Wednesday, January 31, 2007: 8:58 PM
WEEE!!!....
checked my friendster jz nw...
i linked u already
muahahaaxx...
my mood chg,n i managed to construct my blogskin in less den 15mins!
well...click on e 'wishlist',it's also my videos conner...
think i'll chg it every week...
add in e Memoirs o e geisha spoof...
it's worth watchin' ok....very lame
u'll haf a laugh
yst went 2 Changi Beach w my fam...
ate e "nasi ayam penyek"...
yum yummm!!!...
argh!!!...2dae i fastin'...
ok,wadever it is...
e wind was so strong...
practically blow my hair all over...
took a couple o pix laa...
this kinda dumb,bt i luv e swings @ e playground ther...
since a kid e 1st thing i do wen @ changi beach is head 4 e swings...
ok,i noe u all dun giv a DAMN bou my pix,bt i save it here,cz in case my com illy broke down lyk last tym,i gt it all saved inside blog...
*ps:e swings moving on their own
*pps:e extreme top pix is e tree infrnt o e swings...
everytym im @ e swings,it's infront...
v spooky @ nite...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 8:22 PM
SO0o FARKED UPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!.....
i just construct my skin!!!...
added more things lyk videos in it n arranging the the places...
it turn out fab,n i clicked 'save the changes' wen e internet connection went low
& ALL IS GONE!!!
--cry out loud--
my 1hr of work!!!...damN!
i just construct my skin!!!...
added more things lyk videos in it n arranging the the places...
it turn out fab,n i clicked 'save the changes' wen e internet connection went low
& ALL IS GONE!!!
--cry out loud--
my 1hr of work!!!...damN!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, January 30, 2007: 7:46 PM
my internet connection is still quite lousy...
2dae i replied all e testimonials n tags !!!
anw, went to http://minimcr.livejournal.com/
n found tiz minimcr cartoon videos in you tube...
v cute...
bt i feel e voice o e characters quite sux...
minimcr-case o e missing coffee
minimcr-e ring spoof
e new song tt is playin' on my blog is fm Theatre Of Tragedy-Storm...
one o my fav TOT songs bsides Venus n Machine...
well,im nt a goth laa...i jz lyk 2 listen 2 eir music...
n SHE loves TOT too...
*here's e lyrics*
2dae i replied all e testimonials n tags !!!
anw, went to http://minimcr.livejournal.com/
n found tiz minimcr cartoon videos in you tube...
v cute...
bt i feel e voice o e characters quite sux...
minimcr-case o e missing coffee
minimcr-e ring spoof
e new song tt is playin' on my blog is fm Theatre Of Tragedy-Storm...
one o my fav TOT songs bsides Venus n Machine...
well,im nt a goth laa...i jz lyk 2 listen 2 eir music...
n SHE loves TOT too...
*here's e lyrics*
Storm
Can you see the storm getting closer now?
Tell me how it feels being out there
A moment's glimpse of his vignette
As he shone a light on the falling wall
Instant pictures form shattered persons
Whenever he leaves there's a tainted mark
Flashbacks of his stark sleep filter out through smoke
Revoking from the past things less provoked
Any which day, there is no relief
Adhesive words, spoken silently
The shattered man
Can you see the storm getting closer now?
Tell me how it feels being out there
I want to stay with you, and I see it clear now
You are giving me no choiceLet the rain pour down
He's holding for the moment of the fall
Stolen knowledge by minds unformed
Regulate the demolition of annexe for the differing thoughts
Discarded sparks left years ago
Evoked a language much more austere
Reverberating with figments
He left a trace of translucence
Shattered man
There's a shattered man in a shattered land
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, January 28, 2007: 11:01 PM
eddie will scare the demon out of you...
a more elaboration of saturdae...gt a tour @ e nursin' thing w a grp o malay ppl...
4 girls,all wore head scarfs,n 3 boys...
wear scarf,bt i can barf @ their attitude...
sickening...
took 86 bac hm fm NYP...
dropped @ far's bus stop...
walked all e way bac 2 punggol...
urghh...was msg-in on my hp went i stepped on sumthin'...
it cracked so loud...
i looked down,n it was actualli a snail..
a smashed snail...w e green slime oozing out o it's slimy skin...
cz e shell gave away under my weight n,
flattened it...
eww....wont elaborate longer...
reached hm,took e LRT n train 2 farrer park w my mum n bro...
