Tuesday, February 27, 2007: 8:40 PM
woooooookayyy....
gawd...i gt a lot o things 2 tell...
bt 4 nw...im fuckin' nervous bou e interview...
& guess wad?as usual,my fingers n feet r sweating cold sweat
as if i were 2 put them in a pail o ice...
n im in a dilemma...cz o sumone i saw @ macdonalds wen i was workin'...
i dunno whether 2 tell her,cz im scared i hurt her...
bt it seems tt she already knew...
n i wen i was workin'...
tiz malay couple,ard 3os called me...
den they sae "r u fm cvss,4g?"
n i sae "yes mam...bt how u noe?..."
n e rest o e conversation left my mouth hanging wide open...
haa..yeah.i dun wan 2 share it here.
n karen jia hwei daryl juan hui wan 2 work @ my workplace...
n aft i went 2 sch,i straightaway went 2 work
hauling my art boards along...
n wen i reach,everyone was lo0kin @ my art
w a lot o "o0hs & ahHs"...hahaa...
cute ah they...bt im sad...cz 2dae is Adilah's
ahhh!!!!.i g2g now 4 e interview!bb!
gawd...i gt a lot o things 2 tell...
bt 4 nw...im fuckin' nervous bou e interview...
& guess wad?as usual,my fingers n feet r sweating cold sweat
as if i were 2 put them in a pail o ice...
n im in a dilemma...cz o sumone i saw @ macdonalds wen i was workin'...
i dunno whether 2 tell her,cz im scared i hurt her...
bt it seems tt she already knew...
n i wen i was workin'...
tiz malay couple,ard 3os called me...
den they sae "r u fm cvss,4g?"
n i sae "yes mam...bt how u noe?..."
n e rest o e conversation left my mouth hanging wide open...
haa..yeah.i dun wan 2 share it here.
n karen jia hwei daryl juan hui wan 2 work @ my workplace...
n aft i went 2 sch,i straightaway went 2 work
hauling my art boards along...
n wen i reach,everyone was lo0kin @ my art
w a lot o "o0hs & ahHs"...hahaa...
cute ah they...bt im sad...cz 2dae is Adilah's
ahhh!!!!.i g2g now 4 e interview!bb!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, February 26, 2007: 8:47 PM
hi hi hi...
so sorry azimah!...
cz o me,u nd 2 chg shift w me...
bt i illy nd 2 go sch collect my art stuff n consult my teacher 4 e MOE interview tmr...
wish me LUCKs aites?
& yeahh!!!UMA!GOOD LUCK!!!hope we go nafa 2geder...
or if we failed*cross my bloody heart NOT!,hope we get 2 s'pore poly 2geder!
frens till e end man...hahahaa
yipeee!...ms ng...o0h...miss her!
so,im workin' fm 4 till closing...i think...
ahh...i wan do kitchenn!!!...
though i nd 2 do oiling or blushing e greasy pans,i dun mind...
i lz 2 serve...heh heh heh...
well,i gotta fly off...it's e Day...
i wan darkness...
let ther b darkK
so sorry azimah!...
cz o me,u nd 2 chg shift w me...
bt i illy nd 2 go sch collect my art stuff n consult my teacher 4 e MOE interview tmr...
wish me LUCKs aites?
& yeahh!!!UMA!GOOD LUCK!!!hope we go nafa 2geder...
or if we failed*cross my bloody heart NOT!,hope we get 2 s'pore poly 2geder!
frens till e end man...hahahaa
yipeee!...ms ng...o0h...miss her!
so,im workin' fm 4 till closing...i think...
ahh...i wan do kitchenn!!!...
though i nd 2 do oiling or blushing e greasy pans,i dun mind...
i lz 2 serve...heh heh heh...
well,i gotta fly off...it's e Day...
i wan darkness...
let ther b darkK
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 3:13 AM
so....guess u'll see the interesting story @ shahshah n haziqah's blog...
hur hur hur...
nt 2 mention i was kinda freak out tt it was ME hu ey wan e no fm...
lyk wtf?
i didnt noe i was 'hot'....MUAHAHAHAA!!!
jz kidding...
n i think tt skeletonic was too delighted tt sum1 called her,
tt she didnt even ask him where he get her no fm...
well,i guess she shud thank me,cz im e one hu intro him 2 her...
well,i did a perfect matchmaker*angels*,since e guy is color blind
so he wont b surprise @ hw skeletonic looks in real person,
n if she were lucky,he wud even take a pix w her,
sumthin' tt her bf failed 2 do,lyk i was told...
okok...im a bad motherf******...
hur hur hurr...
i take bac my words on top...
bt it was tt day...
i feel lyk im bac 2 e troublemaker mode,
sumthin' w/ch i've been pushin' fm myself since...
well,since Raudhah died...
nt tt i've forgotten bou her ok!...
bt yeah...i seem 2 4got hw fun it is 2 make trouble...
d'oh!...
& yeah!...as u can c my above crazy neoprints!
ahahaaa!!!...
me & my lovely BITCH!!!...
muack muack muack!!!... :DDD
my fav was e "vampires wont hurt u"...
den e "bright lights blinding me",where we pop our eyes widee...lyk GERARD!!!
harts harts!...kekekee...[[i noe!calvin's rolling his eyes again]]
n e last one is "Let me tell u sumthin',YOU SUX!"
well,all e "fuck u fuck u fuck u" n all e wonderful words r by me...
hehh...yeah!:P
well,2dae i nd 2 take off my shoes*doesnt smell nice aft all*
n clean e fuckin big mirror @ pizza hut...
lalalaa...v tired...
gt tested by Awal bou "wad-if-e-customer-choke-on-food" & crap...
HAH!...im kidding again...
ofcourse we dun wan e customer 2 die in our restaurant
though i wud love a few o e irritating customer 2 drop dead suddenly...
