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*im a fishmonger 2dae*
Thursday, November 30, 2006: 6:08 PM
haha...
chattin w fish now.
tokin bou blogskin.
damn...my blog lk s0 messy.
bt i luv tiz skin out o all da many skins i've tried.
n findin a new one is s0 hard.
i still haf 2 find another 4 phantom.
so longg already promised,bt havent do yet...
goshh

n $250 jz flew away fm my hands!...
FUCKKK!
heaven save mee
From the bottom of my heart impure
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HEAVEN HELP ME!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006: 7:32 PM
woahh...i was teachin my lil bro wen my mum cum bac w a leter 4 me
it reads "edusave merit bursary"...
it said i got top 25% 4 my whole cohort n nd 2 fill up da form 2 get $$...
wo0ts!....
arghh...hope da robinson ppl will CALL ME!!!...
i wan tt job!!![[ey sae they gonna call by Fri]]...
sigh!...

think tmr or wad gonna watch movie w ms ng n ms yeow w daryl uma far...mayb...havent confirm yet...
cz tt day we help ms ng carry da art pieces bac fm da exam hall...
haha...
mayb watch happy feat or sumthin'...
weee!...
{*-+[[dark new dae]]+-*}

*click on da 1st song on top:i luvv it A LOT*
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS"Heaven Help Us"
hear the sound the angels come screaming
down your voice
I hear you've been bleeding
make your choice
they say you've been pleading
someone save us heaven help us now
come crashing down
we'll hear the sound as you're falling down
I'm at this old hotel
but can't tell if I've been breathing or sleeping
or screaming or waiting for the man to call
and maybe all of the above cause mostly
I've been sprawled on these cathedral steps
while spitting out the blood and screaming
someone save us
heaven help us now
come crashing down
we'll hear the sound as you're falling down
and will you pray for me?
or make a saint of me?
and will you lay for me?
or make a saint of?
cause I'll give you all the nails you need
cover me in gasoline wipe away those tears of blood again
and the punchline to the joke is asking
someone save us
heaven help us now
come crashing down
we'll hear the sound as you fall
and would you pray for me?
(you don't know a thing about my sins)
(how the misery begins)
or make a saint of me?
(you don't know)
(so I'm burning, I'm burning)
and will you lay for me?
(you don't know a thing about my sins)
(how the misery begins)
or make a saint?
(you don't know)(cause I'm burning, I'm burning)
cause I'll give you all the nails you need
(I'm burning, I'm burning again)cover me in gasoline again
From the bottom of my heart impure
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we'll carry on...
: 3:56 AM

SHIT!...
saiful got knocked down by a car n is in hospital...
he discharge 2dae...
haiss....
po0r sayangg...summore i didnt get 2 meet him...
haiyo0!...

jz came bac fm da beach.
my mum persuade me 2 go cz ltr we droppin by Changi Village to EAT!!!...
wahahaa...
we're @ Bedok jetty n driving 2wards changi wen a big nail
--lyk da one u use on 'potianak'...haa...kidding.
bt it's illy BIG n long...puntured my dad's tyre.
nd 2 stop @ da side o da road n chg...
s0 lucky tt we haf an extra tyre n to0l 2 chg...
fiuhh...
reach changi,n was hungry.
ordered nasi ayam penyeK[[didnt order nasi lemak tiz tym]]
n eeeaattT!...

& tmr is another DARK NEW DAY...
awaitin hopefully 4 eir call...4 e job...
i wanna work @ ROBINSONS!!!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
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idiot!
Tuesday, November 28, 2006: 8:47 PM























hmm...
gosh!...i nd sum entertainment!...
so i sent shahira a dumb pix o Mikey...
& im gona put here too...plus a dumb pix o gerard...
From the bottom of my heart impure
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0 pitifuL shad0w in the DarKNesS...
Monday, November 27, 2006: 11:46 PM
bac fm anuder job interview...
fiuhh...bt...i still hope tt i cud work @ Robinsons...
cz i think da place kinda rocks... + ther wud b staff discounts if u work ther rite???...
...hmm...n damn.i spoil my earpiece again 4 da 5th tym.
onli 1 side can hear.
cant blast my music cz ltr every1 complain...
phfttt!...
n complain bou me singing @ da top o my lungs...
crazzy...bt i can even sing while doing maths last tym..
--ppl find it hard 2 co-ordinate maths & singin' @ da same tym.
i've been trying 2 listen 2 sum other bands lyk dream theatre,ice earth,Silverstein n more,
bt it all end up 2 bein stuck w MCR & iron maiden...shit...
cant get my head out o tiz 2 bands.
they sorta haf a magnetic attraction lyk they r Magneto fm X-men

