Tuesday, July 31, 2007: 6:02 AM
please ah.no showing of ur "muscular" body to me.
don't know wad the fuck is wrong with people this days...
T_T
pfff!!!
im a FREAK;& PROUD of it.
random posse.
uma going cross-eyed.
she going Bling-bling
after she saw the Bing-bling neggy.
NYAHAHA.
my red pants with clay spots i don't even bother to scrub off.
IT'S OKAY TO BE MESSED UP
Shahira...look Gerard sang for you on ur bthdae...
300707.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, July 30, 2007: 6:20 AM
went to watch the Simpsons with Aniza aft sch jz now
watched ad Bugis.
e show was really short.
e show was really short.
and e cinema is so big,yet so empty.
we got all e space we needed.
so,explanation of e pictures...
us and YOU-KNOW-WHO
niza n harry...ron staring jealously fm behind.kekeke
us and Sirius...Mad-Eye is so kepo!
Sirius broken wand...."no wonder he died!-Haniza"
yeahhh...dumb pictures as usual.but FUN
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, July 27, 2007: 5:31 AM
my heart chanted a curse for their love
should i be this vengeful?
but what about the lies?
i know im never good enough for someone so greedy like you
should i be this vengeful?
but what about the lies?
i know im never good enough for someone so greedy like you
i've been trying to run away from the truth
but one day,i would know
my heart ache so much for someone who doesn't even deserve my sympathy
my heart ache so much for someone who doesn't even deserve my sympathy
thanks for being the biggest motherfucker in my life
one thing: you'll never take my heart
i had a great day with my classmates
but im so pressurized.
hope monday after school we could go watch The Simpsons together!
:D weee...
the next thing to cheer about is tt,
Ms Ng just called uma during our lesson jz now...
she needs our help 4 e students preparing 4 their O-lvl this tuesday!
like, yabedabedO
the third thing to get me excited,
was tt The Umbrella Academy,Gerard Way's comic book,
might be selling in taka borders!
the other surprising thing is,i found myself a classmates who is as crazy about MCR as me.
we're definitely gonna book e first row on the show
The record goes from blue to gold
So thank you for all your help
I know you want to jump around
But try to contain yourself
You always struck me as the type to take it lightly
But now you're gonna have to shut your mouth and fight me
Backstabber
You're all alone you're all over
The popular magazines will never care what do you care
You're down with the Japanese
But you've got no right to sit there saying I abuse it
When you only sleep with girls who say they like your music
Backstabber....
Backstabber! hope grabber!
Greedy little fit haver!
God I feel for you fool
Shit lover! off-brusher!
Jaded bitter joy crusher!
Failure has made you so cruel
Rotten to the core
Rotten to the core
Rotten like a crackwhore
Begging out the backdoor
Show us what you're good for
Post it on the noise board
Come on join the bloodsport
Show us some support
Still working at the drugstore
Is it because you're
A FUCKING
Backstabber! hope grabber!
Greedy little fit haver!
God I feel for you fool
Shit lover! off-brusher!
Jaded bitter joy crusher!
Failure has made you so cruel
So don't tell me what to write
And don't tell me that I'm wrong
And don't tell me not to reference my songs within my songs
You backstabber! hope grabber! greedy fucking fit haver!
BACKSTABBER!
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 5:09 AM
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, July 25, 2007: 5:39 AM
ranbom blogging...
i've been down with a nasty flu tt make my eyes water
and also having to wipe my nose every minute.
i practically had no energy to do anything.
even to get my ass to sch is hard,bt i force myself.
im losing my voice now.
i cant take it.
tmr haf 2 go 2 NIE ad boon lay.
arghhh...
tt illy sucks la.punggol to Boon Lay.wtf?
got so much art stuff yet to buy
nyahahaa...
e only thing tt is cheering me up is tt i got my Harry Potter book fm e 3rd day it was released.
not yet finish though.
i cant keep my mind on e words with coughing n sniffing everytime.
bt,yeahh...e last book is dark.
life is nothing but...despair to the point of agony
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 5:23 AM
our attempt in ceramics.
my spider cum crab and dinosaurus...
n suvitha,uma n my HAPPY MEAL!
uma oil lamp with Genie In The Bottle!!