...to...MUSTAFA CENTRE!!!
hahaa...love 2 go ther...
walked n buy foodstuff...my leg was so tired...
went hm...almost fell right in my bed...
ystd went to johor...
n i did my hair...
yayy...bought e Domino's pizza...
1 large beef peperonni n 1 regular spicy sambal...
n u noe how muc tt cost???...
RM$31...it's ard S$15...
even cheaper den canadian pizza...
deliciouss...
ok...enuf o my crap...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, January 27, 2007: 3:35 AM
2dae went 2 NYP!!!!...
now i lyk infocomm...
cool...i lyk makin websites n do hp games...
my kuzzin toured me n far ard e sch...
w/ch is nicee...far wan e nursin' course...
mind u,u might think it's boring,bt actually,it's interesting...
walked @ e infocomm booth 2 take free 'neoprint'...
lolx...kinda lame e pix...
den ther's performance...
saw e white mascot in e crowd???
cute arhx???
results cumin' out REAL soon...
:(
mayb tmr go johor...
weee!!!!....
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, January 26, 2007: 3:14 AM
2dae was e best dae!!!...
went to NAFA reached @ 12pm...still early,
so ate long john silver! <333
walked to NAFA...n register
o0F!...e bag is SO heavy!...
filled w 8days,teenage n i-weekly mags...
a few pamphlets n freebies...
waited 4 ms ng...!den ey arrived!...
missed ms ng...walked 2 e fine arts class...
it's e highest floor o e building,6th floor,so,they gt a glass pane 4 e ceiling
so e sunlight can shine in thru...
s0 beautifulll!!!...sigh!...
cant imagine myself havin' my work station 2 work in!
n u can manage ur work station as if it's ur home!...
u can paint e walls n stuff...
so,e first 4 photos tt u see is fm e workstation...!
*e "i wanna grow" ammuses me,cz in e mcr dvd tt i haf,
gerard bcum peterpan 4 e sch play...
den he need 2 sing 'i dun wanna grow up,i dun wanna grow a moustache...'
lalalaa...*LOL
e pix o e 'goth gurl' is in e photography gallery...
love e pix...
n e TALL dress is fm e sch o fashion design...
cool huh?
n e tour guy is so lyk Paul Twohill...
v cute ahhs...heexx...
bt he gt piercings on his lips...
i wanna go NAFA!!!!
fine arts teaching course,here i cum!!!
*eugene will lyk it too...cz ther's nude drawings...
ey gt models 2 actualli pose 4 e whole class u noe...
...
mayb if he neh get in,he cud BCUM e nude model 2 pose 4 us!...
;P gig0lO!...LOLROTF
*arghh!!!... ph neh cum!!!.... :'( :P
a dumb pix o me!!! X_X"
heexx...go punk!!!...
crazziness...
wadever...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, January 24, 2007: 7:50 PM
AHAHAHAA!!!...im gonna paint my room soon!...
im gonna paint e wall where my com,my tv n my drawer is,hot pink n white rose stRips...
den e rest o e walls gonna b hot pink,
den im gonna take a black paint,n paint out bats n emily n emily's cats...
gt tiz inspiration fm tiz mag on9...
uma can help me 0ut!!!!....rite???
i miz eu both lyk....???BLO0DY HELL!!!!!!!!!!!
:'(
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, January 23, 2007: 4:26 AM
freakin' zombies attackin' me fm e back...
almost gt a heart attack!
fuckin' backstabbers!!!
fuckin' backstabbers!!!
blew off it's head.my fingers shakin'...
my bro's pale,i switched off e com wen i saw another zombie cumin'....
...
hey,i gt a phobia o zombies ok!...since,i watched tiz movie wen i was young
i think its sumthin' lyk "dawn o e living dead"...
n i gt scary nitemares for days after watchin it...
so,wen daryl gimme tiz pc game o zombies,
i very scared 2 play...
sigh!...asked my mother to play w me ltr...
muahahaaa!!!...
well,as i said i went 4 TP seminar/open hse,
n ther's hady...far was screamin' lyk hell...
do a favor o takin' videoclips o hady's performance...
do a favor o takin' videoclips o hady's performance...
den went to TP fashion show!!!