n now i've been reading comics...
im drawing again...
my dreams o goin 2 NAFA is STILL ALIVE!!!...
MUAHAHAA...
im gonna keep on drawing as ther is nothing else 2 do but 2 wait till they call me if im shortlisted 4 da jobs.
hopefully...
im gonna die o BOREDO0M soon enuf...

n im SORRY 4 nt goin 2 da class chalet...
i've running out of $$$ n im nt gonna rob a bank 4 any...
i nd 2 buy tiz magazine "Krrang" 4 sum reason n it will cost me 9 bucks..
dddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhh...
From the bottom of my heart impure
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dark new day
: 12:46 AM

well,i typed a whole long entry bou my dae!...
bt it's all gone...stupiid com!...

okk...i've gone 4 a job interview...
@ raffles city in robinsons...
nice place...hope gt da job...

shit...feeling crappy agn...
bcz o sumone...i cant help it.
i hate his band mates...n i think bcz o tiz + my ego,our frenship is destroyed...
too bad things went tiz way.
i noe u cant 4give me.bt im sry.
From the bottom of my heart impure
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Friday, November 24, 2006: 3:54 AM

I know a thing about contrition'
Cause I got enough to say
And I'll be grantin' your permission
Cause you haven't got a prayer
I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down
Well come on, sing the praise
I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down
We got innocence for days
Well I think I'm gonna burn in hell
Everybody burn the house right down
She says well, what I wanna say
Tell me I'm an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I'm a bad man
Kick me like a stray
You better walk like the devil,
Cause they're never gonna leave you alone
You better hide 'em in the alley
Cause they're never gonna find you a home
And as the blood runs down the walls
You see me creepin' up these hallsWe're bad motherfuckers
I've been a bad motherfucker
Tell ur sister im another GO GO GO!
From the bottom of my heart impure
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hmmm...parental advisory...
: 3:46 AM
From the bottom of my heart impure
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vengeance was heard
Thursday, November 23, 2006: 4:33 AM
u can tear me last tym
& u can make me feel fucked up about myself
u can be popular as can be
bt u cant now...
i dun give a shit
i've changed...
& im gonna show u now...

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From the bottom of my heart impure
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006: 7:41 PM






Zul gave me tt pink rose i was holdin...he sweet rite?...
haaa...foreverr frens!!!
From the bottom of my heart impure
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*Pr0mX*
: 6:57 PM



well...here's da photos... tt's ME! <--inside da toilet...uma,baa,ili,far


sabo-ed priteeba...haaa...she s0 paisehx

From the bottom of my heart impure
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Love kills slowly...
Tuesday, November 21, 2006: 6:21 PM

ahh!!!...
seems lyk every1 kinda excited bou 2nite...[[our prom]]...
haa...
anw,yup...cant wait 2 c everybody...

yst went out w uma far daryl n a new fren o ours...
waited 4 far,den saw khalifah fm far.
they gt hi-tea...no prom...tt's wen i saw sumonee elsee.... ....jh shud noe...
haa...collect uma's dress @ far east n check out far job interview @ dohby ghaut[[dunno how 2 spell tt]...
it was fuckin' far fm dhoby gaut...dumb,bt da person sae it's quite near..
gave up aft more den 15 mins o walkin'...
pulled em 2 da B1 shop where sell a lot o emily stuff...
guess wad?...ther's even da stuff toy...belts...n HEAR THIS FISH!...ther's knickers too.
bt im gonna buy da bag,watch n belt first.
okok..wadeverr...

