Sorry for burying you
Thursday, August 31, 2006: 4:56 AM
woahhh...
2dae is a crazy dae...
darliing sweety ms ng won da creative teacher awards!
was standing w my classmate clapping our hands...
MUACKZ to her...
bt da concert was darn boring...wad's more w mrs tan naggin'...
duhh...
den go art...joey $$$ kena stolen...
haiss...dunno how it happen...a lot o x-student came.
gosh...paisehx.haa...im flattered tt ey lyk my work...
been doin ROSES w CLAY...
haa...my fingers & arms r achin'...da clay veh tough.
gonna add new things to my blog!...mainly pix...
i LOVE photobucket...
*the lamb dun nd anythin'...it's free.released fm the beast*
From the bottom of my heart impure
Scream!
Wednesday, August 30, 2006: 4:27 AM
listening to AFI...
dunno whether nice or not...
i jz came hm oso...gt art jz now...
was drench from the rain...
sigh...my hair wet,stick 2 my forehead...
bt hu cares,every1 was wet too.
2dae do 2 pathetic roses made o clay...
sighh...3 more clay roses 2 g0...
heard fm jiahwei tt my 6F[pri sch] ppl wanna go bac pri sch...
i cant.sigh...gt art...
ms ng sacrifice tmr 4 us...haiyaahh...
torn b/w 2 things...
e dark clouds had dissipate to reveal the sun,full of brightness...a new child is born fm thee womb...
wdh m i sayin'?...haa...gt a gd warm bath
& my mum heated da tom yam noodle 4 me
woahh...a lt o ppl msnin' me!...
wanna go you tube & sutff
From the bottom of my heart impure
Panic! at the Disco
Sunday, August 27, 2006: 11:47 PM
haa...jia hwei intro me to "Panic! at the disco" hmm...
da song lyk nice!...
wahahaa...
new band 2 listen too...crazzyy!!!....
i think i'l llove it!...
gonna put da video "I write sins not tragedies"...
i read da comments...some sae "fucking gay emo"....damn tt person to hell...
hahaa...
ltr gonna go sch bac...meetin cutey chubby ms yeow 4 xtra eng lesson...
haa... she gonna pinch me & chase me if she noe i call her "cutey chubby"...
hee...
btw,gerard had done a comic!!!....gosh!...I WANT IT!!!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
IM YOUR HATE!
Friday, August 25, 2006: 10:26 PM
i realised one thing...
shahira n melissa is my most truest fren...
its so scary how we can read e/o's minds...
they both r e onli one hu noe how i illy feel...
ey can tell em jz by lo0kin @ me...
i LOVE em foreverrr!...
to mel: da heart necklace me & shahira buy 4 ur belated b'thdae...
...i jz wanna tell u tt we r always ther 4 u...jz lk @ da necklace...
may u feel e warmth within it...MUACKZzz!!!
From the bottom of my heart impure
*life's fragile:treasure it*
: 5:49 AM
hey...lyf's crazzy...pass few dae's...still...i dunno...cannot find myself.
anw,here's sum pix of my art work... a bit blur though...
brought it home...
to0k da bus...
very heavy...dehydrated...exhausted...
close-up pix*& a pix o JIA HWEI!!!...
read this book...it's nice...da ending is a blast..."The Watcher" by James Howe...love it!
From the bottom of my heart impure
liarliarliar
Saturday, August 19, 2006: 7:54 PM
sheeshh!...
gonna get a fever so0n...
now my throat feels sore & im sneezing...
yesterdae go bugis w shahira...bought mel's belated b'thdae present.
walk around...search 4 clothes...
i found tiz dress...<3>
phhftt!...I HATE MATZ & MINAHZ!...they sae they hate matz & minahz,bt they themselves r one..wdh!
gonna get a fever so0n...
now my throat feels sore & im sneezing...
yesterdae go bugis w shahira...bought mel's belated b'thdae present.
walk around...search 4 clothes...
i found tiz dress...<3>
phhftt!...I HATE MATZ & MINAHZ!...they sae they hate matz & minahz,bt they themselves r one..wdh!
From the bottom of my heart impure
i've no reason to hate or to love
Friday, August 18, 2006: 7:15 AM
forcing my fingers to type although im VERY VERY exhaustedd...
sigh...
