Saturday, April 28, 2007: 7:43 PM
speech day....i missed my secondary school!
tt's ms widayah my chem teacher n me AND ms NG!!!
tt's ms widayah my chem teacher n me AND ms NG!!!
wee...hehehex...
ystd worked...den it's so busy seyy!
n ther's only sally azimah rossa putri muihwee jocelyn n me...
like we're 'quite' new staff la eh...
..bt we survived!!!
..bt we survived!!!
jocelyn was lyk sayin "u see,2dae lyk i gt 'new' staff working...bt we still can cope,tt means u guys can illy work"
den she said again "im so proud o my staff today!"
ahakzz...
yeahh...
n NEK ZIMA!!!...ahakzzz...nyanyuK!
:P
bt e wash area is a...umm...a COMPLETE DISASTER???
cz no riders to wash.they all haf 2 send orders.
so wen they came bac 2 see all e dirty plates n pans all over e floor,
i bet they cud faint.wanna c how bad?
play e video!
i felt so fucked-up bou my nex week's roster...
it's like everyday work.
yeha,i know,i'll earn more money
but i felt lyk i had no life.
i try 2 argued bou my off day.
bt no choice.
felt lyk i've wasted my breath so i just kept quite n do my bar.
well,it's my fault too la...cz i nvr msg sunita my roster.
i mean,i dun haf sunita's number,n also i totally forgotten bou it.
dani can sense im pissed bou e roster thing
bt yeah...ther's nothin' i can do.
this tuesday my family planned a bbq n i cant go.great!
haa...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, April 26, 2007: 7:43 PM
'dun look at me.i'll turn u into merely a filthy stone'wooo....
so i missed a lot of ppl like HELL!
been workin' full shift 4 4 days
im havin fever now.running nose n cough,bt other den tt im ok!
I felt lyk so bad...lyk im neglecting dearest ppl ard me cz i work n never spend tym w them.
:( haishh...
bt i got no choice...
today i goin' bac my sec sch 4 e Speech day cz i received an award.
den b4 tt mayb meet my friends!!!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
got a lot to tell them.n i illy wanna taste e new starbucks coffee,banana frapuccino javachip
^^ n i miss dani a lot i wanna crrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
n so today i'll see my bitch perform in band...
hahahaa...i imagined her sucky face as she beats e dumb bass drum
n den let e juniors carry e heavy stuff as she walked off w only a few drumstick
.... :D
n shashah...ur're welcome!!!
jz promist me n shahira u'll work hard 4 ur O's ok?
even maths!wad we suffer now is 4 our own future.
no matter how we struggled...we muz pull thru.
dun regret.u haf seen far durin' e taking o our results right?
i dun wan u 2 regret too darling.. :)
n im lyk so SO SO happy for fat!!!!
wahahahahaaaa....
wee...wooo...
u owe me n Put lunch treats! ^^
gagagaga...jk!
bt illy! one day we all muz go out together
hu wanna date me to eat ben n jerry ice cream @ vivo??? :P
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, April 21, 2007: 9:13 PM
wuuhuuu!!!
my X-ray o my rib cage...
n TRIVIUM!
Ahh...finally n off day ystd!
yeah!so i was blogging bou my whole day ystd wen shashah was on9.
n i decided 2 ask her out cz im also -DEAD- bored @ home
n tt cz i illy wanna buy e emily backpack me n dani saw @ Flash n Splash
so i imediately chg my clothes n was out o my hse within 10mins.
wen n eat banquet 1st cz it's lyk 1pm n we still havent eat yet...
den wen 2 city hall.bought my bag 1st den go HMV again wen dani came
walked 2 gothic building n bought 4 shashah a shirt.
den she went off cz o KFC...
me n dani sent her off 2 e bus stop bt haa!!!...she msged me tt they dun nd her alrdy...