nyahahaaa
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, July 21, 2007: 9:39 PM
*im in one now*ystd i haf the best tym with my family :)
went to Jusco n ate ad pizza hut.tried e new pizza.
and 3 ice cream.mmmm!...
walked into almost every shop.
wen i saw this red top...i love it alot.
bt arghhh...it's like 1 size too big 4 me.
passed by Mango wen i saw this red jeans selling for only RM$55!
they also sell an emily's cat soft toy!
it's really cute,bt i didnt buy it.
n i got a new body shop perfume n eye shadow...
was eating dinner with my family in m'sia...
wen this malay aunty...i think she kinda nutty...
cz she said to us loudly,
"ahhh bagus2!besok dtg lagi eh?bawak camera amek garmbar byk2 k?"
everyone ther jz ignored her.
....
it's unimaginable if sumone lost ctrl of their minds.
it's scary
and hey!!!
check out this cartoon i found!!!
http://www.nightrose.com/lenore.htm
check out this cartoon i found!!!
http://www.nightrose.com/lenore.htm
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, July 20, 2007: 6:18 PM
today is gonna be another gr8 day!im goin johor w my whole family!
my bro n sis-in-law...
weee....
well,i gotta go
Nemo
This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass
This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore
My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name
Oh, how I wish...
Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go
Oh, how I wish...
This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass
This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore
My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name
Oh, how I wish...
Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go
Oh, how I wish...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 5:25 AM
im so fueled with passsion for art today!
:D nyahahaa...
came into class and mr tan 'lectured' us about our conduct n about our classes.
we,art teaching students kinda sux hurr..cz we haf 2 go 2 NIE every thurs.
bt e good thing is,we get 2 meet our seniors every thurs,and also make use o e NIE library
den after lecturing us,he brought us to SIngapore Art Museum!!!
which is totally cool of him!!!
we look ad the engravings and etchings of Rome in 1728
i cant believe how they actually do tt.
no wonder people call artist crazy sometimes.
cz they do lyk the unbelievable!they challenge the strength and determination of human
each process of ethcing or engraving takes so much time.
this engraving and etching process give us ideas for modern use.
Engraving is the practice of incising a design onto a hard, flat surface, by cutting grooves into it. The result may be a decorated object in itself, as when silver, gold or steel are engraved, or may provide an intaglio printing plate, of copper or another metal, for printing images on paper, which are called engravings-from wikipedia
so,i can go in and out of the museum like no one's business coz it's free admissions for NAFA students.
anw,the makcik oso very nice to us.
she said she'll see our faces very often now.
went off to national library 2 chill out aft tt.
end of sch,i bought the sketch book and acrylic for monday's lesson
i still haf 2 buy color pencils,acrylic paints,crayons and pencils.
mr tan also said about our projects,which consists of our final piece,and also documentation or research;artiste journal.
now im SO EXCITED to start my art journal/scrapbook now!
argghhhhh!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeee....
sometimes i still cant believe i got my dream sch.
next dream school is university in UK or Australia
n i know my dream will be realised
P.s:hey jeannie!yeah,u made me realised it's 20072007
wo0ho0..tt's cool :)
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, July 19, 2007: 7:59 PM
ystd i was beat out!!bt it was great.coz NAFA jz rock e hell out of me.
2dae i need to go to sch,and i'll be goin with my friends fm dip in art teaching
we'll be meeting ad sengkang mrt underground.
bt im goin with fizza,cz she oso live in punggol
:D
it's so great to find my classmates,
whom i've met before during the NAFA Art Drawing test!
coz we actually made it through!!
so ther,i saw huda
haniza
candice
faeezah
fizza
jeanie
suvitha
yashini
and more la!...i haf poor memory of remembering names bt ther's a whole lot more ppl i noe...
and a whole bunch of dip in arts management
some frm malaysia,korea,china and indonesia
and also ISH,which stands for Indian Society Hangout
lol...cool huh?"hang-out"
ther's a gathering after e orientation and uma nd to go
and i follow her.
it's cool ah.i noe a few more year 3 indian peeps.
and they were all so pretty
the president[ahhh...forgot the name] of ISH,
bt he's also the school REP,
will be in vasantham star.
lol...
we chilled and they cracked jokes,
and the grp also haf a mix chinese n malay girl
we're standing ard chit chatting wen this senior came to us n ask us whether we interested 2 join e designing club.
n he gave me e whole fill-in form
i argued back "why u gave me all of this?"