WO0TS!...
n i realised tt if u wanna get to a design course,u nd to haf a portfolio,
w/ch i DUN HAF!!!???wtf?
i mean,i do haf drawings,bt i dun feel it's go0d enuf 2 impress em...
shit,nw im pressin' 4 tym...2 start my NEW ART PROJECT!!!...
i think i wanna hang out @ CP lib art session...
& search 4 mcr stuff lyk pictures...cz tiz 2 mtds neh failed me 2 get my inspiration!...
well,im gonna post sum o my mcr drawing here...
*i use my black pen 2 draw,NO PENCILS,NO ERASERS,so it's kinda ugly...
especially their teeths...bluekz!
*get well so0n!think my puke-flu spread 2 eu!:p
cya @ NAFA Open House! ^_^
i dreamt o receivin my o'lvl results...n in tt dream,i gt a grade 2 for my maths,bt grade8 for each o my sci & humans...i mean,e maths grades makes me happy...
bt in tt dream,i was countin' 8 n 8 makes 16!!!...
how m i goin' to pass!!!i failed 2 subjects!!!
n in tt dream,i was cryin'....
hhaaa!!!.........nitemare!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, January 22, 2007: 7:57 PM
on daryls' behalf,i've put in e mcr comics i saw @ tiz livejournal website.
there's A LOT o comics
anw,enjoy tiz comic strips..!
*click on the comic strips 4 larger version*
I LOVE YOUTUBE~!!!
w youtube,i've learn how to play A,D and G major on a guitar
w/o havin' a guitar w me...!
n they even showed me how 2 strum e guitar!...
muahahaaa!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, January 21, 2007: 8:09 PM
it's been a few dae's since i wrote in...
so 2dae is my last dae @ work...
was 'spose 2 work on sat,bt i was @ TP Open hse seminar,n i was lazy 2 go 4 work
anw,2 save 4 e dumb adult fare,i haf 2 walk fm far's bus stop 2 my hse in punggol...
pix o e expressway...
anw,if i go on mon,i might get e spiffs 4 my customers tt came in at sat
okok...u all might nt noe wad im talkin' about...
so forget it.
dreadin' 4 e clock 2 reach 2.45pm...
need 2 get ready.
well,ystd went 2 my cousin's wedding..
more specific,fish's sisters wedding--again!
haa!....nt long it's gonna b fish's brothers,den
jeng jeng jeng!....b4 i knew it's HIS wedding!..
den went 2 hougang mall 2 look 4 my sis's wadrobe...
saw none she lyk...
bt i saw e suspenders tt i ILLY want!...
@ HM lemon tee shop!...4 $6.95!!!...
e price @ 77th street is ridiculously expensive,$26+...
n im aimin 4 e (converse)red shoe...
it's lyk e (motorola)red,it will giv a sum o e $$ 2 fight aids in africa...
cool huh?...bt nt sure how muc yet
mayb gonna drop by CP n haf a look.
n send my overdue lib comic bks...crap
ther's another earthquake again...
wad's w ey said,tt tiz yr is goin 2 b a 'hot' yr
w mudslide,flood,earthquake,tornadoes,n forest fires...
how can ey even 'celebrate' 2007
when it's gettin' near 2 e end o e world,
lyk tiz scientist predicted in e newspaper?...
lookin' out o my window,to e cresent moon...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, January 17, 2007: 7:58 PM
Heaven condemns the song i sing,
which i presented before the king
we fall on our knees,
cryin' with pain lookin up in e rain...
eyes go from red to white,
i let out a sigh in the night
the black is back it fogs our minds,
another vision yet to find
that Demon is sure to put u in a dizzy,
but others are worst off in depression
as a laugh is for an impression
to cover the bitterness in their hearts
for all the secrets u buried might,
burn u in the bright
but others are worst off in depression
as a laugh is for an impression
to cover the bitterness in their hearts
for all the secrets u buried might,
burn u in the bright
an eye for an eye,
will make the whole world go blind
but the blackness that dooms the world,
we shud stand together,
the Broken,
the Beaten,
the Damned...
to fight against the evil powers,
that humanity had given birth to
until the night lurches away,
n dark is brought to day
*strangerous*
*dark new day*
in between my words lay the secrets
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, January 16, 2007: 7:42 PM
well,wad a LOUSY day 4 me ystd...