2dae was a gamut o emotions...haa...
confuse,stressed,hyper,embarresed,depressed,quiet,terribly exhausted
well,i wud sae tt da band was go0d...
a lot o ppl watch in da canteen.
durin poa[free lesson],went 2 art room as usual
forgotten tt 2dae haf sec 3...b...i think.
jz went in lohx n take my stuff.
den gt tiz dude 'swittt' @ me...dunno wdh he want.
ignored...dunno if i rude... ...i dun care...
art...paint n paintt...paint my pe shorts too...
paint my nails black w acrylic...steff & jia hwei sae i siao...
peeled it off...go cp eat dinner...macdonald...
almost puke in my fries...sick of fast food...
paint bac...almost finishin...
ppl commented...they sae veh nice
i oso dunno...i c lyk my paintin' suxx...
hey hey!!!...gonna get pix taken @ art class by eugene
[he wet his hair n do centre partin'...den he button up his collar & wore his thick specs.pulled up his pants UP high...gt a gr8 tym laughin out loud rollin on the floorMR EUGE-NERD!!!...
[behind is da prop use 4 drama club]
From the bottom of my heart impure
you cant always get what you want
Thursday, August 17, 2006: 4:29 AM
woahh!..
2dae was a mad dae.veh hyper.
i draw in maths class[coz my may paper all i finish since 2 daes ago]
PE play "squash" w joey...wore my uniform.
damn!...stinky.went inside lib 4 air con
recess haf a heated conversation bou sumthing w far ili n preetiba...
decided nt to give a fuck bou e ger...i oso dun gib a damn bou it
eeng...tok bou surgery w joey & jiahwei...veh disgustingg!wdh?!
malay veh hyper...outside class ppl tease me already!...
hmpfh!....haa nolah...i'll fight bac onee...hee.
cme... GOT CLASS TEE!!!....wee!...
lucky no. 8...oddysey number...
tok bou graduation nite...
decided on BALLRO0M!...[[dun copy our class worx!...hahaa]]
hehh...decided wad 2 wear already....onli dunno where 2 buy n wen...
karen suggested we go together one dae...
i sae alrite.wore our class tee 4 art.dun wanna stink our uniform[[hot dae]]
wahh...kena attack by 'papa' & his fwens bou my tee...
+_+" ...bt they sae veh nicee!... *_*
do art & art & art...
eugene took my pix...& jia hwei too...
gonna get em on their blog wen they post it...
wee!...
haa...
wo0tz...
...
neh been s0 happy f0r dae's...
sigh!...
2dae was a mad dae.veh hyper.
i draw in maths class[coz my may paper all i finish since 2 daes ago]
PE play "squash" w joey...wore my uniform.
damn!...stinky.went inside lib 4 air con
recess haf a heated conversation bou sumthing w far ili n preetiba...
decided nt to give a fuck bou e ger...i oso dun gib a damn bou it
eeng...tok bou surgery w joey & jiahwei...veh disgustingg!wdh?!
malay veh hyper...outside class ppl tease me already!...
hmpfh!....haa nolah...i'll fight bac onee...hee.
cme... GOT CLASS TEE!!!....wee!...
lucky no. 8...oddysey number...
tok bou graduation nite...
decided on BALLRO0M!...[[dun copy our class worx!...hahaa]]
hehh...decided wad 2 wear already....onli dunno where 2 buy n wen...
karen suggested we go together one dae...
i sae alrite.wore our class tee 4 art.dun wanna stink our uniform[[hot dae]]
wahh...kena attack by 'papa' & his fwens bou my tee...
+_+" ...bt they sae veh nicee!... *_*
do art & art & art...
eugene took my pix...& jia hwei too...
gonna get em on their blog wen they post it...
wee!...
haa...
wo0tz...
...
neh been s0 happy f0r dae's...
sigh!...
IM GONNA DO A NEW BLOG & WILL LINK TO THIS...
IT'S ALL BOU ME lah...
so sianz...
From the bottom of my heart impure
a world of strangers
Wednesday, August 16, 2006: 2:09 AM
How could the girl have known there was a paradise beyond the shores?
She had always been a prisoner
She had seen nothing of the freedom but what the beast had allowed her to see
Then one day while the enchanted doll sang her sad song,
a key fell from her pocket.
The girl quickly grabbed it up before the doll could notice as it was deep in the song.
her voice melancholic.
The beast sleeping in the shade of a tree .
All around him were the bones of his last meal.
The girl shivered.
Scarcely daring to breathe,
the girl tiptoed past the beast and was free.