+_+ dumbbb....
so i hang out w dani n 2 dudes @ LJS...
den i was late!!!my mum calling my hp alrdy
went home
sit on my couch 4 5mins b4 goin' out again w my fam 2 Changi Village eat nasi ayam penyek
w my bro n sis-in-law ^^
missed my bro!den walked @ changi beach,i love tiz kind o family outing.
bt i sorely missed dani.i wished dani was bside me breathing in e salty sea air n drinking in e view o e sunset..ahhhH!
den went off 2 my aunt's hse...2 pass e coffee tt we bought 4 them
n THEN!went off 2 Mustafa centre meet my sis ther cz she wanna buy DVD player n a small tv set 2 put in her room.
den went up e supermarket n walked n walked.
im lyk a zombie cz it's ardy lyk 11pm.
reached home n was on my bed-it's calling me!!!- n fall asleep b4 i knew it
e last tym i saw e clack was 12.05am...
*snores*
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, April 20, 2007: 8:54 PM
been working fullshift for 2 days...
den ystd i start @ 5pm...
i do bar 4 e past 3 days.it was ok,i didnt illy cocked up.
bt i just hate hate e bar closing...
hur hursss...yeahh...im slow @ it.
bt yeah,i need more tym
so ther goes,nex week since everyone's in sch,im stuck @ work...
i dunno whether im lookin' 4ward 2 workin' full shift all weekdays,
bt e prospect of my pay makes me gleeful...
im workin' full shift cz number 1:nt enuf ppl
number 2:save money 2 help shashah ^^
number 3:yeahh,jz buy more stuff.enjoy e fruits of my work
yeahh,i do feel lyk collapsing sometimes.
bt dani said...this struggle...is for our own future.
i noe it.cz i've gone thru e struggle o bein a loner n living in my head...hahaha
n also my O-levels...yeah,tt i struggle lyk mad.i almost drown by stupid ppl ard me tt tryin 2 destroy my life.
but hey!it paid off!...n they said,if u just wait...e good things will come to you.
n nw,im workin' hard 2 earn as muc money--oh my pay this week is so little,fuck--to help...n to give my parents money.HEAR this.
I give my parents money.nt THEY give me...cz im workin'.
teens outside are whining 2 eir mummies n daddies 4 money...
my parents dun even pay 4 my stupid adult bus/mrt fares
n i noe ther's gonna b more n more struggles for me in e future.
yeah,n shashah said,never b a quitter.
tt's wad i am!!!im a fighter!
shashah's a fighter!
everyone's a FIGHTER!in each n every of their way.
ystd went for e medical examination @ Raflles Hospital 4 my MOE NAFA art teachnig course admission.
im healthy yeah.n wad's e most coolest thing is tt i got to bring home my X-Ray of my rib cage!
wuuhuu...i've pasted it on my wall. ^^
will post e pix soon in here.
so,afttt went to city hall w uma.
went 2 HMV.den dani came
saw e I Am Ghost Cd,bt it's fuckin' ex!!!gahhh!!! $43...
was so excited o buyin it,bt e price...urghhh
went 2 e gothic building w him. :D
bought 2 Trivium shirt.one 4 him,n one 4 me
n he bought 4 me a HIM n Killswitch Engage badge
n he bought a baby marshall.wuu...e sound powerr
n went past e Reef @ city hall.
e ONLY shop tt sells emily stuffs.another is @ PS B1.
n i fall in love w this emily backpack.i wanna buy it 4 my sch...
2 put in all my acrylics n my crayons n my color pencils...brushes palletes...drawing book
o0O00h....i just cant WAIT to start art school!!!
im missing out on my dears.shahira n shashah...