LOL!...
hahaa...wee!...
im bubbly as i can ever be...
aft gulping down e jug o soapy water i gt fm e pizza hut bar...
....
well,enuf o my crap...
gonna rest in my coffin now...
cya vampires... \M/
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, February 24, 2007: 8:28 AM
*ghost of you[or rather,calvin & hobbes*
*& ME!& ROSSA!!!!....LUB HER!
gosh!2dae i gt night shift @ pizza hut
my 1st night shift...
watched ghostrider w shahira!
she LATE FOR MORE DEN 15MINS!!!
hmpf!!!...
hur hur hur...bt she treat me ice cream aftt!
^ ^ double choc!...wo0ho0....
ask her wad she wan...starbucks or wad...
den she oso wan e ice-cream aft taste my one...
hee!...
& DUN watch ghostrider,damn!we wasted $9.50!
except 4 wen e policeman beat e ghostrider n his jaws dislocated n hang
n he fixed his jaws bac w a sickening crack
n he sae "uh uh uh..." [for DUN MESS W ME,U NAUGTHY BOY]
n he ride on his bike n giv a throaty laugh b/w e sound o a horse n a hyena
n e fact tt e Devil's son open up his GIGANTIC mouth w pointy teeth
yeah...
took neo-print!
we were groaning @ how bad it turned out,
bt den wen we decorate,it actually turn out NICE!
I MEAN,I LOVE IT!!!
^ ^
den rushed 2 work...
2dae quite relax..i luv doin kitchen though it's oily & stuff...
n i get 2 fold box n chat w azimah!
n we got a pizza feast aft work!
n we ALL eat lyk hungry ghost!!!
tell u...we look scary wen we're hungry!
eat my way to fatness
yeah!eat shahidah,EAT!
^ ^
gonna die o obese soon.
bye
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, February 23, 2007: 2:37 AM
my cousin...lovee her lots!
we've known e/o since we're babies & had been best cousins since...
cheers 4 our 15 yrs o friendship!
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 2:28 AM
wee....!!!
i got e MOE letter askin' me 2 cum 4 eir interview!
will b goin' w uma!we both get e letter
wee,wahhhaaahah...
BUT im SO0o nervous!...:S
i illy hope i get...
ey tell us 2 bring our portfolio...w/ch uhn...i haf thankfully sum ol' drawings...
bt e bad news is tt ey haf a drawing test if ey lyk u durin' e interview
AHHH!!!....my hands r lyk...rusty...SO long didnt draw already
n nw it's quite tired ever since i work @ Pizza hut...
hur hur hur...
anw,2dae i brought home a regular pizza [4 free!]...
mayb i'll call sum o my frens sum other tym wen i bring sum pizza...
wo0ts...
& yeah,ystd was my 1st day @ work
was lookin' @ e plates...lalala...
den wen i lo0ked up,uma was ther @ e big window,
grinning slyly @ me...
gimme a shock! @_@
sighh!!...
yeayness!!...
tmr im gonna watch ghostrider w shahira!
weeee!....
& yeah...starbucks frapuccino javachip as i promised...
i'll drink w u den...i still haf 30bucks
gosh!...den afttt im gonna work fm 6 2 closing tym...
gonna b exhausted.confirm tmr a hell lot o customers.
i got e MOE letter askin' me 2 cum 4 eir interview!
will b goin' w uma!we both get e letter
wee,wahhhaaahah...
BUT im SO0o nervous!...:S
i illy hope i get...
ey tell us 2 bring our portfolio...w/ch uhn...i haf thankfully sum ol' drawings...
bt e bad news is tt ey haf a drawing test if ey lyk u durin' e interview
AHHH!!!....my hands r lyk...rusty...SO long didnt draw already
n nw it's quite tired ever since i work @ Pizza hut...
hur hur hur...
anw,2dae i brought home a regular pizza [4 free!]...
mayb i'll call sum o my frens sum other tym wen i bring sum pizza...
wo0ts...
& yeah,ystd was my 1st day @ work
was lookin' @ e plates...lalala...
den wen i lo0ked up,uma was ther @ e big window,
grinning slyly @ me...
gimme a shock! @_@
sighh!!...
yeayness!!...
tmr im gonna watch ghostrider w shahira!
weeee!....
& yeah...starbucks frapuccino javachip as i promised...
i'll drink w u den...i still haf 30bucks
gosh!...den afttt im gonna work fm 6 2 closing tym...
gonna b exhausted.confirm tmr a hell lot o customers.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, February 21, 2007: 6:27 PM
i change heaps for my navigation "get strange here"
well,click on it--if u dare...
well,click on it--if u dare...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 5:54 PM
hur hur hur...
*doing cartwheels*
wee!....
wo0ts!...
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
ok...time 2 b serious...
if u wud haf read e newspaper or by any chance saw e news,
u'll noe bou tiz accident involving 2 sporean guys
hu died durin an accident @ m'sia...
& actually,one o e guy hu died,Roslan,is actually my relative
how we related?his father is my grandfather's bro...
so tt means Roslan is my mum's cousin though his v young
--jz 24yrs ol...my sis's age...
it's lyk e said he n his fren hit a curb n flew 2 e middle o e road
where traffic is going so fast tt their bodies were practically,
rolled over n over by e oncoming vehicles...
it's...i dunno...i cant imagine how painful it is...
it makes me sick...
DEATH...even e word makes me sick...
bt yeah,every1 will die sooner or ltr...
so i ended up staying @ my kuzzin hse last nite
while our parents went 2 tiz relative's hse...
i scanned my result slip 2 sent to e MOE 4 e teaching course
--e lady called me fm MOE--ho0rayyy!!!
so yeah...came bac hm almost 11,
e body havent came bac fm e immigration yet...
