Friday, September 29, 2006: 11:56 PM
omgggg!!!!....found da mcr video!...
damn!...it's go0d...
i put it in e other side,watch it will ya?
any1 hu visits my blog....i put in 3 videos...
damn!...it's go0d...
i put it in e other side,watch it will ya?
any1 hu visits my blog....i put in 3 videos...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 5:39 PM
ahhh!!!...gt a dream.gosh.wont elaborate on it.
kk...umm...ya.yesterdae ordered McDonalds.suddenly wanna eat tt...
so delivery came.big mac meal & Mcflurry...
yum yum!....wahahaa...
i think my artery gonna b clogged w fats...
i still haf half o da mcflurry inside da fridge.tot wanna eat it durin da ghost whisperer,bt den terlentok.cant even rmb myself walkin 2wards my bed.
moreover i've been stayin bac @ sch fm monday to friday.
was so damn exhausted.summore i tt kind muz slp 7+ hrs.cut down 2 6hrs less...
haiz...
4 art,workin on my board...sighh...nd 2 do a lot o drawing.nex fri is our last dae.
i nd 2 hit da books 2dae.
so lazyy 2 go damn mendaki...i wanna study @ home.
& i hope can go watch da movie "stay alive"...gosh...i LOVE gore scary movie.
bt i'll haf nitemares...hmm...actualli i dun mind.MY life is a nightmaree...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, September 26, 2006: 2:40 PM
g0d...i've been waitin 4 tiz...bt da album wont cum out till oct 23...
2dae da black parade video premiers will b playin TODAY in mtv2:every hr,mtv:3:30 n 4:30 EST/12:30 n PST 1:30...
well,dun ask me wad EST/PST is,i dunno.
gt my prelims marks...i think i can make it...yeah...!
2dae gonna ask far whether can go her hse watch da mtv...hais...
h0pe can lehx!...sigh.
bought hershey's chocs & ice lem0n tea 4 breakfast.hah!...
wathc LITTLE BRITAIN[damn funny]--a bit racist though & DEN MOVIE "ROAD TO GUANTANAMO" till 12:30pm.
nicee,though i had nitemares...
now woke up,eat,den finish my hwk...now doin art a bit.thx 2 droppin POA,i managed 2 finish my hwk & do 2 chem n 2 bio paper...
2dae da black parade video premiers will b playin TODAY in mtv2:every hr,mtv:3:30 n 4:30 EST/12:30 n PST 1:30...
well,dun ask me wad EST/PST is,i dunno.
gt my prelims marks...i think i can make it...yeah...!
2dae gonna ask far whether can go her hse watch da mtv...hais...
h0pe can lehx!...sigh.
bought hershey's chocs & ice lem0n tea 4 breakfast.hah!...
wathc LITTLE BRITAIN[damn funny]--a bit racist though & DEN MOVIE "ROAD TO GUANTANAMO" till 12:30pm.
nicee,though i had nitemares...
now woke up,eat,den finish my hwk...now doin art a bit.thx 2 droppin POA,i managed 2 finish my hwk & do 2 chem n 2 bio paper...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, September 25, 2006: 3:06 AM
ok,4get bou da Bowie & Queen...i dun lyk it.
heh...felt s0 damn go0d bou myself 2dae!!!
1st,art,was goin gd,felt v confident tt i wud finish tiz fri.wahahaa...
my black board is cumin up ok.heeee!...
den den maths,passed my overall!!!damn!..i cant blieve it.fm F9[sec1] to pass now.
bt still nt wad i aim still.
gonna do more o tt bo0k.
den uma passed me e 'panic ! at the disco' burn cd fm melissa!!!MUACKZ MEL!!!mo0 mo0O...
hahaa...
thz 2 my metal head fren,he intro me 2 Trivium,Cebular[if i nt wrong]...n bullet 4 my valentine[i gt heard tt band a lot o tyms,bt neh listen 2 tt song b4]
den get humans marks.I CANT BLO0DY BLIEVE IT!!!...i passed my hist:27/50 & my SOCIAL STUDIES: 32/40+ 'go0d attempt'!!! woahhh!...wanna slap myself awake.tot i wud fail!...
so i passed ALL my subjects....EXCEPT BLO0DY ENG!...
okok,i made a stupid mistake in da compo,actualli can score more higher.DAMN!i realised my wekaness is paper2.im a nut @ answerin compre qn...& more o a nutty in gettin points fm summary.