hmm...mayb i'll cycle 2 mel hse ltr 2 pass e black parade...
n tok tok w her...haa...miss her!
cant wait 2 see her in her dress!>.
From the bottom of my heart impure
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strangerous's world
Monday, November 20, 2006: 4:25 AM
da last paper!!!...
finally...
went out 2 johor w my fam 2dae...wo0tz..
bought pirated dvd!double-w0otz!...
stay alive & little man.gonna watch it 2nite.
read daryl blog...
heex...i oso happy,2 leave da fucked-up sch system...
bt also sad,cz im gonna leave a place i've called it my "2nd home" since i spent so muc tym in it.
n also scared...2 face da challenges ahead...as everyone paves eir way ahead,leaving sum things bhind...
yeah,tt's lyf...n yeah,i'll keep updatin my blog,n u all muz too...
tiz da fastest link 2 noe da latest bou every1.

wanna see how many emily things i havee???
ready???
heex...
a sling bag,a side bag[bought fm khai],a tee,a pencil case,a purse,a wallet[b'thdae gift fm percussion members],a mug[fm mel],a small bk-open n put ur pix inside[fm daryl],a pair of earing.*not in pix:a hp alert keychain[fm hafizah],a comb[fm joey]
haa...
& still collecting...
*trademark o emily-strangerous*
& NOT FORGETTING:da nitemare b4 christmas sling/side bag!
From the bottom of my heart impure
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i'll accpet your vengeance
Saturday, November 18, 2006: 2:45 AM

thx for ruining my dae...
n make me seem lyk a spoilt brat...
very very bad to sae it...bt da person was my grandma...
...
...
...
haa...sigh
...
...
im sick ystd...
n didnt tok tt muc 2 my frens...
mayb they wonderin if ther's sumthin wrong...
jz wanna tell u guys im insanely,ok...

u r my GUARDIAN ANGEL TOO.
MY SAVIOUR
i cant brave my dae's w/o u...all,my frens

From the bottom of my heart impure
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Girl From Hell
Friday, November 17, 2006: 1:58 AM
check out this new japanese anime called "girl from hell"...
da girl lk lyk emily!...n da whole cartoon kinda gothic...
i luv da cartoon.

Jigoku Shoujo
Episode 1


From the bottom of my heart impure
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emily's friends or foe?
Thursday, November 16, 2006: 2:08 AM
go to this link n watch emily's comic...
very strange
http://emilystrange.com/beware/comics/sawthelight.cfm
and...
From the bottom of my heart impure
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lady of sorrows
Tuesday, November 14, 2006: 4:39 PM

ahh!...missed melissa so muc!...
called her ystd...gosh,i neh chat tiz long w anyone on da fone b4...
miss ragdoll!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
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these bright lights have always blinded me...
Sunday, November 12, 2006: 1:37 AM
weee!....
yesterdae went to Far East w Daryl n Shahira...!wow...
had lotsa fun.
1st,we kinda lost in Ochard...haa...we went Far East.
my stomach grumbling...
bought da fried char kueh teow..steaming hot.spicyness!...
den walk around da 4th floor.I FOUND 2 dress!....
one is pink w floral[reminded me o a dress emilystrange wear-she called it her worst nightmare]
$82.90...fuhh...im nt gonna spend s0 muc on a dress.
den found a sorta victorian dress...bt its fm taiwan.white w a beautiful black sash
same lenght lyk my sch uniform.
den walk around,bought a black knee lenght socks[again,lyk emily's socks]
daryl bought a hand glove...da kind u can see da fingers.sumthin lyk wad Frank Iero wears.
walk around.found more cool shops!...ahh...den daryl sae wen we work den get our pay,
can go n shop again!
found a shop which sell band things lyk Iron Maiden Misfits green day,
they sell eerything fm shoes to tees to poker cards...
ask whether gt MCR things,they sae dun hav...sigh...sux
den bought shahira a round checkered plastic earring.
haa...
den took neo-print...cool

it was raining drizzling.went 2 heeren shops HMV...
shahira bought THE BLACK PARADE ther.
hang around mostly @ da Metal section.haa...
n found da MCR calender tt my sis were tokin bou...
$14.95!.
den it was raining very heavily...
went to Starbucks to take a rest n haf a ice blended coffee.
heaven
still rain quite heavy,bt crossed da street over 2 cineleisure...
fuhh..da rain nvr seem 2 stop.
went inside cineleisure 1st...den went drizzling,walk quickly 2 da mrt station.
my legs can break...so tired.

uhh...den my mum doesnt seem pleased w my dress.
she was pissed cz it's white n get dirty...n all other reasons...
bt i lyk it.plus,can wear it w my 3-quarter pants.
sighh...damn.
*nt gonna take my pix in da dress..wanna surprise 4 my dear frens!*

[[maths paper 2 was OK!!!...wee...
hopefully i did well 4 all...sighh...
illy illy hope.]]

