
o0pps...first muz wish a gd trip 4 hafizah,she goin KL tmr...
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dumbb...
: 8:32 PM
Shake it Garfield! Avatar
My Chemical Romance album Avatar
Iron Maiden Avatar
spongebob Avatar
haa...gt nuthin better to d0...
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Never again, never, never again...
: 5:19 AM














jz cum bac fm IKEA...
n0w g0t a bad headache...urghh...migraine???
haha...duhno,dun think s0...
bought a new curtain[dark blue w light blue stars n black bats...]
cutee...n a big photo frame[40times50cm]...
duhh...to put all my pix in it...tot once my sis-in-law came bac fm shanghai n giv bac da digital cam,i cud dwld my photos bac n print.
da express one...so can instantly put n hang!...muahahaa...

dunno wdh is wr0ng w me...im in a l0st...
dun wanna tok b0u it...haha...
lol...
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When you laugh are you really crying
Friday, June 09, 2006: 11:03 PM
im broken into pieces
like a china smashed onto the concrete floor
thers nuthin tt cud b done
bt to stare at the thousands pieces
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~^"CeMeTeRY DRiiVee"^~
: 2:50 AM
i love the haiir...isnt it nicee?



woah,hafizah,if u read tiz,i HAVEN EVEN STARTED ON MY PAINTIN'...
im illy worriedd eu noe...sighh...scared nt enuf tym
blahx.. >_< ...

well,shahira told me sumthin'...
arggHHH!~~~ y m i dragged in2 tizz???
kinda angry at her at first...
duhh...sigh...helplesS!
she g0 & msg e guy...den ask 4 hiis number!???
coz she gt nuhtin to tok bou t0 e guyy...
arghhh!!!!!....
jz scared gt da wr0ng msg...wanna kill muhselff...

l0ng tym neh see tt Gerard-guy already...sighh!...
heardd hiis w0rkin'...but WHERE?...
da lastt tym,kinda make @_@:contact...
felt 'woO0pey-ish' wheeee!....
wahahaa...wdh.

nex mon MAYB[shud be] goin national library w joey jiahwei n uma...
research fer artt...need 2 search for tiz documentary..."Romeo & Juliet in Sarajevo"
im doin tiz 4 muh artt 0-lvl...
l0ng storyy tuh tell...
bt tiz topic is actualli inspired by MCR 3 Cheers for sweet revenge album[da lovers]...
yeahh..illy they muh inspiration..
umm..n ohh!...i was thinkin...to make muhself muh OWN Vo0do0do0ll!...n pin in to muh clothes lyk sum kind of a badge...tot mayb gonna drop by sum craft shop 2 see-see...muahaha...
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Oh baby let me in!Im knockin let me in!
: 2:19 AM

hey...haha,2dae lesson till 4...mad huh?
sat sun,here i m!...tell my sis 2 borrow 4 me Dvd fm video ezy...
bored @ home...tell her 2 borrow final destination or finding netherland by johnny depp <3
felt yk i wanna watch gore movies...hah...mad...Saw is nice!...bt i love house of wax better...
now i illy wanna watch The Omen...bt i felt lyk watchin da old version of The Omen...
sighh...cant wait 2 turn 16 so i can apply 4 da videoezy alreadyy...
independence day!...here i cum!

bein very very sarcastic to sumbody in my class...me n uma...
muahaha...sh0 badD.. bt i likeee...
still haven finish da Memoirs Of The Geisha...haven even half...wth.
borrow 4 2 wks+ already i think...anw,wanna check my tag...

s0 l0nG suCkeRsz...
:D
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friends or foe gallery:BEWARE!
Thursday, June 08, 2006: 2:33 AM




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*Walking through the city, looking oh so pretty*
: 1:14 AM

well...jz bath & eaten...fm sch lah...
gettin more n more ideas for my art already! ^_^...
2dae gonna research more...
HOPE tmr can start paintin de...
bt kinda weird,coz i plan fm one canvas....bcum to 2 canvas...bcum to 3 canvas...
haha,bt if im goin 2 do 3 canvas + sculpture n stuff,i illy gonna work my ass off...
a bit headache now...
a lot goin thru my life...
bt i miss pin hao!

melissa jz came bac fm KL...!wowww!!!....SHE BOUGHT FOR ME EMILY THE STRANGE WATCH!!! arghhh!
omg!...love u ragdoll!...another emily to add to my collection.i haf 1 wallet,1 purse,1 sling bag,1 sidebag,1 pencil case,1 cup set[mel bought for me] emily stuff..
DOTZ!?...

sigh...kk...i wanna go check my tag board...see ya suckerzz...
get lost!

From the bottom of my heart impure
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life is but a dream,FOR THE DEAD:it's not MY fault you IDIOTS!
Tuesday, June 06, 2006: 11:43 PM




stupid friendster...my shout out wont cum out...
argghh!!!...