"cz u look lyk a leader in ur grp"
"yaaaaa right!!!"
my classmates laughed ad me
im whining n whining "no0O...i alrdy been an art rep for 2 yrs...not again"
i always saw this girl ad e bus stop
n wo0...she's also into metal fm wad i see her shirt wrote the words "lep zepplin"
i was thinkin',mayb this girls fm NAFA yr2 or sumthin'..."
i jz had e feeling she's fm NAFA.
den wen ystd i came 2 register,ther she was!
i was surprised 2 see her as yr 1.
gaaahhhHHH!i wanna noe her la!
cz it's sometimes hard to find a girl who's into metal too.
mostly it's emo emo emo emo
so yeahh,she fm the fashion sch.
hope i bump into her
nyahahaa...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, July 18, 2007: 5:29 AM
im in between my mommy and pappy!nyahahaa...
uma's my pappy's second wife.:P
and the rest is my stepbrother and sisters.
went to bugis today.
walked ard aimlessly.
treat e birthday girl blueberry tart and chocolate eclair fm delifrance.
wan to buy some clothes,bt cant find e perfect one...
dead tired walking ard...
was about 2 go to e National Library wen we came upon a shop...
w/ch sold The Simpsons tee-shirts!
weeeeeeeeeeee....!
im a BIG fan of The Simpsons,so i bought one.
and another 4 e bthdae girl!:D
heex...
reached CP,go find shashah ad e lib.
was so much fun just lepak n chat n stuff...
go toilet,uma made a crazy fool out o herself!
thx 2 uma for being "pekak"
goat bcum wad?-gold is it?nyahaha...
and saw khalifah :) miss her la.
went down and sit outside mrt station.
random news:
1)e rat had uneven,or maybe sumtimes bigger,or NO boobs.
2)tap dancer and his cigarretes
3)and izzat actually worked in Komala restaurant
i know u outside ppl wont noe wtf i talking about...
but one thing tt's obvious,they are e joke of the century.
well,izzat.im stating e facts here.
he's a BIG nerdy meanie since primary sch.
bt now he's a prata boy...
failed with so much embarressment in Hallowed By Thy Name drums during e school gig
and cant keep e beat right 4 fucking-Helena.
for those people out there.
here's a lesson.
be yourself,dun try to be sumone ur not.
and wen we went out 2 walk 2wards Cup Walker,
there was a bunch o Indian guys on e staircase,
and guess wad?ther he is too!
nyahaha...talk bou e devil.
devil wears prada,ops,i mean
devil in a Slipknot shirt...
before i got to breath,someone hugged me.
it's MEL!nyahaha...
love u babe.
n shashah,enjoy the choc cake!:D
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, July 17, 2007: 5:44 AM
[The Horrors:actually they kinda sucks,-their songs-but they are so cute.lyk a male version of Barbie Dolls*esp e extreme left :P]
happy birthday to uma!:D
hmm..tmr mayb goin out with her.
see wanna go tmr k?
thur we gt sch orientation!wee...
n on e weekends me n my fam goin johor again
i saw u ad the bus stop today ard 5 plus.
i've made my soul into ice to find tears down my cheeks
o0h dear melissa,dun be sad pls???
boys come and go...
this is wad humans called "ordeal"
everyone had to go through this "heartbroken" feeling
no one says it's easy
bt we haf to live with it.
it's an ugly thing in ur heart.
twisting lyk a beast in wrath...
make u wanna yell and cry and do all kinds of stupid stuff
and wad's more,u're together with him 4 a yr
the wounds ran deeper and it takes longer to heal...
bt short or long,it also depends if u really love tt sumone or not.
....
well,look inside ur heart.u will noe the answer.
either u make or break ur life
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, July 15, 2007: 10:37 PM
LOLROTF... tomorrow's uma's birthday!!!
and on e 30th is shahira's bthdae!
uma gave me this link to some gothic websites.
it's full of gothic art poetry and stuff.
and this is sometihng i found...