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
tiz's e msg i sent raudah @ her friendster comment...
i noe it's too late 4 me 2 send a msg to u...
i noe if u're still here,it wud b surprising...
bt i have to write tiz in...
i woke up 2dae n i felt a nagging feeling bhind my head tt i HAD dreamt bou sumthin'...
bt i jz cant grasp on it...
den wen i was reading e newspaper...
it came bac flooding in my memory...
i dreamt o me...hugging you...
it's SO weird...bt...it's so real...
it's scary,yet so peaceful...jz 2 b hugging u...
im praying 4 u everyday...
& yeah...its e truth...i dreamt o her...
she was on top o tiz large stairs infrnt o tiz building
n bhind her was zahidah...
haa...kinda weird...
i was below e staircase...
den sumone said in my ear,"she had not passed away!it's all a rumor...she's alive!"
n i went up sprinting up e staircase though i cant feel my feet bringing me closer & closer to her...
n i suddenly hugged her ever so tightly i cried
n we were hugging e/o...i dun wan 2 let go.
it's SO...weird...
bt all i wan is 4 her 2 b happy...
to everyone out there...
live ur life eveyday...as if it's ur last...
*doing cartwheels*
wee!....
wo0ts!...
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
ok...time 2 b serious...
if u wud haf read e newspaper or by any chance saw e news,
u'll noe bou tiz accident involving 2 sporean guys
hu died durin an accident @ m'sia...
& actually,one o e guy hu died,Roslan,is actually my relative
how we related?his father is my grandfather's bro...
so tt means Roslan is my mum's cousin though his v young
--jz 24yrs ol...my sis's age...
it's lyk e said he n his fren hit a curb n flew 2 e middle o e road
where traffic is going so fast tt their bodies were practically,
rolled over n over by e oncoming vehicles...
it's...i dunno...i cant imagine how painful it is...
it makes me sick...
DEATH...even e word makes me sick...
bt yeah,every1 will die sooner or ltr...
so i ended up staying @ my kuzzin hse last nite
while our parents went 2 tiz relative's hse...
i scanned my result slip 2 sent to e MOE 4 e teaching course
--e lady called me fm MOE--ho0rayyy!!!
so yeah...came bac hm almost 11,
e body havent came bac fm e immigration yet...
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
tiz's e msg i sent raudah @ her friendster comment...
i noe it's too late 4 me 2 send a msg to u...
i noe if u're still here,it wud b surprising...
bt i have to write tiz in...
i woke up 2dae n i felt a nagging feeling bhind my head tt i HAD dreamt bou sumthin'...
bt i jz cant grasp on it...
den wen i was reading e newspaper...
it came bac flooding in my memory...
i dreamt o me...hugging you...
it's SO weird...bt...it's so real...
it's scary,yet so peaceful...jz 2 b hugging u...
im praying 4 u everyday...
& yeah...its e truth...i dreamt o her...
she was on top o tiz large stairs infrnt o tiz building
n bhind her was zahidah...
haa...kinda weird...
i was below e staircase...
den sumone said in my ear,"she had not passed away!it's all a rumor...she's alive!"
n i went up sprinting up e staircase though i cant feel my feet bringing me closer & closer to her...
n i suddenly hugged her ever so tightly i cried
n we were hugging e/o...i dun wan 2 let go.
it's SO...weird...
bt all i wan is 4 her 2 b happy...
to everyone out there...
live ur life eveyday...as if it's ur last...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, February 20, 2007: 4:11 AM
im illy lz 2 upload my photos fm e Melaka now...
so im writing in...
actually,i dun feel lyk writing anythin'...i dun feel lyk i wan 2 do anythin' @ all...
im workin' @ CP Pizza Hut tmr,bt im nt tt keen.
mayb cz im lo0kin' 4 ward 2 sun,whereby me n shahira wanna go town
n watch movie,n chingay...
bt it seems lyk sumtyms our parents jz get in e way
n @ last we gt 2 cancel,or other shit things...
n nw,im illy scared tt i've gt 2 work on sun,cz e boss sae
"work @ weekends is e best"--wad crap.
im making shahira fucked up,n myself more fucked up n guilty
my nose is blocked 4 f0ur days now...
n it still aint recoverin'...
i swalloed e panadol,bt it gt stuck in my throat so i gagged it out
so gross...so im phobic o pills 4 e mo...
i didnt eat my medicine,so wen me n my fam go melaka,
im lyk a walking living dead--bloodshot eyes,my face n whole body was HOT,wanna faint on e floor--lyk a drug addict tt had run out of heroin
it's nt surprising wen several mat johor turned 2 stare @ me
my mum was laughin' @ how their faces turn freaky wen they saw me.
wth...pfff!...
so im writing in...
actually,i dun feel lyk writing anythin'...i dun feel lyk i wan 2 do anythin' @ all...
im workin' @ CP Pizza Hut tmr,bt im nt tt keen.
mayb cz im lo0kin' 4 ward 2 sun,whereby me n shahira wanna go town
n watch movie,n chingay...
bt it seems lyk sumtyms our parents jz get in e way
n @ last we gt 2 cancel,or other shit things...
n nw,im illy scared tt i've gt 2 work on sun,cz e boss sae
"work @ weekends is e best"--wad crap.
im making shahira fucked up,n myself more fucked up n guilty
my nose is blocked 4 f0ur days now...
n it still aint recoverin'...
i swalloed e panadol,bt it gt stuck in my throat so i gagged it out
so gross...so im phobic o pills 4 e mo...
i didnt eat my medicine,so wen me n my fam go melaka,
im lyk a walking living dead--bloodshot eyes,my face n whole body was HOT,wanna faint on e floor--lyk a drug addict tt had run out of heroin
it's nt surprising wen several mat johor turned 2 stare @ me
my mum was laughin' @ how their faces turn freaky wen they saw me.
wth...pfff!...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, February 16, 2007: 10:43 PM
this is e new book i read...it's a bou this gothic girl name,Raven.
her gothic boyfriend is Alexendra Sterling,a vampire...
haa...e co0lest bo0k i've read!
borrowed it @ Hougang mall:my 2nd sanctuary
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
im down w a fever,my head gonna burst,n my throat's still sore
i felt muc muc better nw...though still coughin'
im goin malacca 4 1 dae tmr...early in e morn...yayy...