2dae art,ms ng let us go early.& ther's onli a pathetic 6 ppl hu came[includin me]
i noe ms ng veh disappointed...i dunno wad 2 do,i cant force them to cum...
still gt quite a lot to think bou my layout.sigh!...
bt ms ng sae tmr can start on my canvas...i dunno,coz i still kinda nt satisfied yet w my layout.
nvr see shahira or tt guy in sch 2dae.no npcc lion dance... y does liking sumbody make u an idiot!?so frustrating!...
shahira...haf band i think...bt i cannot go,coz if i go,i wud stay,den get scolded by mom,n in e end,nvr finish doin my art n eng hwk...nt tt i blame her or anythin!!!...
i miz em,shahira saiful shameer nasri,bt i haf no tym 2dae...

den...i dun wan 2 drag uma into tiz...she said its nt my fault...it's bcoz of *[her]s* tt we r seperated. sumhow agree.i've hang on & kept quiet for a long tym.i dunno wad 2 sae.
m i guilty 4 everythin???NO.i felt it's NOT my fuckin fault.im very angry...my heart is full of pain & hatred now...
im physically & emotionally tired to giv a damn bou tiz thing...
let see if i still can hang on to the cliff...mayb i'll jz let go n fall into a bottomless pit...

ltr evenin i go hafizah hse!...giv sum rambutan keropok n stuff tt my mom buy @ tioman...
ok,i'll get lost now...



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ANTI_SOLE 902!
From the bottom of my heart impure
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Theatre Of Tragedy-Storm *616106*
: 4:13 PM
listening to it now...i LOVE the songg!!!

it's actualli 7:11am now..s'pose to bath n get ready for skewl...sigh!
2dae haf english & art...
kinda excited to start on my HUGE canvas...bt cannot,coz im still thinkin bou my layout.
muz get a perfect one...
sneez & cough lyk mad for tiz pass 2 dae's...yesterdae my stomach hurt a little coz cough too muc.
haha...den wen i lay on bed,both my nose were blocked..wdh.
muz breath lyk a geek thru the mouth...
opps.!7:14 de?aiyaa...cum late oso nvr mind de lah...
well,2nite haf singapore idol...dunno whether wanna watch or nt...
yesterdae nite slept 12 am,coz watch CSI & Criminal Minds...nice man e show...
it make me realise tt life is VERY FRAGILE. ANYBODY of ANY age cud die anytym...it's jz da tym tt's left 4 us...faith...

IF FOUND;GET LOST
From the bottom of my heart impure
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UNTIL THE END OF!... [[memories]]
Monday, June 05, 2006: 4:33 AM




well,tt's strangerous...

tt's nasri saiful[koko] n me @ da top pix...in lib,waitin 4 foOd...cant u c our hungry faces? n below is KOKO[strangled by me bt still manages to smile,& Bitch*!...


<---sacred hearts dude...gonna keep tt badge forever...


From the bottom of my heart impure
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Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us
: 4:01 AM

gt tiz ger in msn bothering me...
kinda irritatingg!!!OMG!!!bt i think i get on her nerve several times coz she's being very SARCASTIC to me.
urghh...anw,waited mor than half an hour for shahira...
omg...very hot weather burnin me silently...!

well @ least i nvr take in tt muc VITAMIN D lyk adib...
muahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well,i noe it's bad for me to sae tt...bt i cant help it!...

ate chicken rice @ banquet!...humm,yumm yumm...
& drink sprite even wen im sickK!???omg...[cough cough]
yay...2nite my fam cumin bac hm!...
tmr still got class...till 2pm...sighh...
veh tired...anw,its better den stayin @ home...
can make fun of sum ppl in class...
2dae uma hit his table ACCIDENTALLY
den she sae 'sry sry sry' n one drop o her saliva ACCIDENTALLY fall on his head!!!
OMGoshh...wdhh...anw,it's quite a laugh.
tt dae was very funni...i was in da bus w shahira...u can drop either @ da 1st bus stop,or drop @ da interchange,den we were busily tokin,den reach da 1st bus stop.STUPIDLY,i lyk "EH!",n quickly press da bell...it was to0 late though,it passed da bus stop...n da bell goes "di ding di ding di ding...." pathetic...
shahira was laughin lyk MAD @ me...sigh!
paisehxx!...

0Opps!...need to pray now... if found:GET LOST!
From the bottom of my heart impure
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hope is fading till hope itself is darkness...
Sunday, June 04, 2006: 11:13 PM

so hi dudes...
jz cum bac fm sch...gt maths n art...
ltr i goin out buy food...n eye shadoww!....WAHAHA..

i wanna buy red color...goin w shahira...
2nite my fam cumin bac fm their holiday...miss my little rascal[small brother]
i was home sick yesterdae nite,so my aunt bring me home...
slept alonee...wake up 6am...to pray n stuff...
i felt so independent....[i even did my laundry!] ~_~
anw,i noe tt's lame.

hope shahira can get out fm freakin joel...
his lyk breathin down her neck everytym...it's always BAND BAND!...
DUHH...ppl need break...
well,i better run...
From the bottom of my heart impure
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helo0 suckers...
Friday, June 02, 2006: 10:15 PM
im @ aunt hse...sigh...miz home lehx...
haha...anw,welcome to my new blog...
isnt gerard cute?well,wen reach hm i update more kk?
sigh...now i feel tt im goin 2 haf a feverr...
i haf running nose & sore throat...been sneazingg...
sigh... bleahx :P bb...i miz my bitch & ragdolL
From the bottom of my heart impure
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that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
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and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...

Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.

screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.


memories resurfaced.

The Necropolis
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