Saturday, August 25, 2007: 7:44 PM
so,it's my cousin's wedding today & yesterday.
ystd was the wedding ring ceremony or wadever it is called.
& today is the eating part & stuff.
ystd however i came home wayy early den e rest o my family.
i took bus 3 to go home.cz i was so perspiring[thx 2 e humid weather]
& i cant take it anymore...wad's more,hafizah is going home too.
i dun wan stay alone & rot over ther.
planned 2 do my visual element & NIE hwk,bt ended up watching Youtube!
i watched Ghost Hunt fm episode 7 till like,12...each episode w 3 parts tt lasts ard 8 mins.
so yeahh...& oh!also Jigokou Shouju[Girl From Hell] the last episode...
o0hh...it's fucking touching >_<
& also Fruit Basket.
& finally my mum return home w my bro.
so we watched my cousin's Hikmah VCD.
she also bought e Hikmah 3.
nyahahaa...
i dun lyk malay movies or songs tt much.
bt i dun mind indonesian malay
cz really,some r nice stuff.
so yeahh,i better go b4 my mum come home to find me nt ready yet
---lead to;yelling ad me,lyk how she yell ad me 2 shower just now.
nyahaha...
o0h!b4 tt....
all my classmates r lyk writing down wad they r gonna buy wen we get our pay...
so here's my list...
hmmm...
1)pay my dad's money $50
2)art file $50++
3)acrylic paint $30+
4)tt victorian top $40+
5)tailor my jeans $20
6)PSP Game???or Macbeth shoe???or an Emily sling bag?
tt it is.the rest im gonna save....for a trip to Beijing next year
weeeeee!!!!...i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go!
got e Olympic Games... :DDD
& also a laptop next year!
ystd was the wedding ring ceremony or wadever it is called.
& today is the eating part & stuff.
ystd however i came home wayy early den e rest o my family.
i took bus 3 to go home.cz i was so perspiring[thx 2 e humid weather]
& i cant take it anymore...wad's more,hafizah is going home too.
i dun wan stay alone & rot over ther.
planned 2 do my visual element & NIE hwk,bt ended up watching Youtube!
i watched Ghost Hunt fm episode 7 till like,12...each episode w 3 parts tt lasts ard 8 mins.
so yeahh...& oh!also Jigokou Shouju[Girl From Hell] the last episode...
o0hh...it's fucking touching >_<
& also Fruit Basket.
& finally my mum return home w my bro.
so we watched my cousin's Hikmah VCD.
she also bought e Hikmah 3.
nyahahaa...
i dun lyk malay movies or songs tt much.
bt i dun mind indonesian malay
cz really,some r nice stuff.
so yeahh,i better go b4 my mum come home to find me nt ready yet
---lead to;yelling ad me,lyk how she yell ad me 2 shower just now.
nyahaha...
o0h!b4 tt....
all my classmates r lyk writing down wad they r gonna buy wen we get our pay...
so here's my list...
hmmm...
1)pay my dad's money $50
2)art file $50++
3)acrylic paint $30+
4)tt victorian top $40+
5)tailor my jeans $20
6)PSP Game???or Macbeth shoe???or an Emily sling bag?
tt it is.the rest im gonna save....for a trip to Beijing next year
weeeeee!!!!...i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go!
got e Olympic Games... :DDD
& also a laptop next year!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, August 22, 2007: 5:28 AM
urghhh...i burned my thumb just nw...
& ther's lyk a nasty boil on it.
throbbing.
no one ad home now.seems tt my mum sis n bro is ad Ikea
buying bed sheets n stuff.
my mum jz called me to ask to chose b/w pink or blood red.
well,obviously red la.
was wondering wad to eat,so i cooked maggi mee goreng.
chunk e noodle inside e boiling water & went to logged in my msn.
totally 4gt bou e noodles wen i heard a hissing sound.
n "damn!"
my noodle is now very soggy
[make squishy sounds wen i twirl it with my fork in my bowl]
D'oh!seems quite inedible,bt i just ate it anyway.
today im like so unlucky.
i almost go barefooted home with my sandals[old sandals] im tt wearing today
cz e front soles just same off halfway,n wen i walked,
it flipped back,so ther's a buldge wen i walk.
almost tripped me over.