From the bottom of my heart impure
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LIE!
Friday, November 10, 2006: 3:26 AM

ahhh!...
hmm...i think maths paper was oK!...
heex...
i hope can get gd grades...
*_*...
left 2 more paper 2 go0!....hist & sci p1!!!...
hmm...tmr gonna go out w shahira.heex...
mizz tt bitch!...
haa!......gonna buy clothes 4 da prom...
strange.i nt THAT excited bou it.
though it wud b fun celebratin w my dear frens.
heex!...gonna wear my new emily strange tee tmr wen go out w her!...
wahaha...
wo0ts...
lalala...veh happy!...
*called mel,bt she nt @ hm...called her fone,it was engaged...miss RAGDOLL!!!badly*
From the bottom of my heart impure
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Famous Last Words
Sunday, November 05, 2006: 7:45 PM

arghh!...jz now was maths.
nd 2 get 2 sch by 1.30pm 4 SS...
hmm,i think i did ok w maths...
do most o da qn onli i cant do qn 16...
confusing.

2 dae's ago banged my head hard on da flo0r[played w my bro]den suddenly da nex dae i gt a sudden headache.
hope 2dae nothin o such things happen.

okk...gotta go.meet jiahwei & uma in sch!
From the bottom of my heart impure
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heex...QUEEN OF ARCADE MOTORBIKE is heree!...
Friday, November 03, 2006: 6:22 AM

dreamt tt my sis died o sum illness...was a terrible nightmare.was cryin in da dream....bt wen i woke up,i was cryin in real life too...wahh!...terrible~!

went 2 CP 2dae late aftnn...
bought 4 my bro 2 Hot wheels car figurines since i promised hm i wud buy it 4 him if he passed all his subjects...
he was estatic...
anw,den accompany him go play arcade.
total blast.played da motorbike game 4 e 1st tym.[i always play Daytona-da car gamee...]
gt sum pri sch boy lyk sae in chinese tt i wud nt made it or sumthin[i can make out ad he sae a lil...]
bt i surprised him wen i hit my other competitors n came up 1st!...his mouth hanged open...
it was cool.
well,tt's my dae...another fucked-up dae gone...
finish all my chem other sch papers & even da FYS...
gosh,it was fast.gonna do my TYS now...
my maths,finished da whole paper 1 of the thick green Casco book...
damn...nd 2 turn to my TYS now...
so lonngg...
i wanna cut my fringe lyk emily here...it's so long[below my nose now...]it kept gettin in my eye n mouth...EWW.goshh...haa
den i wanna die my whole head copper red straightway aft 0's...hmm
havent negotiate w my mum yet.
From the bottom of my heart impure
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prison Breakkk!...
Thursday, November 02, 2006: 5:03 AM

wee...gonna watch e show ltr...
hmm...
MISS SHAHIRA MELISSA UMA DARYL JIAHWEIIII LOTSSSSSSSSSSSS
From the bottom of my heart impure
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I KNOW IM YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE
Wednesday, November 01, 2006: 4:36 AM
dont scream or groan when you see me darling,I know im your WORST NIGHTMARE
yeah,tt's wad happen 2dae.
nahh,i dun giv a shit...im glad tt they hate me,i also hate them
i hate their fucked-up attitude.
hee...im a sin 2dae...
coz i ate 2 plates o rice...
muahahaa...nahh,kidding.
yeah...art paper2 is done.
woww...im a retard w Bullets With My Valentine!!!...gonna dwld all da songs!.
& also stuck w my "e black parade" cd...
watch this videoclip!... HARD GAY IS HERE!...[[so idiotic bt funny]] NC16...haa...nahh,jz watch,it wont kill

From the bottom of my heart impure
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that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
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and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...

Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.

screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.

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