You Never Learn A Goddamed Thing...
Saturday, October 28, 2006: 7:44 AM
well,2dae is a tiring dae...fiuhh!...
went 2 a lot o houses...coz neh go jln rayer @ all since da 1st dae.
sort out my art paper 2!...onli need 2 color,draw summore roses & layout n VOILA!...done!>..
tmr nd 2 buy sum acrylic paint n new brushes 4 my art o-lvl...
hais...
4 those retakin eir MT on Mondae,all da bez yup?...
dun ever give up.
tmr gonna rush over my chem....nd 2 finish my practises on paper3...
den gonna do more bio paper3 in 5ys...
read bac all da notes once again,to get everythin in my head.
den last consult...both art n sci.
plan 2 finish all my practises on paper3 n do art layout[i cud color on tuesdae]...
haiss...tt's my plan.
ahh!!!...missed my bitch[shahira] & ragdoll[melissa]!!!
hee!...tiz aftnn called shahira.
hahaa...
haf fun tokin 2 her.
laughed...lost breath.
dumb.
idiot ger...heex
From the bottom of my heart impure
disenchanted
Friday, October 27, 2006: 6:40 AM
ahh!...felt proud tt i achieved my aim 4 finishin studyin chem as muc as possible.
onli nd 2 do 2 more papers...rad da notes bac...practise...den im ready!...
bio,i oso nd 2 read bac da notes.n do da 5ys book.finished my whole stack o bio papers...
art,im doin 2nite.tmr final consultation...
illy nd 2 finish as muc as possible.
gosh...im illy in love w The Black Parade.
it's crazy...it illy pump my blo0d into my brain wen i study.
...urgh,gonna surf da net.
byee...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Cries In Vain!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006: 6:42 AM
helpin' uma send her model essay 2 mrs delia...
hais...i think i gotta haf sum anger management...
haa...wasnt my bez dae 2dae...
@ 11am,went to damn CP...2 buy da Black Parade...went 2 sembawang,dun hab...cum tiz fri.
siao!...i cant wait till fri!... ...hais...
frust cz im free da whole dae 2dae.den waited 4 ppl 2 cum 2 my hse till afternoon.
i studied chem all aft...onli 5 chpt left 2 write notes.
den go onli 1 o my uncle hse...den my bro irritate me...
locked myself in my room...listen 2 my song very loud in my ear drums...& tt kind o stuff...
...
tt dae i went 2 sch 2 consult humans...ended up i helped ms yeow 2 photocopy a stake o papers
n WTF...da morign tong[however u spell da female dog's name :P]...she lyk SO rude 2 me...
i noe im jz a student.F rich snob..she demanded me 4 da permission slip.gave her.
she was still spitting shit out o her foul mouth.ms ng was bhind @ da door n ms boo was also ther.she was reassuring me w her smile...bt i cant help it,i gave da most attitude shitty face i've ever given 2 sum1,n turn 2 da long table opp da machine.wen she gave me bac,i illy jz snatched fm her n bang it on da table w/o lo0kin @ her.mumbled *****....
another incident was in da class...
dun wanna elaborate on tt either...
haa!...wanna watch project runway.
hais...i think i gotta haf sum anger management...
haa...wasnt my bez dae 2dae...
@ 11am,went to damn CP...2 buy da Black Parade...went 2 sembawang,dun hab...cum tiz fri.
siao!...i cant wait till fri!... ...hais...
frust cz im free da whole dae 2dae.den waited 4 ppl 2 cum 2 my hse till afternoon.
i studied chem all aft...onli 5 chpt left 2 write notes.
den go onli 1 o my uncle hse...den my bro irritate me...
locked myself in my room...listen 2 my song very loud in my ear drums...& tt kind o stuff...
...
tt dae i went 2 sch 2 consult humans...ended up i helped ms yeow 2 photocopy a stake o papers
n WTF...da morign tong[however u spell da female dog's name :P]...she lyk SO rude 2 me...
i noe im jz a student.F rich snob..she demanded me 4 da permission slip.gave her.
she was still spitting shit out o her foul mouth.ms ng was bhind @ da door n ms boo was also ther.she was reassuring me w her smile...bt i cant help it,i gave da most attitude shitty face i've ever given 2 sum1,n turn 2 da long table opp da machine.wen she gave me bac,i illy jz snatched fm her n bang it on da table w/o lo0kin @ her.mumbled *****....
another incident was in da class...
dun wanna elaborate on tt either...
haa!...wanna watch project runway.