:( a lot o things happen in their lives w/ch i wished im ther with them
to comfort n 2 enjoy with.
yeah,i missed sec sch.one day we'll go out again!
tt i promist
n far start ITE alrdy!!!wee...
n she bought a laptop!will help her 2 do blog n stuffs...
yeah blog.impt 2 keep track of ur dear freinds lives.
nt 2 discriminate others...
it happens to a lot o my friends.
ppl harrasing in eir tagboard...
ppl spam their blog...
i mean...why?
n now sumbody calling me a 'poser'?
e sound of e word made me laughed...n also askin' myself...
poser,as in bcz i put all e icons @ e side o my blog?
poser,cz im a girl hu's into all this stuff?
poser,cz i dunno how 2 play a guitar?
poser,cz i dun have a band?
poser,as in my clothings?
well,tt's just me.i wished ppl will look @ other ppl in another perspective.
my stand now is 2 make friends,nt foes
lyk shashah said too,cant take me for who i am?den fuck off!...
xoxoxo
strangerous>>>
den ystd i start @ 5pm...
i do bar 4 e past 3 days.it was ok,i didnt illy cocked up.
bt i just hate hate e bar closing...
hur hursss...yeahh...im slow @ it.
bt yeah,i need more tym
so ther goes,nex week since everyone's in sch,im stuck @ work...
i dunno whether im lookin' 4ward 2 workin' full shift all weekdays,
bt e prospect of my pay makes me gleeful...
im workin' full shift cz number 1:nt enuf ppl
number 2:save money 2 help shashah ^^
number 3:yeahh,jz buy more stuff.enjoy e fruits of my work
yeahh,i do feel lyk collapsing sometimes.
bt dani said...this struggle...is for our own future.
i noe it.cz i've gone thru e struggle o bein a loner n living in my head...hahaha
n also my O-levels...yeah,tt i struggle lyk mad.i almost drown by stupid ppl ard me tt tryin 2 destroy my life.
but hey!it paid off!...n they said,if u just wait...e good things will come to you.
n nw,im workin' hard 2 earn as muc money--oh my pay this week is so little,fuck--to help...n to give my parents money.HEAR this.
I give my parents money.nt THEY give me...cz im workin'.
teens outside are whining 2 eir mummies n daddies 4 money...
my parents dun even pay 4 my stupid adult bus/mrt fares
n i noe ther's gonna b more n more struggles for me in e future.
yeah,n shashah said,never b a quitter.
tt's wad i am!!!im a fighter!
shashah's a fighter!
everyone's a FIGHTER!in each n every of their way.
ystd went for e medical examination @ Raflles Hospital 4 my MOE NAFA art teachnig course admission.
im healthy yeah.n wad's e most coolest thing is tt i got to bring home my X-Ray of my rib cage!
wuuhuu...i've pasted it on my wall. ^^
will post e pix soon in here.
so,afttt went to city hall w uma.
went 2 HMV.den dani came
saw e I Am Ghost Cd,bt it's fuckin' ex!!!gahhh!!! $43...
was so excited o buyin it,bt e price...urghhh
went 2 e gothic building w him. :D
bought 2 Trivium shirt.one 4 him,n one 4 me
n he bought 4 me a HIM n Killswitch Engage badge
n he bought a baby marshall.wuu...e sound powerr
n went past e Reef @ city hall.
e ONLY shop tt sells emily stuffs.another is @ PS B1.
n i fall in love w this emily backpack.i wanna buy it 4 my sch...
2 put in all my acrylics n my crayons n my color pencils...brushes palletes...drawing book
o0O00h....i just cant WAIT to start art school!!!
im missing out on my dears.shahira n shashah...