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i gt a pix o frank,& i realised tt he's wearin' e black shoe
quite similar 2 my black shoes...e BIG skater/hiphop kind?
HAAH!
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 2:29 AM
shahira*bitch* asked me "strangerous,wan a ride w me???"
:X o0ppsS,she gonna slay me soon--yikes!
:X o0ppsS,she gonna slay me soon--yikes!
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 2:08 AM
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 1:52 AM
yay!!!....it's finally raining!!! i lovee rain more den sunshine...
e winds soo cold,burst my windows wide open...
so,it's CNY celebration in my sch...
was scremain' lyk hell 4 shasha...
hoo hoo...her voice is so0 nicee...
was illy COOL!& i wish e sch can giv em sumthin' more den e medal
since they voice is more worth den tt...
...bt
yeah,all ur prayers haf been answered,
ur my miracle too...<3
waited 4 slow mr arasu[o0ps] to open e freakin door 2 bitch homeroom
2 get her bac outta hell
she tell me 2 look out 4 e gerard-look-a-like chinese guy...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
saw him!!!...he so cute in e shirt...ahhhh
n i think he wore a tie...jz hope he wud wear black w red tie...
he will lk blo0dy more lyk GERARD!!!
bt sighh...think tt will b my last tym i'll c him...
unless durin art asp or sumthin'...
saw IRWIN*spytakdergaji* all fuckin' emo...
faggot...he wore all black n MY & CALVIN's stripeys w RED tie
WTF!!!???....tt costume arent 4 him...
anw,ppl sae hello,how u did 4 ur O's n every1 hu i dun even noe,
noe me was smiling n sayin' 'hi'...
so freaky
finally a reunion 4 e TRb...miss ya both...
muacks...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 1:26 AM
a poem i promised to giv my fren...
called 'Welcome To My World'
Full moon rises in e midnite sky
n on the streets
sirens start to cry
starin' out my window @ e cold concrete
bt deep inside my mind
im feelin all e heat
memories play
n demons stay
n b4 i noe it
i've gt another beast 2 slay
cant xplain it in simple terms
cz wen i think bou reality
my anger burns
i cud tell u bou my private life
tiz sweet private hell
bt wait a min
i've gt a story 2 tell
mama's in the kitchen tryin'
2 figure out the bills
1 dollar 2 e nex is a test o wills
baby's cryin' losin more weight
bt she cant eat if there's
no food on her plate
e money in my pocket wont
feed tiz family
bt take it,mom,
u nd it more den me
don't ask questions n
wipe away tt tears
my old man?
he aint ever been here
saw him once bt
e memory is bad
he left me bleedin'
hey FUCK YOU dad!
called 'Welcome To My World'
Full moon rises in e midnite sky
n on the streets
sirens start to cry
starin' out my window @ e cold concrete
bt deep inside my mind
im feelin all e heat
memories play
n demons stay
n b4 i noe it
i've gt another beast 2 slay
cant xplain it in simple terms
cz wen i think bou reality
my anger burns
i cud tell u bou my private life
tiz sweet private hell
bt wait a min
i've gt a story 2 tell
mama's in the kitchen tryin'
2 figure out the bills
1 dollar 2 e nex is a test o wills
baby's cryin' losin more weight
bt she cant eat if there's
no food on her plate
e money in my pocket wont
feed tiz family
bt take it,mom,
u nd it more den me
don't ask questions n
wipe away tt tears
my old man?
he aint ever been here
saw him once bt
e memory is bad
he left me bleedin'
hey FUCK YOU dad!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, February 15, 2007: 5:55 PM
haa!!!...today is e CNY celebration in sch!
heyyz...i jz rmb tt CNY r nt s'pose 2 wear all black...
arghh...tot wanna wear all lyk a fuckin' emo...
w my big black skater-like converse shoe,
black levis jeans n my black tee,
w my studded belt,w my suspenders,
w my black n red stripeys,w my eyeliner,
w it running down my cheeks...
w my face white lyk a sheet...
ahahaaa!....im goin too far.
okok,fine,im gonna respect CNY,cz i haf LOTsa chinese frens...
4 a chg,im gonna wear my blue jeans...
tt's all folks...
heyyz...i jz rmb tt CNY r nt s'pose 2 wear all black...
arghh...tot wanna wear all lyk a fuckin' emo...
w my big black skater-like converse shoe,
black levis jeans n my black tee,
w my studded belt,w my suspenders,
w my black n red stripeys,w my eyeliner,
w it running down my cheeks...
w my face white lyk a sheet...
ahahaaa!....im goin too far.
okok,fine,im gonna respect CNY,cz i haf LOTsa chinese frens...
4 a chg,im gonna wear my blue jeans...
tt's all folks...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, February 14, 2007: 8:43 PM
i deleted my last post...
e dark clouds had dissipitate...
e fog tt covers my vision is clear...
thx to the Miracle...of this book i just read...
called "A different Kind Of Heat" by Antonio Pagliarulo...
i learnt to tell be true to myself...
if im nt happy w e way things are...i'll sort it out...
n nt by ranting here...
They say my name is Heartbreak
a girl who cries in the street-
they think i hide in shadows
unable to accept defeat-
so walk away and watch your step
and let my little rage burn
this is the place
one day I'll escape
and I'll know a world
without heartbreak
They say my name is Hope
a heart that keeps on beating
they think I'll get past the wounds
and finally stop the bleeding-
a girl walking out of the fire
coming slowly into the rain
she's burned but the ashes are glowing
is that the miracle of pain?
yeah,this is a few poems i picked out here n there fm e book...