From the bottom of my heart impure
o0hh....green packets
Monday, October 23, 2006: 7:18 PM
haa....happy hari raya 2 every1....
wo0h!....ltr gonna go my grandparents hse...
get GREEN PACKETS!....wahahaa...
meet my beloved kuzzin,Aishah N hafizah...
go to my extension blog: http://darkstrangerous-lies.blogspot.com/ 4 MCR FANS...
made by me...construction is still in progress...
wo0h!....ltr gonna go my grandparents hse...
get GREEN PACKETS!....wahahaa...
meet my beloved kuzzin,Aishah N hafizah...
go to my extension blog: http://darkstrangerous-lies.blogspot.com/ 4 MCR FANS...
made by me...construction is still in progress...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 2:45 AM
GO TO MY NEW BLOG!... although it's nt finished yet...
http://darkstrangerous-lies.blogspot.com/
http://darkstrangerous-lies.blogspot.com/
From the bottom of my heart impure
Guitar From Hell
Thursday, October 19, 2006: 2:49 AM
im not THAT fanatic o Emily...only tt i feel more lyk her sumtyms....
haa...anw,i WANT tiz guitar!....harts.harts.harts....
From the bottom of my heart impure
Red Bangle
Wednesday, October 18, 2006: 3:39 AM
2dae go geylang...rebond my fringe...yayy...haa.i've given up on lo0kin 4 hari raya clothes.
i got NO mood @ all to celebrate hari raya tiz yr...
im nt even excited....mayb coz o 0's ???...
mayb...i dun even care bou buyin shoes.
opps gonna break fast...grad ceremony pix[above & below]
From the bottom of my heart impure
Their Pain
Monday, October 16, 2006: 3:04 AM
FINALLY!!!....
MY FINAL PIECE!!!...
*click to see large*
From the bottom of my heart impure
the final destination
: 2:45 AM
haizz....2dae very exhausting....
it was an important dae 4 our art student,especially me...haha
very nervous bou sendin' our art piece 2 da assesment board building.
we had last minute touch ups...helpin e/o 2 wrapped our mounting boards...was funni..
screamings...lyk usual.
den get 2 see other sch art piece.our eyes wide 0pen!...gosh...ey r big & fantastic...
we a bit demoralize....bt...ya,as ms ng sae we haf done our bez...
& I STILL THINK OURS BETTER!...haha...
muackz 2 art student.all da tym we spent 2geder in da art room...
it's worthwhile...
*arghh!!!...i miz my canvas & my prep work already!!!!....
BUT!i took a lot o pictures o my PIECE!!!...enjoy!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, October 11, 2006: 2:38 PM
*POTO*
From the bottom of my heart impure
The Venus
: 2:20 PM
wahahaaaa!!!...gosh!...
hmm...i think im goin bonkers w Nightwish,Dream Theatre,Theatre Of Tragedy,Gulity Case,AFI
ARGGHHH!!!.... bt im nt gothic lah.jz love tiz kind o music...i'll still b driftin among metal & goth...& my fav punk band,My Chem.
urghh...final deadline 4 art work is on Sat,da MOE personnel will cum n check us out.den Monday we're gonna bring our workpiece ther.ahh!...so nervous.
bt...i kinda dun lyk...umm...i'll put it tiz way.
ms fernandiez[however u spell it] sae's tt da examiners will roughly look thru ur work den read ur 'personal' shit & award it...it's lyk...i feel tt they wud nt noe how muc my work meant to me.
they jz discover my work on the surface.i dun care bou grades although i wud love 2 get distinction...ok,i noe i kinda selfish too,cz ther is lyk a hell lot o sch,& im sulking bou them.
??? any0ne get my crap.
haa...
tt dae go geylang 4 da hari raya bazaar sux.
da clothes r all so ugly.n even e jz nice ones is $100++ ...
i gt no mo0d 2 hari raya.i think i nt buyin anything.
bt im EAGER to get money & eat on tt dae!...
2dae hanliang gimme some sort of a survey...national programme.
hee...opps,bt i purposely disagree 2 sum o da question.
i mean,hello?...it's so obvious they told us 2 write "agree/totally fakefully agree"...
i mean,sum o does question is bull shit!...
sigh...guess i'll b locked up soon coz i write ther "im nt proud 2 b a singaporean"...
which is half true...i cant lie.though i noe tt tiz is where i belonged...
u noe,every humans jz cant b satisfied w their lives...ther is always sumthin wrong w it.
ahh...i'll end.gotta do maths.