:( a lot o things happen in their lives w/ch i wished im ther with them
to comfort n 2 enjoy with.
yeah,i missed sec sch.one day we'll go out again!
tt i promist
n far start ITE alrdy!!!wee...
n she bought a laptop!will help her 2 do blog n stuffs...
yeah blog.impt 2 keep track of ur dear freinds lives.
nt 2 discriminate others...
it happens to a lot o my friends.
ppl harrasing in eir tagboard...
ppl spam their blog...
i mean...why?
n now sumbody calling me a 'poser'?
e sound of e word made me laughed...n also askin' myself...
poser,as in bcz i put all e icons @ e side o my blog?
poser,cz im a girl hu's into all this stuff?
poser,cz i dunno how 2 play a guitar?
poser,cz i dun have a band?
poser,as in my clothings?
well,tt's just me.i wished ppl will look @ other ppl in another perspective.
my stand now is 2 make friends,nt foes
lyk shashah said too,cant take me for who i am?den fuck off!...
xoxoxo
strangerous>>>
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, April 17, 2007: 6:46 PM
wont update much...cz im goin work soon...FULL shift today!
ystd was fun @ PH! ^^
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, April 16, 2007: 6:02 AM
got quite a lot 2 update...
bt let me tell u guys sumthin'...
IM MADLY IN LOVE WITH "I AM GHOST"!!!!!!!!!
they rock fuckin' shit!...weee!!....
wan an update on wad bands i listen to now?
look @ e icons...finally 'updated' it
haa...if nt it's only full o emilysss n mcrsss...
gahhh!!!...i LOVE H.I.M icons e most!
\m/ rock on....
xoxoxo
darKStrangorous:::EmilyGirl666
haa...
bt let me tell u guys sumthin'...
IM MADLY IN LOVE WITH "I AM GHOST"!!!!!!!!!
they rock fuckin' shit!...weee!!....
wan an update on wad bands i listen to now?
look @ e icons...finally 'updated' it
haa...if nt it's only full o emilysss n mcrsss...
gahhh!!!...i LOVE H.I.M icons e most!
\m/ rock on....
xoxoxo
darKStrangorous:::EmilyGirl666
haa...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, April 15, 2007: 6:31 AM
2nd post o e day@ e toilet in Jusko!SERIOUSLY!i was scratching my head n i didnt saw tiz pix being saved!
wen i c bac,it looked funny!
yeahh!..i wan 2 tell u guys bou tiz woman...
yah...she's big sized...i dun mind bou tt at all...
bt wen she sit down on e couch @ e shoes department,her 3/4 pants was lyk FUCKIN' low-dangeorusly low
u can practically see more than HALF her butt!!!n i mean--BIG butts--
im lyk "wo0ahh!" n e husband dun mind @ all...
other customers were lyk "wtf?" too...
god...it was quite-a-sight!...
err...yeah.
'im a happy strange girl hu wan 2 make my dear ones happy too.n i'll work hard 4 it.i will.4 shahira n shashah,miss u loads...e msg-es u sent were so sweet!!!!it make me wanna cry.n also far!4 e MMS!<3>
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 5:35 AM
ack!...shashah..
by wen u nd 2 pay 4 e O's fees?
cz im gonna secretly take out sum money evertym i get my pay so i can help u!
i was thinkin' thru it 4 tiz past few days!
wuuhuu!...
err...yeah...2dae is my off day...
cant believe i can off on SUNDAY...
ystd was lyk hell @ PH...customers queued...
im left breathless...summore rossa was e order taker @ 300.
n 300 was full.i nd 2 go 4 2 rounds n finish clearing 300 b4 i can send food n drinks endlessly...n walk ard 100 n 200.
gahh!!!...enuf talkin' bou work.
err...yeah...2dae is my off day...
cant believe i can off on SUNDAY...
ystd was lyk hell @ PH...customers queued...
im left breathless...summore rossa was e order taker @ 300.
n 300 was full.i nd 2 go 4 2 rounds n finish clearing 300 b4 i can send food n drinks endlessly...n walk ard 100 n 200.
gahh!!!...enuf talkin' bou work.
so...my day off!my fam planned go johor!
so wen 2 CP @ 10.30am cz my mum deposit sum money n went 2 mac cz my sis wanna buy hotcakes--she bought 4 me egg muffin meal!--
wen awal was right bside my sis.recognise him fm his hair.
said "hi" n went off...
went 2 Jusko.e new shopping mall @ johor...it's as big as vivo!
n damn!we were spoilt 4 food cz ther's SO many choices...fm italianna to the egg house.
bt settled in 4 e chicken rice shop.
e food was nt bad bt e service was just ok...
cant believe e MANAGER was workin' more harder den e staff!
felt so poor thing for him...
ate @ 1pm...bt full till NOW.
serious.
bought sum stuff wen we saw Dunkin' Donuts!!!!!