Mind Of A Serial Killer
I just watched Hannibal Lecter in Silence of the Lambs
It got me thinking as to the motivation of a serial killer
Is it all about control?
To leave your mark on society
To be known
To have existed
I thought that Hannibal was not realistic
In the books I have read these killers are basically ordinary people
Overtaken by extraordinary events
One killing leads to another
Then the madness sets in
Where do you go after the first killing?
There is no way back into normal society
You have crossed the line
Your place in Hell has been booked and paid for
By the blood of your victims
You are taken on a journey towards insanity
The desire to be caught becomes overwhelming
To finally bring an end to the killing spree
Even in this madness a certain degree of humanity breaks through
You face your accusers and prepare to pay for your crimes
In your cell you contemplate your fate
And researchers and writers will try to penetrate your mind
To try and reveal the secrets of a serial killer
You resign yourself to what is to come
They strap you into the electric chair
And your lights go out
Your figure casts a long dark shadow on the minds and souls
Of all those who knew the victims
A haunting memory will always linger in the mind
And the question as to how such a tragedy could have happened
Will remain unanswered until the day when wiser ways prevail
I just watched Hannibal Lecter in Silence of the Lambs
It got me thinking as to the motivation of a serial killer
Is it all about control?
To leave your mark on society
To be known
To have existed
I thought that Hannibal was not realistic
In the books I have read these killers are basically ordinary people
Overtaken by extraordinary events
One killing leads to another
Then the madness sets in
Where do you go after the first killing?
There is no way back into normal society
You have crossed the line
Your place in Hell has been booked and paid for
By the blood of your victims
You are taken on a journey towards insanity
The desire to be caught becomes overwhelming
To finally bring an end to the killing spree
Even in this madness a certain degree of humanity breaks through
You face your accusers and prepare to pay for your crimes
In your cell you contemplate your fate
And researchers and writers will try to penetrate your mind
To try and reveal the secrets of a serial killer
You resign yourself to what is to come
They strap you into the electric chair
And your lights go out
Your figure casts a long dark shadow on the minds and souls
Of all those who knew the victims
A haunting memory will always linger in the mind
And the question as to how such a tragedy could have happened
Will remain unanswered until the day when wiser ways prevail
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 2:26 AM
so wanna see wad i've been drawing?
the first picture is Wednesday sleeping in a cemetery mouseleum[i think tt's how it's spelt]
anw,it's half done.
a picture of a gothic sibling infrnt of their haunted hse.
a witch
buffy the vampire slayer in the graveyard
emily-shaped-like-a-skull
the Omen & a dumb Anarchy sign
a poor f-tard screaming in pain[drawn fm a comic book]
HIM logo with intricate design[half-done]
well,ther's a bunch more others in my file.
but my most favorite of all is below here.
roll down to my previous post to find out y.
~Emily666 Queen Of Strangeland!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, July 14, 2007: 1:45 AM
[i wish this guy's my father]:D
anw...i've watched harry potter!!!
bt i find it rather disappointing...
cz i felt lyk everything was like,squeezed in,to make up for the time.
and the point of the movie is all on harry HARRY HARRY
[which is a good and also a bad thing]
though the movie still keeps their sense of humor lyk before
i felt lyk i can never belive Today newspaper movie previews.
hey,if u[the reporter] read this,i wanna sae
"u suck at doing reviews!"
well,maybe not ALL reviews,MOST of it.
i always haf the opposite view of them everytime i watch a movie
anw,they rated transformers as 2 stars[if im nt wrong]
bt a lot o ppl sae it was the best movie.
so coincidentally,i saw my old colleague,my cousin Hafizah[hu were whining tt i arldy watch the movie before her-she was goin in the 4pm slot]
and also Nek Zima...hehekx...
jk :D
now,wad more can i say...
...maybe except for the melting glaciers in China tt cause flooding there.
more ppl dying of proverty and hunger and diseases.
and China being the country tt give out the MOST carbon gases besides USA...
yeahh,tt's wad geeky me goin to lecture u ppl about.
im a part-time geography teacher.
the humid weather is killing me!
i wud love to switch on the air-con full blast IF my dad is ever goin 2 install air-con,
bt anw,im trying to save the earth.