& another is "keep ur hair on" byElizabeth Vercoe
it's bou tiz girl hu had cancer n need 2 undergo chemo...
i think i might end this whole thing...
im nt going to drive in this hearse anymore
so this might be my last words...
e dark clouds had dissipitate...
e fog tt covers my vision is clear...
thx to the Miracle...of this book i just read...
called "A different Kind Of Heat" by Antonio Pagliarulo...
i learnt to tell be true to myself...
if im nt happy w e way things are...i'll sort it out...
n nt by ranting here...
They say my name is Heartbreak
a girl who cries in the street-
they think i hide in shadows
unable to accept defeat-
so walk away and watch your step
and let my little rage burn
this is the place
one day I'll escape
and I'll know a world
without heartbreak
They say my name is Hope
a heart that keeps on beating
they think I'll get past the wounds
and finally stop the bleeding-
a girl walking out of the fire
coming slowly into the rain
she's burned but the ashes are glowing
is that the miracle of pain?
yeah,this is a few poems i picked out here n there fm e book...
& another is "keep ur hair on" byElizabeth Vercoe
it's bou tiz girl hu had cancer n need 2 undergo chemo...
i think i might end this whole thing...
im nt going to drive in this hearse anymore
so this might be my last words...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, February 13, 2007: 7:26 PM
*tear no more~merry V-icious Day!--haa...almost gave up tryin' 2 find bac tiz emily pix...
hey,im goin 2 melaka 4 1 day durin e CNY...
go early in e morn,cum bac late @ night.
n *calvin,i'll get u lotsa chewing gum...
i noe u'll b workin' in KFC e wh0le hols...
tiz chewing gum is tryin' 2 cheer u up...
hehh...
i bought my motorola earpiece finally...
can listen 2 my mp3 in my fone peacefully...
*found e "wanted' pix sumwhere...
* n e pix w gerard n e roses is my classical most fav pix...
XD
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, February 12, 2007: 12:23 AM
"Kill All Your Friends"
Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you.
'Cause we are all a bunch of liars.
Tell me, baby, who do you wanna be?
And we are all about to sell it,'
Cause it's tragic with a capital T.
Let it be, Let it be, Let it be!
'Cause we all wanna party when the funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
It's been eight bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And you're walking away, and I will die in this place.
Sometimes you scrape and sink so low,
I'm shocked at what you're capable of.
And if this is a coronation,I ain't feeling the love.
'
Cause we are all a bunch of animals
That never paid attention in school.
So tell me all about your problems;
I was killing before killing was cool.
You're so cool, You're so cool, So cool!
'Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
It's been nine bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And you're walking away, and I will die in this place.
You'll never take me alive.
You'll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,'
Cause I'm still here.
You'll never get me alive.
You'll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
And I'm still here.
You'll never take me alive.
You'll never get me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
And I'm still here.
You'll never get me.(Still here!)
You'll never take me.(Still here!)
You'll never get me alive.
'Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
It's been ten fucking years since I've been seeing Your face 'round here.
And you're walking away, and I will drown in the fear.
Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you.
'Cause we are all a bunch of liars.
Tell me, baby, who do you wanna be?
And we are all about to sell it,'
Cause it's tragic with a capital T.
Let it be, Let it be, Let it be!
'Cause we all wanna party when the funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
It's been eight bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And you're walking away, and I will die in this place.
Sometimes you scrape and sink so low,
I'm shocked at what you're capable of.
And if this is a coronation,I ain't feeling the love.
'
Cause we are all a bunch of animals
That never paid attention in school.
So tell me all about your problems;
I was killing before killing was cool.
You're so cool, You're so cool, So cool!
'Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
It's been nine bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And you're walking away, and I will die in this place.
You'll never take me alive.
You'll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,'
Cause I'm still here.
You'll never get me alive.
You'll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
And I'm still here.
You'll never take me alive.
You'll never get me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
And I'm still here.
You'll never get me.(Still here!)
You'll never take me.(Still here!)
You'll never get me alive.
'Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
It's been ten fucking years since I've been seeing Your face 'round here.
And you're walking away, and I will drown in the fear.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, February 11, 2007: 11:48 PM
it was a good thing tt my sis bought a new waddrobe
cz she gt tons o clothes tt she nvr use...
bt i only chose 3...2 black tees n 1 grey half-jacket...
n 1 o e black tee is EXACTLY like i wanted...
so i saved money...muahahaa...
n my dad gimme 20 bucks???dunno 4 wad...
he said i deserve it...
haaa...dunno y so sudden...
bt it's GOOD...
n my sis gave me $10 cz she gt her pay...
ahh,love my sis...
thinkin o buyin e memory card n earpiece 4 my fone...
sighh...bt it will cost $60+...
ackk...
finally.im done w my JAE.
applied Nafa art teaching thru MOE teaching scheme...
so,thru e JAE,i applied Architecture as my 1st choice...
e reason is,inside e Today newspaper today,
they sae ther shortage o architecture n stuff...
n im interested in designing
e course @ SP...
hee...quite excited 2 start poly/nafa life!!!
cant wait 4 FRI!!!...