2dae breakfast gonna stuff myself w western fo0d again.pizza+bbq fries...YUMM!!!...
kak yana haven cum yet...???hais...heatin da pizza & fries already.
g2g.bb.listenin 2 panic!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Bowie & Queen
Friday, September 22, 2006: 4:47 PM
hee.kinda funny yesterdae cz i go hm w valerie.
carryin our big mounting boards.den ther's an empty seat,i called her 2 sit ah,since her bus stop ltr den mine.den gt this 'apek' go & sit...i was lyk "asshole"-roll my eyes.
den she laugh @ my reaction.
tot tt nite was gonna b da usual,study/do art watch tv lt nite den slp.bt aft ate 2 hotdog w scrambled egg my bro called.ask go ikea.picked us up w dad's car.
he drive quite 'jialat'...bought bruger king.
saw tiz baby boi wen sittin down waitin 4 bro...veh naughty...cant sit still.
sighh...wen i see da boi,i suddenly miss my small bro.
shit.it's jz 4 dae's tt ey haf gone & i already missed em.
go hm 11++,n stuff myself full w da burger & cheesestick.
blurrrp.hahaa.slp.yeah!...lyk tt i'll haf more fats.
carryin our big mounting boards.den ther's an empty seat,i called her 2 sit ah,since her bus stop ltr den mine.den gt this 'apek' go & sit...i was lyk "asshole"-roll my eyes.
den she laugh @ my reaction.
tot tt nite was gonna b da usual,study/do art watch tv lt nite den slp.bt aft ate 2 hotdog w scrambled egg my bro called.ask go ikea.picked us up w dad's car.
he drive quite 'jialat'...bought bruger king.
saw tiz baby boi wen sittin down waitin 4 bro...veh naughty...cant sit still.
sighh...wen i see da boi,i suddenly miss my small bro.
shit.it's jz 4 dae's tt ey haf gone & i already missed em.
go hm 11++,n stuff myself full w da burger & cheesestick.
blurrrp.hahaa.slp.yeah!...lyk tt i'll haf more fats.
*living my life full of lies*
From the bottom of my heart impure
THE BLACK PARADE!
Thursday, September 21, 2006: 3:27 AM
finally found their newest pix @ gettyimages.com .lyf's full o crap nowadays.btw,i passes my maths 4 e 1st tym.[overall]...failed eng though!!!darn!D7...holy crap.almost made it.lyk i sae i misto0k da compo tittle 4 sumthin else.so kinda weak link 2 da main tittle.stupiid me...sighh!!!
bt i passed everythin else...i hope...cz havent get my humans result.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, September 18, 2006: 2:54 AM
gerard way...the KING of my HARTS!!!...
muahahaa...he's hair is white now!!!gosh,nt used to it.bt hey,he's still da same...
luv him a lot.luv MCR!!!
eir new album THE BLACK PARADE is outt!!!...damn!...quick!cum 2 tiz damn island!...i WANNA BUYYYY!!!!!!...
eir song "welcome to the black parade" is on @ eir official website.its link 2 my blog. e pix is i got fm MTV website...
<3 <3
From the bottom of my heart impure
metal + high density = HEAVY METAL!!!
Saturday, September 09, 2006: 1:06 AM
MINDFREAK!!!aiyaa....Paul's out...lyk i expected.
which is a gd thing too,coz i cant dont haf to watch singapore idol as he nt in already.
mayb finals then watch.
haa...didnt blog 4 a few dae's already.
yesterdae my parents bring me n my bro out 2 eat mee soto.
yumm...@ bishan interchg.
den walked...my bro bought a early hari raya shoe[a sports shoe],& me....a BLACK POKA DOTZI SNEAKER SLIP 0N SHOE!!!WAKAKAA...
haa...gosh,my bro rite here tryin 2 strangle me w my polar bear soft toy ard my neck.
phft!!...
2dae mendaki,i was walkin & i saw shahlan goin down da bus.
i reached sch 1st.onli khalifah came.
studided maths w ms hidayah.
kinda weird,cz shahlan nvr make it to our class...