S.O.S!S.O.S!S.O.S!
it touched me so much wen i saw one of e short films they play during commercials...
it's about this kids who talk about "wad cause global warming" and "what can i do to save the earth"
den this one girl...she was holding back her tears as she says
"you noe,if i got children in the future,i wan them to be able to see the blue sky,and the green grass...if it is not us to save the world,who will?"
gahhhHH...
it tears my heart,basically in a lot of pieces...
though we're just mere molecules of dust compared to the WHOLE universe and it's galaxies,-yeah,we can make a difference-
now,im not collaborating with Live Earth or such.
im just stating my thinking.
hmm...
more or less to say,im tired of thinking about life.
i've thrown everything aside to make myself happy
yeah,i think im happy
though it's painful to hear her talk tt my ears cud bleed
bcz of the memories tt is still scarring me
my heart is in my throat cz she knew not yet
my heart is in my throat cz she knew not yet
i never tell her,i jus dunno how to deliver it all out
im nt ready yet and i dun wan to spoil her happy mood
im back into strangeland with gerard again.nyahaha
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, July 12, 2007: 8:34 PM
hopefullyarghhhh!!!
i wanna scream out!
hopefully uma can make it.
im itching to watch Harry Potter and the order of phoenix
and uhh...i cant wait
err...i was laughing my ass out just now.
sumthin' i saw ad friendster
it was e LAMEST shit i've ever seen in my whole life!
somehow i wished i've nvr seen it.
*oh god,im goin to have nightmares*
-sacarcism-
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, July 11, 2007: 10:21 PM
Lovesong LyricsWhenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far awayI will always love you
However far awayI will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far awayI will always love you
However far awayI will always love you
However long I stayI will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 6:36 AM
thanks so much again to fat!
for treating me Swensens!
and also congrats!cz u gt tt $600 bursary
*low whistles....nyahaha
loaded huh girl?chuckles!
next time it's gonna be MY turn 2 treat u!i promise!
send my thx 2 sunita too for both of ur gift!
:D
been burying myself in books and drawings
*yelps*
drawings!...i hope i can make it in art sch.
im just so so nervous.
everyone there is SO great!
im afraid i cant live up 2 it...
and another sad thing is,i think im in my another mood swing again
*screams*
my life's so messed up i cant make things right
i think i nvr will.im waiting for the revelations of time to guide me along this river.
it's like everynight i haf to listen to...err...my music before i can fell asleep
it's the only way,i feel,tt can help me forget everything,w/o hurting myself or those bullshit stuff
i noe,none of my friends like to see me this way too
i myself hate 2 go thru this f-tard mood swing
bt it's up & downs of life.
[well,if this is life i dun wan to go thru it]
haa~
umm..and another thing.
i was surprised by ur msg shashah...
cz i was lying on my bed thinkin' of the same thingur thinkin'
wen u msg me the same thing
freaky huh?
well,most of e tyms i can freak out too,cz u,uma,shahira and farhana always seemed to noe wad's goin on in my mind.
tell me,are u in negotiations with aliens like in X-files?
this crapping of mine is caused due to this mood swing
ignore it!eeee...im being a lame faggot
anw,she is wad me n shashah was thinkin about tt night...
rest in peace my friend......raudhah...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, July 09, 2007: 1:20 AM
today:im fasting :) bcz of a promise i made to God
grrrrumblee!
tt's my tummy.
will ignore it.
my bro and sis-in-law gave me this cute make-up purse
in the shape of a big red lucious sexy lips
haha...love it.
and inside it,ther's 2 "Very Sexy" Lip Gloss
plus 2 ten-dollar note
:D i got enuf money 2 buy Harry Potter!
BUT!...i really really want tt EMily Journal i saw... :(
i wan a journal,cz im starting sch anw.
went to eat ayam penyet with my whole family ad e famous ayam penyet stall ad Marine Parade ther...
damm!the chili is HOT!!!
plus the es chendol...
haa...indonesian atmosphere.remind me of putri n rossa!!
practically ate myself full for the past few days.
i love the Boost chocolate tt sell 2 for $1.95 ad Watsons
*chuckles*cheap n chocolat-ey!
hey,fish!
ur joke about me minum darah kambing kelakar giler
im still laughing till now...
now i chg e skin...nt tt brutal anymore
hees...
i've got a sin to admit:
i took my sis's X-Files DVD w/o permission cz i miss the aliens
a good deed:
hey!i nvr swore today!