CNY celebration in my sch!
weeeee....
i think i wanna go sumwhere afttt...
bt dunno hu wanna go out...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 4:08 AM
well...here i m...& im fretting bou life again...
im so afraid o havin frens...cz im afraid o e seperation...
n heck...im gettin depressed everydae...
it's me hu ask how they r...n they'll talk bou their probs...
im listening...yeah,im a listener...bt no one ever care bou me...
no one ever ask me how i am... n this saddens me so badly...
dunno whether im dead or alive;happy or sad...
i've been askin' her wen she's free 4 so longg...
bt ended up she went 2 town w her frens instead o me...
i nvr felt so sad...felt tt feeling o heavy heartache...
yeah,all i cud do is cry...tt's all i do...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, February 10, 2007: 4:54 PM
went 2 town ystd w my fam...
my mum bought me e converse shoe i wan...--
as a reward 4 my hardwork n my grades--
e shoe is kinda e skater-girl/boy kinda look...
ther's skull engraved @ e sides la...
lol...cool...
was fuckin' packed @ town ystd...esp @ Far East...
so ther it is...i edit my pix using 'paint'...
nothin' 2 do...
was feeling all fucked-up ystd...
saw cliff,joey,alan n frens...den saw khalifah w her bf in e train...
they go date...talked 2 her...she failed...bt she still cute* ^^
i saw syaheera,my ol' neighbor/bestf...
she changed a lot...yeahh...
dead tired wen i reached hm...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, February 09, 2007: 9:51 PM
well...last nite i cant sleep...
tossed n turned in my bed till 1am...
i dunno y...
felt so happy...bt...so sad...w my life
n fear...dunno wad my future holds 4 me...
really considerin 2 go nafa teachin course...
ey said if chosen,i get $800 allowance every mth 4 e 1st 3 yrs o studyin in nafa
den,if i graduate w e diploma in fine arts,
i go in NIE,where i still get pay ard $1000+
den 5 yr bond w NIE,i get pay,CPF,yr end bonus,medical n dental 4 free...
bt i feel quite difficult 2 get in...
mz go in 4 an audition w ur portfolio...
sighh!...illy hope i can get in...
2nd choice is mayb interior design/interior architecture & design...
3rd mayb architecture...
4th mayb multimedia & infocomm tech...
cracked my head thinkin & thinkin...
jz wanna curl up here n cry...
tossed n turned in my bed till 1am...
i dunno y...
felt so happy...bt...so sad...w my life
n fear...dunno wad my future holds 4 me...
really considerin 2 go nafa teachin course...
ey said if chosen,i get $800 allowance every mth 4 e 1st 3 yrs o studyin in nafa
den,if i graduate w e diploma in fine arts,
i go in NIE,where i still get pay ard $1000+
den 5 yr bond w NIE,i get pay,CPF,yr end bonus,medical n dental 4 free...
bt i feel quite difficult 2 get in...
mz go in 4 an audition w ur portfolio...
sighh!...illy hope i can get in...
2nd choice is mayb interior design/interior architecture & design...
3rd mayb architecture...
4th mayb multimedia & infocomm tech...
cracked my head thinkin & thinkin...
jz wanna curl up here n cry...
xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
nw tt i haf my bro's accoustic guitar 2dae,
i tried practising jz nw in you tube...
nw my fingers hurt lyk HELL...
n wad's more,im left-handed,bt i force myself right-handed on guitar...
i mean,i AM right-handed...
bt sumtym,wen it cums 2 music,
i play tambourine on my right instead on my left...
n it sarkk...I SARk...
okok...i mean,i jz learnt an hr ago...
gonna try again tmr or sumthin'...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 4:28 AM
*my last time im gonna wear this uniform*
hur hur hur...
d'oh!
okok...guess wad i gt???
......
L1R4 14!!!!... & L1R5 19
i can go JC,bt i dun wan...
go either NAFA or NYP,Multimedia&Infocomm or sumthin'...
i gt a lot o options...
was cryin' w happiness.
hugged my beloved teachers & frens...
...
bt i was very disappointed in my art...
i gt a B...
i told ms ng sry 4 disappointing her...
bt she hugged me n said i did my bez,tt all she happy 4...
n i smiled...yeah...i sacrificed alot 4 art...
sumtym,it nt e marks on e paper tt counts...
bt e passion & e love & e fact tt u illy did ur bez tt counts...
e examiner didnt see e struggle tt u gone thru...
they jz look on e outside...
either way,im SURPRISED tt i gt a 3 4 my eng!
bt far was cryin' on e benches @ e bac o hall...
went 2 her...
she was sobbing as she struggled saying "I'M GOIN ITE!..."
i dropped down 2 e floor as i hugged her SO tightly...
i cried & cried...as she cried & cried...
"felt lyk such a loser..."she sobbed
i hugged her longer...till her sobs died down a little...
bt i noe...nothin' will chg...i cant help her like i ALWAYS help her...
hotCHICK failed too...went 2 ITE...
well,i felt she deserved it...
aft ALL e backstabbing tt she did...
okok,im sry...i shud take my word bac...
well,jz wish her e bez 4 her future...
i wanna feel joy...bt i felt so guilty...
i jz hung ard ther...called my mum...
went ard n ask ppl how ey do...
my cousins were alrdy msg-in me n ask my results...
aft all were done...we went down 2geder...
far hugged every1...includin Sha2...
wahahaa...sha2 was fuckin' shock
didnt expect her "ol' enemy" huggin' her
walked 2 CP...hung ard w sha2 n hakim...
he went off 2 meet his gurl...
me n sha2 alone...
treat her ice cream...n cant help it!
i NEED 2 treat myself aft tiz 1 yr o hard work
so i bought e starbucks frapuccino javachip!....
hur hur hur...
i drank e whole cup n sha2 devourin e swensens ice cream
went up 2 lib bac 2 update her blog...
den my bro n mum came in2 e lib...
bought my bro's b'thdae present'S' n cake
tiz was a 2-fold celebration,my achievement & HIS b'thdae...
im gonna decide on wad other course im interested in
n call up e MOE art teacher 2 register myself
lastly,thx 2 ALL teachers...
n I LOVE CVSS!!!e most fuckin' rockest sch ever!
--4 giving me e most wonderful 4 yrs--*winks*
bt im quite sad...no,im sad, cz mel seem 2 4got tt im receivin' my results 2dae... she's always w ben...i think she 4gt about me n shahira... im cryin'...will our friendship end? i dun wan 2 lose my wonderful friends cz im always e one hu try n contact her n ask her out..okok...im bein' SILLY...she's jz bz...ITE is tough nowadays... n so is shahira...she's havin' O's tiz yr... bt still... ...im sad... jz wish everythin' alrite...
okok...guess wad i gt???