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
im lyk *drools...really spoilt 4 choices...
n i felt lyk e sheriff in e Simpsons comics as i gobbled e donuts.
hur hur hur...
drove 2 Giant plentong den e pasar malam near e stadium b4 goin home.
:) n 2dae i can FINALLY watch Ugly Betty...
bt im sad...cz if i were given a chance i wud bring my friends n dani along w me.
it wud b much more fun...
gotta fly off now.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, April 12, 2007: 8:35 PM
Avril Lavinge-Nobody's Home
i love this song since e 1st time i heard it a few years ago.
'im sorry this had to be this way'
i msg-ed shahira 2 days ago,durin' her SYF
yeah...they got Silver...im sad...cz i know how tedious it is 2 prepare 4 e dumb competition
n also i noe Mr Er will b disappointed..
sigh!...
bt nonetheless,shahira can step down already!!!
wuuhuu!...
so 2 choir,all e best yeah?
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 6:24 AM
sigh!!!....love this 2 ppl in tiz pix a lot.
i dun nd a lot o friends,just tiz 4 ppl--far uma shahira shashah--is enuf to made my day!
1stly,meet @ 11.15am @ CP,bt 4 e FIRST tym,im late!
reached 11.30am. :P usually,it's far hu's late
lolss...wen straightaway 2 fareast.
babbled all e way n was hungry,so we ate @ Puncak.
e food was nice,bt thers way too much oyster sauce.yuck.
bought 3 earrings 4 each o us @ $5
gave up hope on finding my black shirt w long sleeve n far's sch bag n shoes.
i bought tiz black n white stripe tie--EXACTLY lyk wad gerard wore a lot o tym--for $5!!! ^^
n actually e shop lyk sell mainly woman undergarments in all those sexy colours
-YUCK-
n i paid,n e uncle hu owned e shop said "thank you!well,we r moving our shop soon,so here's my card.pls drop by our new shop.our new stock o woman undies jz came in!very colourful!"
n im "err,ok.thx"
he passed me his card n we went off chuckling.
walked 2 wisma atria,bt dropped by e Mac Cafe n ate a cheesecake,n another oreo cheesecake and mochacinno...
gawdd...it was good.was fuckin' bloated.
walked slowly inside e Ripcurl shop,in search 4 my emily patch.
cant find.uma nd 2 go home.
so left me n far walkin' ard,wen we go inside tiz shop called Space
i tot it was tt kind very expensive shop 4 business woman.
bt i wen in n i found e black longsleeved shirt i WANT!
it's $40++ bt guess wad?ey haf lyk 70% off u noe!
im lyk WTF!?n so,it's $18.*woop!
i tried it on,n almost yelped.
cz it's exactly wad in my mind!...w my black jeans n studded belt.
awes0mee...followed Far 2 Topshop n Forever21,bt she cant find anythin' nice.
she wan go Cineleisure 2 find sch bag.
e walked @ Cineleisure was a waste o tym
went to PS to buy my emily patch...bought 2 for $9.80
it's illy big,i mean e patch.n i think ALL e salesperson recognise me sial!!!
lyk...arghhh!!!...i so paiseh!i wanna wear a mask e nex tym i go in again!