*just plain crapping today*
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, July 06, 2007: 5:35 AM
THIS MEANS WAR BETWEEN US BITCH!
GAHhhhhhhhh!!!!!
my heart now fumes with rage.
i've wasted so much of my tears...for wad she's done
today i bumped into sunita n budi...
we both were lyk,OMG!...miss you n stuff [heehee]
we were talking wen she ask me,"u n kamal ok?"
i said "yahh!...why?"
n she said tt e bitch went into his msn account n chatted w Fat...
okay,now she's got the guts 2 go in msn,aft goin in myspace and deleting ALL the pix we took together and replace it with hers and his...
i've been tolerating it..
kamal noe's about it and he really want to meet her and scold her
bt she's trying to avoid it.
she's cowardly trying to destroy my relationship...
FUCKing whore...
...
...
i feel bad now...
calling her tt....no matter how bad she is.
i just dun understand it--she had NO idea how much she hurt me.
now i feel i cant hold back anymore.
like radhiah always said to me,im too good with people tt people will try to step on my head
i need to stand up straight and spit back in their face
GAHhhhhhhhh!!!!!
my heart now fumes with rage.
i've wasted so much of my tears...for wad she's done
today i bumped into sunita n budi...
we both were lyk,OMG!...miss you n stuff [heehee]
we were talking wen she ask me,"u n kamal ok?"
i said "yahh!...why?"
n she said tt e bitch went into his msn account n chatted w Fat...
okay,now she's got the guts 2 go in msn,aft goin in myspace and deleting ALL the pix we took together and replace it with hers and his...
i've been tolerating it..
kamal noe's about it and he really want to meet her and scold her
bt she's trying to avoid it.
she's cowardly trying to destroy my relationship...
FUCKing whore...
...
...
i feel bad now...
calling her tt....no matter how bad she is.
i just dun understand it--she had NO idea how much she hurt me.
now i feel i cant hold back anymore.
like radhiah always said to me,im too good with people tt people will try to step on my head
i need to stand up straight and spit back in their face
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, July 03, 2007: 9:58 PM
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From the bottom of my heart impure
: 8:00 PM
bare with me
my heart was ripped out and then patched back again and again.
now,it's ripped out again.even before the old wounds healed
it so painful to write down wad happened--n mayb too personal
this is the MOST HAPPIEST yet e most saddest
happy tt i got my preciousss ard.
last 2 days,i illy spend w them 2 e fullest
saddest part is about dani...
and also,raudhah...
i've truned 17....i feel so guilty sumtyms.
lyk i dun deserve 2 live sumtyms
or mayb,why muz a girl with so much more to live for,have such a short life?
im so de-flat~~~
my heart was ripped out and then patched back again and again.
now,it's ripped out again.even before the old wounds healed
it so painful to write down wad happened--n mayb too personal
this is the MOST HAPPIEST yet e most saddest
happy tt i got my preciousss ard.
last 2 days,i illy spend w them 2 e fullest
saddest part is about dani...
and also,raudhah...
i've truned 17....i feel so guilty sumtyms.
lyk i dun deserve 2 live sumtyms
or mayb,why muz a girl with so much more to live for,have such a short life?
im so de-flat~~~
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 6:44 AM
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
memories resurfaced.
date: June 2006
date: July 2006
date: August 2006
date: September 2006
date: October 2006
date: November 2006
date: December 2006
date: January 2007
date: February 2007
date: March 2007
date: April 2007
date: May 2007
date: June 2007
date: July 2007
date: August 2007
date: September 2007
date: October 2007
date: November 2007
date: December 2007
date: January 2008
date: July 2006
date: August 2006
date: September 2006
date: October 2006
date: November 2006
date: December 2006
date: January 2007
date: February 2007
date: March 2007
date: April 2007
date: May 2007
date: June 2007
date: July 2007
date: August 2007
date: September 2007
date: October 2007
date: November 2007
date: December 2007
date: January 2008
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