[[kidnapped or raped]]???***hahaa...i duhno.
was kinda bored w/0 rashid.bt kinda gd coz we can jz ask ms hidayah bou da qn we dun understand.
was FUN!...cz we chat oso...bou lotsa stuff.practically sum braggy ppl in sch...
bt HEY!,i finished da whole paper 1 & 1-quater paper2 in lyk 2hr 30min?
so its all rite.
& far didnt cum cz she goin 4 SI thingy...
& i read Hafizah's tag on my board.
was happy tt she get 2 meet hady.
haa!...
2dae studyin chem all e way.read all da sec3 notes already.gonna read bac sec4 notes 2 revive my understandin'...
den gonna do my 5ys[5 yr series]...
tmr gonna revise hist.& da way 2 write seq & sbq...
gosh!...prelims!...scaryy!...
im gonna b mashed up between da jaws o da beast as it chewed me lyk in da computer games...arghh!!!....
wahahaaa...bt aft prelims it's gonna b pay back time!!!...
i'll swear i'll sho0t as muc zombies in HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4 W SHAHIRAA 4 A DAY!!!...
tmr a lot o ppl cumin my hse 4 da open hse.gonna meet my darling zie & aishah.
harts them.
nw da meaty smell of da cow meat is in da kitchen.
i dare nt go near.onli chicken & fish meat rox...
& gr8!!!...my hp prepaid card's $$00 agn...thx 2 stupiid singtel!...[oppsy]
2nite gonna record da I AM SAM into my dvd.
i love tt show!watched it on ch 5 4 2 tyms already.dakota fanning was illy cute then.
bt nw her teeth illy cro0ked.wish she put in braces so0n..
nw im yearnin for a gorey movie 2 scare me out o my skin..
da recently i watched was THE CREEP.
urgh...tt was disgustin'.silenthill was CRAP!...
aee...gotta go study more.feelin da brain juices o0zing out fm my ears...
& its slimy green ... ... ...
EWW!!...lol.i cant believe im disgusted by my own sarcasm.
From the bottom of my heart impure
SICK
Thursday, September 07, 2006: 2:27 AM
gosh!...this blo0dy fucker tagged my board & link 2 sum website...nw chattin w jia hwei...she help me ask russell how 2 delete da tag fm my board.
its DISGUSTIN!...
urggghhh!!!...
sickO!...
yesterdae gt art...yeah.hab fun...
bt oso serious...i twist da wire sculpture till my fingers haf blisters.
bt it's over!...i jz haf 2 do da colarge thingy...& buy some red fluorescent plastic...perfect my painting...color my clay roses,poke in da wire bridge,& stick da clay roses on.
perfecto...
brought hm my canvas.2 do da collarge & i nd da size 4 da red fluorescent plastic.
den wen cum 2 sch,do da rest...
2dae study...1st maths...den bio...2nite gonna b hist...
*voted once 4 paul*...although i think he gonna b out 2dae...
hais!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
poti0ns & cauLDr0ns...im ready!
Tuesday, September 05, 2006: 12:18 AM
wahahaa...dwld panic! songs...
tiz sundae,my parents held a '0pen hse' 4 both sides o my family...
she sae we orderin laksa...lotsa fo0d.
cz she goin primilage[[i duhno whether spell correctly]]...
sad! hais!...gonna MISS my small stinky brudder.
gonna p0st more pix 2daee!...
[[wonder far had printed out da SI photos or nt...]]
From the bottom of my heart impure
<3 letter!
Monday, September 04, 2006: 5:41 AM
wahahaa...
feelin evil...
gez wad i do?...ok.
coz durin art,gt choir @ da music rm,beside art room.
den da shahirah[a sec1 ger] was walkin pass our class a lot o tyms.
was tokin 2 uma.den i sae skali she lyk haziq...
we were laughing bou it.den uma suggest we send haziq a <3 color="#663366" size="4">"i love u"...
,fm that ger...we ask joey 2 write 4 us.den w a serious face,uma giv it 2 haziq.
i burst out lauhing,bt im was faraway fm haziq,so he cant hear.
den he read.den he lyk consider it...???...i think he noes tt we playin a prank on him...
woww...den he stood up,n throw da paper away...wo0tz...
haa
[[wonderin y his pants so low...shirt tucked out...straps stickin 0ut...]]
duhh...i dunno.
takes tym 2 get used to it i think...
den jia hwei co0l man[[sae back @ da idiotic idiots]]... :D ...u go ger!...