......
L1R4 14!!!!... & L1R5 19
i can go JC,bt i dun wan...
go either NAFA or NYP,Multimedia&Infocomm or sumthin'...
i gt a lot o options...
was cryin' w happiness.
hugged my beloved teachers & frens...
...
bt i was very disappointed in my art...
i gt a B...
i told ms ng sry 4 disappointing her...
bt she hugged me n said i did my bez,tt all she happy 4...
n i smiled...yeah...i sacrificed alot 4 art...
sumtym,it nt e marks on e paper tt counts...
bt e passion & e love & e fact tt u illy did ur bez tt counts...
e examiner didnt see e struggle tt u gone thru...
they jz look on e outside...
either way,im SURPRISED tt i gt a 3 4 my eng!
bt far was cryin' on e benches @ e bac o hall...
went 2 her...
she was sobbing as she struggled saying "I'M GOIN ITE!..."
i dropped down 2 e floor as i hugged her SO tightly...
i cried & cried...as she cried & cried...
"felt lyk such a loser..."she sobbed
i hugged her longer...till her sobs died down a little...
bt i noe...nothin' will chg...i cant help her like i ALWAYS help her...
hotCHICK failed too...went 2 ITE...
well,i felt she deserved it...
aft ALL e backstabbing tt she did...
okok,im sry...i shud take my word bac...
well,jz wish her e bez 4 her future...
i wanna feel joy...bt i felt so guilty...
i jz hung ard ther...called my mum...
went ard n ask ppl how ey do...
my cousins were alrdy msg-in me n ask my results...
aft all were done...we went down 2geder...
far hugged every1...includin Sha2...
wahahaa...sha2 was fuckin' shock
didnt expect her "ol' enemy" huggin' her
walked 2 CP...hung ard w sha2 n hakim...
he went off 2 meet his gurl...
me n sha2 alone...
treat her ice cream...n cant help it!
i NEED 2 treat myself aft tiz 1 yr o hard work
so i bought e starbucks frapuccino javachip!....
hur hur hur...
i drank e whole cup n sha2 devourin e swensens ice cream
went up 2 lib bac 2 update her blog...
den my bro n mum came in2 e lib...
bought my bro's b'thdae present'S' n cake
tiz was a 2-fold celebration,my achievement & HIS b'thdae...
im gonna decide on wad other course im interested in
n call up e MOE art teacher 2 register myself
2 sha2...thx 4 all e cryin & prayin' tt u do 4 me...
thus,IT WORKED!...
n BitcH,cant wait 2 go out w u nex week w RagDoLL
[if she can...havent call her up yet]
2 all my friends...congrats 4 ur grades...
if u're nt happy w ur grades
--U SHUD'NT BE!--coz i noe u guys haf worked hard 4 it,
& tt's all tt counts XD
lastly,thx 2 ALL teachers...
n I LOVE CVSS!!!e most fuckin' rockest sch ever!
--4 giving me e most wonderful 4 yrs--*winks*
bt im quite sad...no,im sad, cz mel seem 2 4got tt im receivin' my results 2dae... she's always w ben...i think she 4gt about me n shahira... im cryin'...will our friendship end? i dun wan 2 lose my wonderful friends cz im always e one hu try n contact her n ask her out..okok...im bein' SILLY...she's jz bz...ITE is tough nowadays... n so is shahira...she's havin' O's tiz yr... bt still... ...im sad... jz wish everythin' alrite...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, February 08, 2007: 6:38 PM
running farrr awaaayyy[[crazee lunatic!!!]]hur hur hur....
*sweats*
haa...in another 4 hrs i'll get e key 2 my future...
ha ho hee...
*DARKnewDAY*
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
fuck those makcik...
if they think ur late sister is so cruel,
they r actually holding a child w e same blood as ur sis...
y dun they think o tt?
such cruelty i cant imagine a human hu's a MUSLIM,
hu is MY religion can do...
it's totally disgusting...
& IMMORAL???
lk WHO's talkin'???
doesnt mean ur fuckin' ol u can jz shoot ur foul mouth
i bet e cow dung smells better den tt ENORMOUS HOLE in eir faces
no wonder they never die earlier,
God never love em...
*fuming w anger*
if ever im gonna meet em 1dae w u sha2,
i wan 2 teach a thing or 2 to 'em...
i'll nvr fuckin' let em hurt u...
if i were 2 go 2 hell,i'll bring em w me.
god help US...
or more lykly GOD HELP THEM!
they illy nd help...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 1:24 AM
*ack!!...luv e suspenders!
*me&uma:thePIGyear!!!
uma bought nokia 3230...
sha2 sae buy k850i[is it?4got laa] bt e guy sae e quality ard e same...
sha2 sae buy k850i[is it?4got laa] bt e guy sae e quality ard e same...
sum more e k850i memory card more ex den 3230...
so bought 3230 laa...4 $250 w memory card..
she was estatic..heeh...
i wanna buy e memory card too!!!....
$30 4 512MB...n i wanna buy earpiece...$38...
bt can bargain...
arghh!!!...
wonder haf enuf $$$
P.s*she busily tryin' her hp out aft dropped in2 e toilet bowl...
XD T_T
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, February 07, 2007: 6:25 PM
im excited im worried im anxious im scared
wanna tear my hair out of its roots o my head
aaaaaaaaarrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
o-level results is out tmr @ 2.30PM
aaaaaaaaarrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
ystd bought e suspenders n e hand thingy[[any1 noe wad it's called?]]...
weee!...
thankfully me n sha2 went to HM,
so she can repair her hp w/ch had 'mercifully'[hmmm...] drop inside e toliet bowl...
-_-"
talked in e lib...
didnt realise we were lol...
den gt tiz librarian tell us 2 lower down our voice...
ack!...so paisehx
d'oh!