1st i called tiz lady 4 e 1ST tym,n b4 i get 2 into myself 2 her,
she FUCKIN' SHOUT @ me:u all call me 6 times already!!!!
how many times do i haf 2 tell u all---
was quite a rude shock,i slammed e phone down
den called another,i was askin' 4 tiz person
den he sae,"wad's e matter?"
so i continued babbling...
n he was lyk "uhuh...hmm...ok..."
as if he was telling me 2 continue babbling.
den @ e end,i said so r u interested?
den he sae,"actually nolaa...my face handsome enuf already,no need makeover...anw,i nt tt person tt u were callin' for---"
"den y u dun wan tell me earlier???"i said in an annoyed voice
"den u keep on talkin' how m i s'pose 2 tell u?"
"but u were lyk 'uhuh,uhuh,uhuh' as if u're tellin me 2 continue--"
"but u--"SLAMMED!!*i slammed e phone down
n deaf ppl hu sae "HAHHHH???" ever SO LOUDLY
instead of "sorry,i didnt catch tt"
were given 'an eye for an eye' fm me...
i repeat "im emily here,fm ...image consultant"
more LOUDLY so they can bloody HEAR me...
i noe it's fuckin' stupid,bt i cant HELP IT!...
was sooo0 annoyed ystd
eugene work @ Macdonald last tym,n he told me e sight o e burgers make him feel nausea
n i was lyk "NO WAY!...if it were me,i wud b droolin' over e burgers"
bt now,ironically,e sight of my boss wan make me puke all over my shirt...
sigh!....
DARK NEW DAY...***
1st i called tiz lady 4 e 1ST tym,n b4 i get 2 into myself 2 her,
she FUCKIN' SHOUT @ me:u all call me 6 times already!!!!
how many times do i haf 2 tell u all---
was quite a rude shock,i slammed e phone down
den called another,i was askin' 4 tiz person
den he sae,"wad's e matter?"
so i continued babbling...
n he was lyk "uhuh...hmm...ok..."
as if he was telling me 2 continue babbling.
den @ e end,i said so r u interested?
den he sae,"actually nolaa...my face handsome enuf already,no need makeover...anw,i nt tt person tt u were callin' for---"
"den y u dun wan tell me earlier???"i said in an annoyed voice
"den u keep on talkin' how m i s'pose 2 tell u?"
"but u were lyk 'uhuh,uhuh,uhuh' as if u're tellin me 2 continue--"
"but u--"SLAMMED!!*i slammed e phone down
n deaf ppl hu sae "HAHHHH???" ever SO LOUDLY
instead of "sorry,i didnt catch tt"
were given 'an eye for an eye' fm me...
i repeat "im emily here,fm ...image consultant"
more LOUDLY so they can bloody HEAR me...
i noe it's fuckin' stupid,bt i cant HELP IT!...
was sooo0 annoyed ystd
eugene work @ Macdonald last tym,n he told me e sight o e burgers make him feel nausea
n i was lyk "NO WAY!...if it were me,i wud b droolin' over e burgers"
bt now,ironically,e sight of my boss wan make me puke all over my shirt...
sigh!....
DARK NEW DAY...***
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, January 15, 2007: 6:00 AM
im gonna chuck my new job again in another 3 weeks///
felt SICK o workin'...wanna STUDY!...
i think i'll quit on e pay day tt is on e 5th feb...
n by e end,i'll get ard $600...
i've gt enuf experience already...
bt tiz 600 im gonna get im gonna celebrate it man!...
gonna save $100,$100 giv my parents,e rest i SPEND!
wanna
1)buy hp accesories
2) black sneakers
3)black shirt
4)long sleeved black n red
5)accesories...