& thx 2 joey,4 grabbin my bootle n drinkin fm it n still b blurr bou it.sigh!...haa
shahira bitch!...wahahaa...i think bcz o me oso u crazy bou Panic! at the disco...dun worry,i'll burn da cd wen i buy it.haa...da 2 guy[panic!] sh0 cute ya dude?!...bt i still <3>
hmm...n0w searchin 4 The Used songs...haiss...bored.
finished doin my maths!...anuder paper to go!!!...[bt gt a lot o qn nd 2 ask teacher]& doin my chem moles.& bio enzymes...& art prelims.i paste all da stuff in my a3 paper...i doin it veh fast rite?...ya.cz i dun wanna rush.wed gt art again.nd 2 do da damn wire sculpture.2dae i finish da 6 rose w clay...
hacker huh?...i did one 4 @ least 45 min.my hands r ACHIN!
***gonna buy tt Panic! at the disco CD s0On!!!...wo0tz...
From the bottom of my heart impure
paul!!!...ur cutee!
Saturday, September 02, 2006: 2:51 AM
goshh...
its mad 2dae...
was disappointed tt i cant get a poster & eir autograph..
haa...wdheckk... @ least i get 2 see cute paul fm far,
& FARHANA GT A WAVE & A FLYIN KISS FM HADY!...
gosh,she's 1 freakin' lucky bitchh....haa... ;P
was shoutin for paul w far & hussin[ya,met him accidentally,w his sis]
happy b'thdae ya dude...
i've gt a landyard...haiss...den wen lining up 4 da landyard,far point me 2 tiz guy...
haf 2 admit his damn cute.
far took my fone & secretly take his pix...
da guy in green.
haa...
gosh!...
madness
too bad my fone is nt clear...
bt hell,far gt Paul!...
wee!!!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
paul!!!...ur cutee!
: 2:51 AM
goshh...
its mad 2dae...
was disappointed tt i cant get a poster & eir autograph..
haa...wdheckk... @ least i get 2 see cute paul fm far,
& FARHANA GT A WAVE & A FLYIN KISS FM HADY!...
gosh,she's 1 freakin' lucky bitchh....haa... ;P
was shoutin for paul w far & hussin[ya,met him accidentally,w his sis]
happy b'thdae ya dude...
i've gt a landyard...haiss...den wen lining up 4 da landyard,far point me 2 tiz guy...
haf 2 admit his damn cute.
far took my fone & secretly take his pix...
da guy in green.
haa...
gosh!...
madness
too bad my fone is nt clear...
bt hell,far gt Paul!...
wee!!!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
blind eyes
Friday, September 01, 2006: 6:08 AM
^sumthin i wud lyk tuh wear for graduation nitezz^...
bt i wan more gothic...i wud saee...i wan victorian!!!
*today i felt like my polar bear soft toy hibernating....___ zZZZzz~!***
hahaa...2dae i fastlahh...
den to tkae my mind off fo0d,i slept & slept...
den my dad ask us whether wanna go changi eat nasi lemakk...
i was e 1st to sae "yah!"...[[onli me & mum fast]]
anw,ate & atee... *BURP!
haa...den dad bought shafiq a new bicycle[his ol' one veh short 4 him]
2nite gonna stayed up late 2 study since da whole dae i slept.
urghh...boring sia tmr mendaki.
duhh...damn.
tmr gonna go out.nd tuh buy art stuff 4 prelims.
bt i wan go town w shahira n mel mayb 1 dae durin da hols...
bt mel lyk nt free coz she gt n-lvl...i gt prelims wen sch re-opens
damn!.& i've gone dry again.onli haf 25 bucks...
sigh!...
gonna miss my parents & my bro wen they go umrah tiz ramadan...
haiiyahh!...duuhh...phhftt!...bt den i gt 10 bucks per dae...
enuf 2 safe 4 curling my hair b4 hari rayaa!...
wahahaa!!....wee!!...wootz...
[[dun understand y u haf to avoid seeing me.u had done nuthin wrong.i've gone thru wad u haf gone thru.onli tt i had left.my heart breaks.jz hope urs doesnt]]
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
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