She raced towards the soft sounds of the ocean waves crashing on the shore
Happy she was because the ocean went on forever and promised freedom
But sad,she cant escape
The girl cried.
Perhaps the girl had prayed without knowing,
but soon the angel had come to answer her prayers
*continued*
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blahx...was kinda a boring dae.tmr gonna get our class tee!..
wee...
From the bottom of my heart impure
a girl with memories have no memories
Tuesday, August 15, 2006: 4:02 AM
In this uncertain life
of these two she is very certain
the holiness of the heart's affections
the truth of the imagination
that she build in her mind
But he girl had no memory
no real memory of how she came to this place
it was a dream
except for the dream which was so real it felt like a memory
on this island where no one is living
except for the beast who kept her captive
and the...
ENCHANTED DOLL...
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2dae was alrite...didnt post a few daes coz gt nuthin' interestin happen except for studyin'
mayb lyk sat or wad gonna go national lib 4 art research
wee!!!...my art work is in track!
bought a real rose for 1st hand observation...& borrow a videotape for Romeo & Juliet in Sarajevo...
i finished 1 part o my canvas...still gt a LONGG way 2 go...
AUG 29 DEAD line!!!...yikess!
hee
i lyk now more motivated 2 study.o-lvl another 70 freakin daes.
ppfht!...
2dae veh fun laughin away w shahira.discussing how sexy sum1 looks...hmmm
go to hell with everythin'!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sing Like No One Is Hearing
Friday, August 11, 2006: 5:07 PM
hee!...
yesterdae was a crazzy dae.
collected our ML o-lvl result...& i gt a1
it was crazzy...coz i DIDNT expect it @ all!...
gosh.
i jump out & scream-estatic man!-den cg nora was outside da s4NA class
she was holding my hands,den she pulled me in2 a hug...
taught me,a lot tt we haf been thru 2geder...love her lotzz
den art.started on my painting again...thx 2 kai ming...
bt...i...dunno if i shud get hurt or sumthin'...
ahh!...4get it
wen to bbq aft tt...eat a lot
chatted w my cuzzin...
swim & swim...
leg ache lyk crazzy coz neh exercise
wen hm 11+...
slept.woke up in da wee morn...
body achin...
drink water,n sleep
woke up.now.goin 2 my tuision.
SO SIANZZ
[[n gt tiz weirdo mexican/spanish/or wad person----OH!...his fm da MCR fanclub i signed in!woahh]]
byeee
yesterdae was a crazzy dae.
collected our ML o-lvl result...& i gt a1
it was crazzy...coz i DIDNT expect it @ all!...
gosh.
i jump out & scream-estatic man!-den cg nora was outside da s4NA class
she was holding my hands,den she pulled me in2 a hug...
taught me,a lot tt we haf been thru 2geder...love her lotzz
den art.started on my painting again...thx 2 kai ming...
bt...i...dunno if i shud get hurt or sumthin'...
ahh!...4get it
wen to bbq aft tt...eat a lot
chatted w my cuzzin...
swim & swim...
leg ache lyk crazzy coz neh exercise
wen hm 11+...
slept.woke up in da wee morn...
body achin...
drink water,n sleep
woke up.now.goin 2 my tuision.
SO SIANZZ
[[n gt tiz weirdo mexican/spanish/or wad person----OH!...his fm da MCR fanclub i signed in!woahh]]
byeee
From the bottom of my heart impure
NEVER LOOK BACK & LOOK IN MY GRAVE
Tuesday, August 08, 2006: 7:53 PM
the fog in my head is cleared...
now i noe wad i want now...
& tt is I WANT TO GO TO NAFA BADLY!!!...
and i'll try my best...
*my dream school*
e sch is very weird.
usually a sch is in one compound.bt NAFA is divided into 3 parts around bugis ther...
i wanna go school of fine arts...teaching.den HOPEFULLY,i wanna go australia to continue my studies...
da sch haf a nice library.& u can watch movies in one o da room.
& ther a "jamming" cca...
its near bugis & national library...
& if i were given a chance,i wanna sleep on the library carpet n never go home
dun think tt library is 'uncool' & 'i nvr read b4,coz it's 0h-sO-boring-&-it's-4-nerds.
ur wrong den...
~im not gonna waste tiz opportunity-0lvl
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now i noe wad i want now...
& tt is I WANT TO GO TO NAFA BADLY!!!...
and i'll try my best...