+_+" heyy...tt's e emily girl!...
hehehh...cant find far's dream bag.
so she plead me go Bugis...
went to bugis.bugis street mainly...
we dragged our feets.her feet hurts more cz she wore high heels...
n FINALLY!she bought a bag for $15!wuu huu!...
walked e 2nd floor.n i saw this black shirt,w e image o 3 cats n a sentence on top "california perfect terror"
n im awed...asked e saleslady how much...
n she said $5.my jaw dropped--did i heard tt right?
straightaway bought.
n far bought a red dress,tt now a lot o ppl wear w jeans,for $10 at e same shop!!!
awesome deal!
our kneecaps breaking,we strut back 2 bugis junction
wen my stomach grumble AGAIN--so we shared e new KFC Meltz meal.yum
radhiah was nt ther... :( missed her.
took mrt 2 outram so we can sit thru e journey.
go down @ CP macdonalds...n went home :)
my mummy calling...!
damn!i had a gr8 day...i NEVER shop tiz lot.
i never usually shop w my friends,seriously.
so...fm fareast to wisma to cineleisure to PS to bugis...
fm skeleton ear stud to black n white tie to e black long sleeved shirt to emily patch to another black shirt.i got 9 black shirts now.
to chicken hotplate to cheesecakess to mochacino to H2o to KFC...
gahhh!!!...strangee madness.
i deserve tiz break w my 2 friends cz we nvr meet for SO long!<3
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 6:07 AM
Never Be Afraid To Go STRANGE...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, April 10, 2007: 9:18 PM
now,my 2nd poste usual everyday one...
im so sry 4 e lack of post...
so,here i m,starting fm Sunita's bthdae!
e sweet girl jz turn a yr older!
^^ wee...she so funny.i got take e video where she kena sabo-ed by us.
--will upload it @ imeem soon!--
esp zhixiong...made a big mess of whipped cream
n 2dae is CVmB's BIG day,cz it's SYF today!
jia you! :X
bt i dunno,i jz msg my dear bitch,she said tt ey didnt do as well as e last SYF...
:( bt...as long as we tried our best...ther's nothing we cud do.
will slack @ starbucks with you asap!let e caffeine get to our thick skull
missed u hell loads too
n ystd i got a call fm Compassvale Secondary School.ey tell me to attend e Speech Day cz i received an award...i think it's HOD award for ART!
wo0wee...yeah,bt im more excited 2 see e choir n band perform n see my beloved teachers again,then getting the award.
ey tell me to dress casually,bt smart.
mwahahaa...i imagined if i wear like a big punk the teacher gonna chase me off e stage.
hur hur hur...
bt dunno,i've got a date w uma n far tiz thur,TOMORROW!far starting ITE soon,so she wanna buy school shoes n bag.n i wan to get a black button up shirt w long sleeve,so i cud wear durin e speech day.
n to rohaishah,im serious.
i noe u gonna quit KFC soon n u scared u wont b able 2 repay me,bt it's ok
cz u jz concentrate on O-lvl,den aft O-lvl u can find a job 2 repay me bac la.
:) ok darling?smile pls?
if i am able,i'll help u best i could.
tt i promise ^^
n now tt everyone schooling bac,im stuck @ PH,practically alone
w jocelyn putri n rossa doin' full-shift.yeahh...
like fuck shit.i nd 2 serve all those kambingsss tt cum 2 PH aft sch.
0Ops!...yeah,i call students 'kambing' cz gawd!ey smells aft sch!
i mean,wen i schooling,i do sweat too,bt i dun rmb e smell tt whiff into my nostrils wen ey walk past me into PH...
+_+" i think pizza hut nd 2 include deodorant to e new promotion 4 students
tut tut tut...gonna put on my fangs n hang upside down on my ceiling now.
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 8:48 PM
YES!to everybody out there..i am with mohamed kamarulzaman.
he had told his parents about me
n i've told my parents about him too...
n my parents r worried.