6)guitar lesson w daryl*HOPEFULLY!!!
tt's all...
well,2dae went 2 CP lib n meet shasha...
tot wanna teach her maths,ended up exchangin songs thru bluetooth
wtf???...hahaaa...
i was so stressed tt i lay on e lib carpet[[i noe it's quite dirty]]
bt ahh...my head felt heavy.
n she took my PIX wen i was layin'!!!
wtf again???...haaa...
played arcade w uma n daryl aft i left her.
OPPS,sry shasha.
played e jungle game again...
my arm hurts afttt...
den,rushed off 2 work...
really damned ANNOYED w e ppl ther!urghHH!...
n i've bcum e zombie i m nw bac.e happy lyf jz nw sucked out o me..
aeee...
cant wait 2 go out w BITCH 2 watch ghost rider!...
shasha,u lk cute in e photo on top though u disagree...
muahahaa...
my eyeliner looks SHOCKIN!...
seems lyk i neh sleep 4 daes...
e lunatic & retardd...[[wadever u spelt it]]...
me n jean nw v happy gt cute guy cum in work 2dae
LOL ??? heex...sumthin' 2 lk 4ward 2 e boring job...
rite jean???HEEXXXxx!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, January 11, 2007: 7:02 PM
ystd started workin @ uma's workplace...
fuhh!...now im a 'telemarketer'...
hahaa...chg o profession.lyk e movie "catch me if u can"
*chuckles...
& btw!i saw tt green thing in e sky wen me n my family went out 4 e 'roti naan'
i was in e car,wen i saw a flash o green goin down e sky.e tip is burning white.
my dad sae cud b e sho0tin' star...w/ch we doubt,cz e thing jz disappear suddenly.
den e nex dae,e news sae it IS a sho0ting star!...
& it's very RARE tt it can b seen in S'PORE,n IM one o e few hu've seen it!...
was suddenly thinkin o e 'smallvile'...wad if mutants illy exist in e future???
i wanna b a mutant!...
*arghh!...all e fictions o e x-men comic bks driving me haywiree*
~lunaticss...
fuhh!...now im a 'telemarketer'...
hahaa...chg o profession.lyk e movie "catch me if u can"
*chuckles...
& btw!i saw tt green thing in e sky wen me n my family went out 4 e 'roti naan'
i was in e car,wen i saw a flash o green goin down e sky.e tip is burning white.
my dad sae cud b e sho0tin' star...w/ch we doubt,cz e thing jz disappear suddenly.
den e nex dae,e news sae it IS a sho0ting star!...
& it's very RARE tt it can b seen in S'PORE,n IM one o e few hu've seen it!...
was suddenly thinkin o e 'smallvile'...wad if mutants illy exist in e future???
i wanna b a mutant!...
*arghh!...all e fictions o e x-men comic bks driving me haywiree*
~lunaticss...
i was lyk @ mcr website lo0kin' @ their tour dates tt dae...
how i wished i live in USA or sumthin'...i WAN go 4 e gigs...
den,i saw er's a tour in AUS...australia ritee?...
hmm....i wanna go 2 NAFA n taking e visual arts;teaching course.
commit 2 NIE 4 a few yrs...save enuf $$$...
...n HOPEFULLY,if im successful[[w/ch im goin 2 work HARD 4 it]],i wanna go e fine arts university in Australia!!!...
<<<3>
how i wished i live in USA or sumthin'...i WAN go 4 e gigs...
den,i saw er's a tour in AUS...australia ritee?...
hmm....i wanna go 2 NAFA n taking e visual arts;teaching course.
commit 2 NIE 4 a few yrs...save enuf $$$...
...n HOPEFULLY,if im successful[[w/ch im goin 2 work HARD 4 it]],i wanna go e fine arts university in Australia!!!...
<<<3>
chgin' bac 2 my work,my work nw is 2 call up ppl 2 go 4 a free makeover n photoshootin' session.
& it totally free ah,cz they win a consolation prize 4 a lucky draw.
so,we muz invite them 4 an appointment.& convince em tt we're gonna b 100% satisfaction n all tt crap.
if e person turns up 4 e appointment on e appointed date,i'll get $10 on e spot.
ystd i gt one person.her appointment is on nex wed...
illy illy hope tt she wud cum!!!...
2dae im gonna work XTRA hard.