*my dream school*
e sch is very weird.
usually a sch is in one compound.bt NAFA is divided into 3 parts around bugis ther...
i wanna go school of fine arts...teaching.den HOPEFULLY,i wanna go australia to continue my studies...
da sch haf a nice library.& u can watch movies in one o da room.
& ther a "jamming" cca...
its near bugis & national library...
& if i were given a chance,i wanna sleep on the library carpet n never go home
dun think tt library is 'uncool' & 'i nvr read b4,coz it's 0h-sO-boring-&-it's-4-nerds.
ur wrong den...
~im not gonna waste tiz opportunity-0lvl
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From the bottom of my heart impure
JUMPING UP & DOWN
: 2:44 AM
hey,im jz gonna make a small entry.
TO EVERYONE OUT THER,I WANT RECOMMEND ALL O U A BOOK THAT IS WORTH READING!
da tittle is "WATCHING ALICE"
its about this girl,alice,tt had gone missing for a few years already.
& her boyfriend,Tom is tryin to find her...until now.
it's a book of desperate hope...
& all of u out ther,u muz always rmb,ther is more other ppl tt r desperate.
bt wad's different fm Tom is tt he never gave up...
bt his hope is running low.we cant help,bt we can pray 4 Alice's return.safe in his arms...
ther r 4 of da book,it's his & alice's diary.
i found it in hougang mall lib...
u might want to read.
http://www.alicebrownismissing.com/
From the bottom of my heart impure
Miracles can continue,thanks to your grace
Monday, August 07, 2006: 4:50 AM
Miracles can continue,thanks to your grace
im now surfin da net for "drums notations"... found a lot o things.gonna go "guitar notations" ltr
well,since i surf,y nt i put in da pix i took yesterdae wen goin out w jiahwei & joey!...
feelin fucked up!
hias...tmr national dae celebration.so sianz.aft tt haf chem prac
2dae i late 4 sch.da stupiid bus again.damned day
From the bottom of my heart impure
art research
Sunday, August 06, 2006: 3:11 AM
From the bottom of my heart impure
i will avenge my ghost
Saturday, August 05, 2006: 7:40 PM
yesterdae rained wen we reached changi
went to abg's hse.
he n kak aishah 'bbq' 4 us chicken mutton chop prawns french fries chicken popcorn melted marshmallows...durian.
2dae im goin National Lib. do art research.
im so damn scared,da DEADline is aug 29! WTF?!
a lot haven even started on their work
sighh!...
now im pushin myself
another less den a mth 2 prelims
From the bottom of my heart impure
the creatures of the sea
: 4:14 AM
heyz heyz...
im gonna go bbq @ changi 2nite
yayy!... eat eat eat...
cant wait 2 c abg & kak aishah!...
found da guitar tabs 4 songs tt i want!...
all i nd now is to learn how 2 play a guitar.
called mel jz now...
opps
was not 3 rite tym.
sumthin' happened
i now i might b insensitive,
bt i had 2 ask her 2 consider...
sigh!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, August 04, 2006: 5:36 AM
DAMN MY BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE GO N ERASE EVERYTHIN I TYPED!
NOW I NEED TO BLOODY TYPE AGAIN!
WASTE MY BLOODY TYM!
urghh!!!...spoil my fuckin' happy mood.
From the bottom of my heart impure
a phoenix rised fm ash to fire
Thursday, August 03, 2006: 5:03 AM
well...
wad a bad dae 4 e'ry1...
i sho suayy...gt tiz berrd shit fall on moi bag.
wtf?...
almost pukee!!!...
-badSHITday-
den joey cam 2 me...her sis kena chicken pox tt dae...
den she felt feverish too
she illy freak herself out
checked her thermometer every 5 min.
bt cant blame her...if me oso im gonna be mad
-badPOXday-
den eng class,robin came in.
very paiseh o da new haircut
stick out here & ther
-badHAIRday-
talkin' bou haricut,i was goin down da H block 2 go 2 mt room
den da guy hu cut ppl hair lyk call out 2 me
i turn,den he lyk ask me 2 cum 2 him or sumthin'
freaky man
bt i jz ignored n walk away.siao!wanna tok 2 diz kind o ppl
anw,used 2 it i think...
jz inored lohx...if anythin',jz kick their NUTZ off
From the bottom of my heart impure
thy shalt be cursed by my drawings
Wednesday, August 02, 2006: 3:27 AM
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
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