WORRIED?...i dun understand.
it's not like im goin 2 marry tomorrow
we both haf made our heads clear,we still have a long way in life.
we still want to study.we still wan 2 achieve our dreams.
wad we do now,is for our future alone.
i think they watch to much of the stupid-ass shows called "Seksa" & "hanyut"
damn.i hate tt show.it's not encouraging for me @ all.
cz now all parents think is if ur daughter haf a boyfriends=sex=pregnant...
all those nonsensical stuff.pissed~
so if we are really in love with each other,we'll see for the next decade
for now,yeah,we set our boundaries.
our relationship is both blessed & cursed.
blessed by close friends
bt hu cares now anyway,we'll be strong goin' thru thick n thin together.
we head 4 the future,nt brood over e dark past.
made mistakes...i didnt even asked to haf a handsome boy for my boyfriend
really,e 1st tym i saw him,was yeah,his a handsome guy,bt so what.
den i saw his shoes,n im amazed.den he intro me to H.I.M
tt's wen i fall 4 him..
ystd was e 1st obstacle we haf to jump over together.bt yeah,we made it.
thx to the angels hu helped me.
so to dear ppl out ther...
esp my dear cousins,u noe hu u r
i hope u just keep quite n not tell ur parents for godsake
n yeah,i've told e truth,so jz keep it zipped
cz i told my parents already,tt's e most impt thing
no secrets now,we swear
the lucky number 3,our hearts belong to each other now.
xoxoxo
EMily666
he had told his parents about me
n i've told my parents about him too...
n my parents r worried.
WORRIED?...i dun understand.
it's not like im goin 2 marry tomorrow
we both haf made our heads clear,we still have a long way in life.
we still want to study.we still wan 2 achieve our dreams.
wad we do now,is for our future alone.
i think they watch to much of the stupid-ass shows called "Seksa" & "hanyut"
damn.i hate tt show.it's not encouraging for me @ all.
cz now all parents think is if ur daughter haf a boyfriends=sex=pregnant...
all those nonsensical stuff.pissed~
so if we are really in love with each other,we'll see for the next decade
for now,yeah,we set our boundaries.
our relationship is both blessed & cursed.
blessed by close friends
bt hu cares now anyway,we'll be strong goin' thru thick n thin together.
we head 4 the future,nt brood over e dark past.
made mistakes...i didnt even asked to haf a handsome boy for my boyfriend
really,e 1st tym i saw him,was yeah,his a handsome guy,bt so what.
den i saw his shoes,n im amazed.den he intro me to H.I.M
tt's wen i fall 4 him..
ystd was e 1st obstacle we haf to jump over together.bt yeah,we made it.
thx to the angels hu helped me.
so to dear ppl out ther...
esp my dear cousins,u noe hu u r
i hope u just keep quite n not tell ur parents for godsake
n yeah,i've told e truth,so jz keep it zipped
cz i told my parents already,tt's e most impt thing
no secrets now,we swear
the lucky number 3,our hearts belong to each other now.
xoxoxo
EMily666
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, April 07, 2007: 9:31 PM
some o my friends are quite freak out wen ey saw tiz pix...
i dunno y it turned up this way--e way my eyes are misted--too...
'should i bite my tongue till blood soaks my shirt?'
sigh!...really,the wolves tore me apart.
im feeling like a ragdoll now
bt i have to hold on to my sword,n pray 2 God to calm my stormy heart
make me strong.dun send me the sherperd to heal my world,
bt the angels,my dreams and fears foretold.
i put my trust solemnly...ignore wad other ppl is sayin'...
lyk ppl said "hear no evil"
bt i wished the wolves to stop interving us
bt i noe,i haf e power to use my sword too,jealousy can kill
YOU are your own enemy,tt it is,YOU are ur friend as well...
it's all up to ur thinkin'...so now,im tryin' to be sane.
yeah,sane sane sane...nvm ppl hurt me.
it used to hurt dani tt ppl see him on the outside,bt now it hurt me too.
well,it isnt my fault tt our hearts are for each other now
i need yana now... :'(
i noe u guys dunno wad im crappin'
i need shashah n shahira too...