5:30am now...
hmm...i think im goin bonkers w Nightwish,Dream Theatre,Theatre Of Tragedy,Gulity Case,AFI
ARGGHHH!!!.... bt im nt gothic lah.jz love tiz kind o music...i'll still b driftin among metal & goth...& my fav punk band,My Chem.
urghh...final deadline 4 art work is on Sat,da MOE personnel will cum n check us out.den Monday we're gonna bring our workpiece ther.ahh!...so nervous.
bt...i kinda dun lyk...umm...i'll put it tiz way.
ms fernandiez[however u spell it] sae's tt da examiners will roughly look thru ur work den read ur 'personal' shit & award it...it's lyk...i feel tt they wud nt noe how muc my work meant to me.
they jz discover my work on the surface.i dun care bou grades although i wud love 2 get distinction...ok,i noe i kinda selfish too,cz ther is lyk a hell lot o sch,& im sulking bou them.
??? any0ne get my crap.
haa...
tt dae go geylang 4 da hari raya bazaar sux.
da clothes r all so ugly.n even e jz nice ones is $100++ ...
i gt no mo0d 2 hari raya.i think i nt buyin anything.
bt im EAGER to get money & eat on tt dae!...
2dae hanliang gimme some sort of a survey...national programme.
hee...opps,bt i purposely disagree 2 sum o da question.
i mean,hello?...it's so obvious they told us 2 write "agree/totally fakefully agree"...
i mean,sum o does question is bull shit!...
sigh...guess i'll b locked up soon coz i write ther "im nt proud 2 b a singaporean"...
which is half true...i cant lie.though i noe tt tiz is where i belonged...
u noe,every humans jz cant b satisfied w their lives...ther is always sumthin wrong w it.
ahh...i'll end.gotta do maths.
5:30am now...
From the bottom of my heart impure
house of wolves
Saturday, October 07, 2006: 9:25 PM
Iron Maiden - Flight of Icarus
From the bottom of my heart impure
i'll make a nightwish
Friday, October 06, 2006: 3:11 PM
goshh..i love e nightwish POTO!!!...
n here's another video o eir band song "Beauty & the Beast"
e reason y im puttin all those videos here is so tt i dun haf 2 waste tym finding bac 4 it.
onli haf 4hrs o slp.... ??? do art.
2dae is da last dae...
gonna do my layout & color scheme.
e rest finished.go sch ltr finish my final piece.... :D
opps!i accidentally deleted da you tube page.stupid me.
nex tym ahh...sigh.!
n here's another video o eir band song "Beauty & the Beast"
e reason y im puttin all those videos here is so tt i dun haf 2 waste tym finding bac 4 it.
onli haf 4hrs o slp.... ??? do art.
2dae is da last dae...
gonna do my layout & color scheme.
e rest finished.go sch ltr finish my final piece.... :D
opps!i accidentally deleted da you tube page.stupid me.
nex tym ahh...sigh.!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, October 05, 2006: 7:52 AM
Dream theatre- Erotomania
Nightwish-Phantom Of The Opera
Dream Theatre- Pull me under
Nightwish - Gethsemane
Nightwish-Phantom Of The Opera
Dream Theatre- Pull me under
Nightwish - Gethsemane
From the bottom of my heart impure
thy shalt lived on in my heart
: 7:43 AM
HEE!...listenin 2 dream theatre...
wahahaa...nice...
ltr gnna check out Nightwish.
hey,gt so0 muc 2 update.
so damn stressed w exams.
bt kinda happy,cz my prelims result...is satisfactory.
gt L1R4 20...hais...oklah...
tiz sat passin up art.wahh...every1 S00 stress!...
u guys...work hard lah...
it will b over.
cant update too muc...ltr gonna wake up early morn do art.
came bac jz now 9:15pm...exhausted
gonna haf a haircut so0n...haa...mayb aft art o-lvl pass up.
my hair l0ng worzz...way below shoulder...but i wanna grow till my waist.
haa...dye copper brown,whole head... wee`!...
woahhh!!!...da dream theatre illy make me dream man!..
da beats & melody were crazzyyy!!!...& nightwish also haf da 'phantom o opera'???
haaa....gonna put sum more viedos here.
wahahaa...nice...
ltr gnna check out Nightwish.
hey,gt so0 muc 2 update.
so damn stressed w exams.
bt kinda happy,cz my prelims result...is satisfactory.
gt L1R4 20...hais...oklah...
tiz sat passin up art.wahh...every1 S00 stress!...
u guys...work hard lah...
it will b over.
cant update too muc...ltr gonna wake up early morn do art.
came bac jz now 9:15pm...exhausted
gonna haf a haircut so0n...haa...mayb aft art o-lvl pass up.
my hair l0ng worzz...way below shoulder...but i wanna grow till my waist.
haa...dye copper brown,whole head... wee`!...
woahhh!!!...da dream theatre illy make me dream man!..
da beats & melody were crazzyyy!!!...& nightwish also haf da 'phantom o opera'???
haaa....gonna put sum more viedos here.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, October 01, 2006: 3:00 PM
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
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