& it totally free ah,cz they win a consolation prize 4 a lucky draw.
so,we muz invite them 4 an appointment.& convince em tt we're gonna b 100% satisfaction n all tt crap.
if e person turns up 4 e appointment on e appointed date,i'll get $10 on e spot.
ystd i gt one person.her appointment is on nex wed...
illy illy hope tt she wud cum!!!...
2dae im gonna work XTRA hard.
e workplace etique is FUN!...wahahaa...
as usual,a lot o characters...
nonetheless,we're all humans...homo sapiens!
MY FAV MOVIE!*THE PROFESSIONAL,LEON* cast:NATALIE PORTMAN!
0oh...i envy her chocker!cute ah she?
tiz story was broadcasted on Arts Central quite long ago on Filmart.
it's a story bou tiz ger,Mathilda hu cums fm a family hu doesnt care bou her.
she onli love her lil' bro n he's e reason 4 her nt 2 run away fm eir family.
her father gt a deal w tiz gangster,n dun wanna pay up.
so e gangster storm into her hse n shoot all e family members,includin her beloved bro.
she's e onli one hu escape cz she was out.
her neighbor,Leon,took her in.
Leon is actualli a professional assasin.
& 2geder they bond.n they cum 2 love e/o.
e gangster knew tt ey missed out Mathilda,bt Leon sacrificed himself 4 mathilda by sigle-handedly killin' e crooks...
*^ahh...i luv watchin Filmart!^*
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, January 10, 2007: 6:59 PM
TUESDAY~~~ 
a series of boring pictures posted by strangerous
w her fiend,ana,they braced thru the crowds to get to the interview
at The Guardian & The Hotel Mela Muarte*hse of death…
attacked by super monsters yearning for hand-made chocs
thru e pieces of white n dark choc into e monsters mouth
*gobble gobble gobble BURP!
strangerous’s one & only twin is stuck in a series of comic books
she’s gonna save her from the lost cover soon
WEDNESDAY~~
got a bad stomachache on tues nite...
vommitted ard 7 tyms...
urghhh!!!...cant even sleep all nite
vomit till ther's nothin else in my stomach
n everytym i took a sip o water,i vommitted it out bac
nightmaree!...
e whole wed,i was in my bed sleepin'...
i had no energy 2 move,yet i gt no appetite to eat
2dae feeling way way better!...
goin' 2 uma's workplace,hope ther's a vacancy!!!
weee!...
a series of boring pictures posted by strangerous
w her fiend,ana,they braced thru the crowds to get to the interview
at The Guardian & The Hotel Mela Muarte*hse of death…
attacked by super monsters yearning for hand-made chocs
thru e pieces of white n dark choc into e monsters mouth
*gobble gobble gobble BURP!
strangerous’s one & only twin is stuck in a series of comic books
she’s gonna save her from the lost cover soon
WEDNESDAY~~
got a bad stomachache on tues nite...
vommitted ard 7 tyms...
urghhh!!!...cant even sleep all nite
vomit till ther's nothin else in my stomach
n everytym i took a sip o water,i vommitted it out bac
nightmaree!...
e whole wed,i was in my bed sleepin'...
i had no energy 2 move,yet i gt no appetite to eat
2dae feeling way way better!...
goin' 2 uma's workplace,hope ther's a vacancy!!!
weee!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, January 08, 2007: 5:56 AM
my dad treat e whole family to 'roti naan' @ Sim Lim Square Hawker Centre...
e famous 'roti naan' is damn delicious.
den walk ard inside 2 look @ e gadgets ther...
my bro saw tiz dinosaur n i decided 2 take a pix...
heexx...his 'another' evil twin...
wahh...illy wanna buy xbox 360...
sigh!...
2dae went to johor aft droppin by sch 2 drop bks 2 shahira*bitch n shasha...
bt my*bitch nvr rply my msg!...
think she gt asp...i 4got tt sch end @ 130pm...
walked 2 cp w uma n shasha...
to e taxi stand 2 catch my dad's car.
bought Levi's BLACK jeans 4 RM$72 n e Cassis Rose Eau De Toilette perfume 4 RM$46
weeeeeeeee!!!...