tt dae i saw shahira in sch U w her friends walkin' @ Mac...
den ystd i saw shashah walkin' past PH GRINNING--yeah,u shud c her face--
n waving @ me
heheexx...wanna run out n hug her!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, April 05, 2007: 9:53 PM
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woke up in e morn,n went 2 e kitchen 2 eat breakfast bt no food...
my mum lz 2 cook,so we all go bedok 2 eat.n guess hu treat e food?
me
haa...good gurl..hehx...
den go giant tamp.woahh,a lot o ppl...den sum1 called my fone,it's jocylen!
asked me 2 work NOW...im lyk "woahh!bt sry,i outside now"
dunno whether she call azimah work now or not.
i know its's gonna b bz...my 1st tym work in a public holiday...
bt thinkin bou e double pay make me go....wuuuhuuuu!!!...
ahakz
i am ghost!--tHE lAST gOODBYE*
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, April 04, 2007: 8:37 PM
so...i wont relate wad happened on monday...
cz i just sux.grrr....
nvm...bt shashah,i wanna thank u 4 being at e right place @ the right tym,where i nd sumonee...u rock
so ther she is,w the cat tt we saw...
calvin,wdh r u doin'?... +_+"
^^ heex...
so on tues,
planned 2 go....--gahhh!...i wan 2 forget this incident too--so ended up hanging out w uma...
eat n eat...n talked n gagged a LOT.
missed her a lot.
decided 2 drop by LJS @ RM 2 see Far work!...
bt by tt tym,we were too full n our pockets--as if a heavy drought had completely dry out our pockets--
so ystd,i was updating this whole thing on top wen my com lagged...
tut tut tut...
so ystd i worked...haiyo0O!!!!!!
yeah yeah...the sherperd had thrown the keys to the wolves...
hahahaa!!...no no...it's nt THAT bad.
arghh!!!...u guys dunno wad im crapping about anyway
i gotta put on my fangs now n surf e internet 4 sumthin'...
e tabs to a song i wanna learn,so seeya vampires n vampiress
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, April 01, 2007: 10:13 PM
i woke up @ 11am...which is so unusual cz i tt kind wake up early...
my body aching i cant move...
my body was hot.i gt a fever...
felt so s0 weak...pull myself out o bed n force myself to haf breakfast.
so tt i can eat panadol.den i vacuum e whole hse 2 let e heat out o my body...
it worked.nw i feelin much more better.
though im still a little tired.
n ystd,3 person played a prank on me.
shashah msg me in e morn "sry,our friendship is over" n stuff...
i woke up n saw e msg,n in utter disbelief i only reply "HUH?"
n den i was crying silently...lyk waddahell happen n stuff...
den i get pissed w her...den i got her msg...
"april fool la shidah!!!" .... +_+"' felt lyk strangling her.
i dun wan her to think tt now i gt sumone i 4got bou her...
she n shahira will still b precious gems in my heart
n she was upset oso la,cz she made me cry...
haiyo0!...LOL ^^
den uma sent me a msg lyk "wan a free hp,w free line,free sms..blablabla...go to www.STOPdreaming.com...it's april fool!"
i lyk "wad?!...uma,4ever lame!bt she rawk my w0rldd!!!"
so i rply her "thx a LOT" n she rply "ur welcum"
lol again...
n zhi xiong walk past me in PH,den he said,"eh!ur docket fall"
n i looked @ e floor n he said"ah!april fool"
lamee shit!.... :P he went ard n trick everbody w e same joke
den i have a bite of his criss cross fries.mwahahaa...
n gt this customer..lyk disturb me n adilah...
eww...
n den durin closing helped rossa do e cheese n chili flakes.
den fat put zimah n me sit down,n we were laughin lyk MAD!
cz of...errr...well,i dun wan 2 mention here.
craziness...
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
memories resurfaced.
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