2dae gonna acmpy uma buy her hp!!!
weee...~~
wanna tear my hair out of its roots o my head
aaaaaaaaarrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
o-level results is out tmr @ 2.30PM
aaaaaaaaarrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
ystd bought e suspenders n e hand thingy[[any1 noe wad it's called?]]...
weee!...
thankfully me n sha2 went to HM,
so she can repair her hp w/ch had 'mercifully'[hmmm...] drop inside e toliet bowl...
-_-"
talked in e lib...
didnt realise we were lol...
den gt tiz librarian tell us 2 lower down our voice...
ack!...so paisehx
d'oh!
2dae gonna acmpy uma buy her hp!!!
weee...~~
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, February 06, 2007: 7:40 PM
"Sister To Sleep"
Welcome to this institution
One way to resolution
I'm put on this medication
Rolls down my throat
Cause I can't ever sleep at night the same
Cause I can't ever sleep at night the same
This medication enjoys, enjoys most every day
Cause I close my eyes, I see land
What did I say?
Cause I close my eyes, I see land
What did I say?
What did I say to put Sister to Sleep?
And fall awake and die
And I'm never goin' to bed
Back to the day, back into this day
Back to the day, back into this day
Back to another level, hotter then hell
Said that we're not savages until we do it
Again And one last night I'll kiss your lips again
What did I say?
What did I say?
What did I say to put Sister to Sleep?
And fall awake and die
And I'm never goin' to sleep
I will take this ferris wheel
I will take this ferris wheel
And I'm sleepwalking back into this hell
Oh my darling
Oh my darling
For the first time
Don't let me sleep tonight
Don't let me sleep tonight
And get in your way tonight
Don't let me sleep tonight
Get in your way
What did I say?
What did I say?
What did I say to put Sister to sleep?
I'll never go to sleep
And I won't go back to bed
I'm sleepwalking back into this... Hell!Oh... God...
I'm sleepwalking back into this... Hell!Oh... God...
last 2nd song in my i-Odd...fm mcr...
today gonna buy my suspenders n e blackred stripes!!!
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 12:35 AM
e last song on "strangerous i-Odd" is mcr newest song
"My Way Home Is Through You"
Gonna take off all my skin,
Tear apart all of my insides,
When they rifle in,
Mom and Dad think you'll be saved,
They never had the time,
They gonna medicate your lives,
You were always born a crime,
We salute you in your grave.
Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What I'd do just to get back in her arms,
Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What I'd do just to get back in her arms.
[Spoken in background](I have markers,seven different shades of shit,
So what's your favorite color, punk?)
Do you wanna hold my hand?
Could you sign this photograph,
'Cause I'm your biggest fan,
Would you leave me lying here?
We're not here to pay a compliment,
Or sing about the government,
Oxycontin genocide,
Adolescent suicide,I
i'll give you my sincerity,
Don't give a fuck about a Kennedy,
Here's what I've got to say.
Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What I'd do just to get back in her arms,
Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What I'd do just to get back in her arms.
No way home why [x4]
We've got to go [x7 at same time as "No way home why"]
Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What I'd do just to get back in her arms,
Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What I'd do just to get back, well, in her arms.
I can't find the way [x6]
Come on angel, don't you cry [x4]
Come on angel, don't you cry [x4]
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, February 05, 2007: 6:21 PM
STRANGE*comic 
above is inspired by bitch!...teeheee...."will bitch ard 4 coffee" n mikey w e Lmao-look
above is inspired by bitch!...teeheee...."will bitch ard 4 coffee" n mikey w e Lmao-look
inspired by e msg shasha sent me "nite nite,dun let gerard bite"
den i replied her bac w "i'll let gerard bite,so i'll become his bride"
n gerard is climbing into my room to 'bite' me...
muahahaa....
n i pretending to b asleep though i squealed in excitement,
"OHh!...he's coming!...tee hee~"
i think my words inside e comic blur so i typed tiz out...
well, click on e pix 2 c a larger version...hope it's nt 2 blur-ish...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 2:35 AM
WEEE!!!!......
GT MY PAY 2DAE!
^ ^
banked in straightaway...
urghh....illy bored...wanna go town 2 shop!
*will b helpin' kak yana w her wedding decoration*
weets!...her wedding is on my sis's bthdae
gonna help her paint sum stuff...
n being in-charge o e guestbk...
:)
results takin' on tiz fri!!!....
arghhh!
& it's also tt lil rascal's bthdae[[my bro--promised him hotwheels T_T]]
*do u noe e show "the Arena"???
well,i nvr watch it...bt anw,if u saw tiz week's adverstisement,
gt tiz gurl hu talk SO FASt...
i saw e advertisement w e gurl...
...n i was lyk waddafuckkk????
she talk so fast i think i cant catch a single word...
bt it was funny...dunno how she hold her breath n nt stumble on e words...
T_T
heexx....wadever it is,it's a DARK NEW DAY...
GT MY PAY 2DAE!
^ ^
banked in straightaway...
urghh....illy bored...wanna go town 2 shop!
*will b helpin' kak yana w her wedding decoration*
weets!...her wedding is on my sis's bthdae
gonna help her paint sum stuff...
n being in-charge o e guestbk...
:)
results takin' on tiz fri!!!....
arghhh!
& it's also tt lil rascal's bthdae[[my bro--promised him hotwheels T_T]]
*do u noe e show "the Arena"???
well,i nvr watch it...bt anw,if u saw tiz week's adverstisement,
gt tiz gurl hu talk SO FASt...
i saw e advertisement w e gurl...
...n i was lyk waddafuckkk????
she talk so fast i think i cant catch a single word...
bt it was funny...dunno how she hold her breath n nt stumble on e words...
T_T
heexx....wadever it is,it's a DARK NEW DAY...
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
memories resurfaced.
date: June 2006
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date: December 2007
date: January 2008
date: July 2006
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date: January 2008
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