& yeah,i bought e chewing gumm...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thy heart shattered to a thousand pieces
Saturday, January 06, 2007: 2:15 AM
things dun turn out lyk u wan it to be...
& im surprise by MY change too...
i learn to accept everyone...my friends & my foes...
i've forgiven them all if ever they haf wronged me...
& i hope they'll forgive me too...
bt i've been hurt again...by e friend i loved most...
a friend tt i wud put on top,above others.
bt...i'll nvr take it 2 heart...i jz hope u'll understand.
It was 130am,and everyone was around her,
cuz she kept coughing or something nonstop.
And suddenly she said,
"mom dad,tell my friends,enemies and all in sch or wherever that i'll be going home at 2am."
No one knew what she meant by going home at 2am though.
And she suddenly raised her hands and confessed her sins to her parents and stuff..
And the 2nd time she raised her hand she said,
"pray that god forgives my sins and also my friends and also to other people in school who used to have a tiff with me before. I am okay if we were never friends before either."
The third time she raised her hands,then,it was 2.12am.
Times up for her.
rohaishah told me tiz...
& if anyone had been readin my blog,they wud noe wad i meant...
bt i've been hurt again...by e friend i loved most...
a friend tt i wud put on top,above others.
bt...i'll nvr take it 2 heart...i jz hope u'll understand.
It was 130am,and everyone was around her,
cuz she kept coughing or something nonstop.
And suddenly she said,
"mom dad,tell my friends,enemies and all in sch or wherever that i'll be going home at 2am."
No one knew what she meant by going home at 2am though.
And she suddenly raised her hands and confessed her sins to her parents and stuff..
And the 2nd time she raised her hand she said,
"pray that god forgives my sins and also my friends and also to other people in school who used to have a tiff with me before. I am okay if we were never friends before either."
The third time she raised her hands,then,it was 2.12am.
Times up for her.
rohaishah told me tiz...
& if anyone had been readin my blog,they wud noe wad i meant...
SHE had forgiven ALL sins tt was done 2 her...
& she had ask 4 forgiveness fm her parents...
i wan 2 do tt since i haf e tym now...
bt anw,u'll b e 1st i'll b ther 4...
i jz hope u wud understand...
urghh!...i hate tiz 2 happen.
i WANT us to be as crazy forever...
i WANT us to be friends forever
& she had ask 4 forgiveness fm her parents...
i wan 2 do tt since i haf e tym now...
bt anw,u'll b e 1st i'll b ther 4...
i jz hope u wud understand...
urghh!...i hate tiz 2 happen.
i WANT us to be as crazy forever...
i WANT us to be friends forever
i WANT u to be beside me 2 cheer me up though u said ur're bad @ cheerin me up
u're e one hu can crack me up laughin'
u're e one i've had fun MOST goin' out together...
nothin n NO0NE can cum b/w us
nothin n NO0NE can cum b/w us
it's jz up 2 us to trust e/o...
& i trust u
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, January 05, 2007: 1:17 AM
2nd entry 4 e dae!...shasha came 2 my hse n took e maths casco bk n my phrase bk...
shahira said she wanna borrow my phrase bk,bt dunno wen...
haha...
e tagboard's nuts.
i've typed my msg n it went alrite,den wen i surf other website,n cum bac 2 my blog,e msg is gone.
so i typed e same msg again.
den wen i pressed 'enter',it's already ther,plus ther's shasha's tag tt i havent receive previously...
so...i learnt e word "superfuck" fm e marvel comic books i borrowed...
dunno y,bt it illy cracked me up...LOL...
i didnt noe thers "super" fuck...
anw,afttt went 2 CP,ate e wad-i-called e "Japanese Balls"
LOL!...i kept 4gettin wad it's ACTUALLI called...
den went 2 ARCADE!!!...
LOTSA fun...shoot down blo0dy spiders,beatles,soldiers n leeches...
even shot my mate 4 Time Crisis 4--shasha
*& O0h!...aim @ e spidey's pointed booty quick!...
yelled & snorted all e way...wen tiz lil boy peeped inside our game station
tt lil rascal freaked me out!
WANNA PLAY MORE ARCADE!!!
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
memories resurfaced.
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