& ppl saw it!!gahhh!!!
lyk some beggar.wad's more im so lazy to wear nicely today.
so so not looking forward 2 tmr
f-tard lesson!grrrr!!!...sexist.egoist!
some news: jeanne draw out the picture of my feet,with the plants sticking out fm the sides
*picture,scroll down till the end*
lame la....bt cant believe she really drew it.
hah!me?inspiration?
everyone,let's-SNORT
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, August 21, 2007: 8:49 PM
"smart ass"
im ad e sch's lib w uma n jeanne,they doing work,me wasting the sch's eletcricity.
& im watching the Ghost Hunt.
the jap anime tt hafizah intro 2 me.
i think im hooked w it!arggghhhh
& project's are coming in due...
so SO not lookin 4ward 2 tmr's greenburg presentation.
im ad e sch's lib w uma n jeanne,they doing work,me wasting the sch's eletcricity.
& im watching the Ghost Hunt.
the jap anime tt hafizah intro 2 me.
i think im hooked w it!arggghhhh
& project's are coming in due...
so SO not lookin 4ward 2 tmr's greenburg presentation.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, August 20, 2007: 5:43 AM
"You're Not Alone"
It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching for any sign
Of the ones he used to love..
He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left...)
And this time I think you'll know..
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell
She's just like him
Spoiled rotten
Confused by the lies she's been fed
And she's searching for no one..
(But herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy
That she is here
And this time I think you'll know...
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
(There is more to know)
We're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell..
(So tell me)
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
(Make it out)
You will live to tell
(Live to tell)
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
(And I know)
You can make it out
You will live to tell..
You are not alone.
You're not, you're not alone
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, August 17, 2007: 7:38 PM
never update 4 2 days...
let the pictures do the talking.
it's according 2 the days.
:D
let the pictures do the talking.
it's according 2 the days.
:D
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, August 15, 2007: 4:48 AM
WATCH THE VIDEO!!!
THE SUBWAYS-OH YEAH
God bless your soul girl
Now you got the whole world
I'm on my way now
I'll get there somehow
Have you ever seen the light?
Don't you wonder where I hide?
I will live, then I will die
I will keep you on my mind
It's your eyes that make me smile, oh yeah oh yeah
Wasting time, hanging out, oh yeah oh yeah
These teenage years, no they don't last, oh yeah oh yeah
These teenage lips, they speak too fast, oh yeah oh yeah
I see the light that's shining from your eyes, blinding me
It's like I'm walking down your street again at seventeen
God bless your soul girl
They got the whole world
I'm on my way now
I'll get there somehow
Have you ever seen the light?
Don't you wonder where I hide?
I will live, then I will die
I will keep you on my mind
It's your eyes that make me smile, oh yeah oh yeah
Wasting time, hanging out, oh yeah oh yeah
These teenage years, no they don't last, oh yeah oh yeah
These teenage lips, they speak too fast, oh yeah oh yeah
PRESENTING YOU:THE HORRORS.
the looked lyk insects cz of their super skinny legs.
bt they're illy cute!:)
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, August 14, 2007: 5:26 AM
i know what im doing-im bowed to fate.
first of all...
im happy as can be ystd & today.
ystd cz SHASHAH & SHAHIRA GOT A2 4 MALAY!
yabedooo!
ATE kfc w shashah n uma tagged along.
was laughing & laughing,& i got stomach ache,fm laughing & also the food.
i need 2 seriously s***.
cz i ate LJS 4 lunch,kfc 4 dinner,my mum cooking 4 "supper"
tt's a pund of lard huh??
yikes!
2dae,nt that REALLY happy la...bt got a good laugh
help me stress down.
cz i was calling my sis w my handphone-AND i was searching MY handphone in my pocket,
though im actually holding it.
im lyk "eh!?sial ah!my hp where?!"*rubbing my hands on both my front jeans pocket.
n my eyeballs rolled up 2 e thing im holding.
-_-" wahh,siao. they laughed lyk mad.i mean,me too.
my face,it was jz horror.nyahahaaa
watched The Maid till finish ad e sch lib aft sketching sum stuff w anis.
so,called my sis cz my whole fam wanna go Changi Airport 2 eat.
tot eat where....& guess wad?we ate POPEYEs!!!
weeeeee!....fried chicken,fried shrimp,fried fries.FRIED!OILLLLL
popeye e sailorman!tut tut...
so 2dae my lunch was KFC *AGAIN* & Popeye 4 dinner.
*GASP*
*SCREAMSssss*
i wont b surprise if i choke of all e lard stuck in my arteries...
n o0h,i was pissed w my parents 4 arguing while eating popeye...
grrrr....
lyk kids.
oh my,i was pissed so i stuffed myself w food.
comfort food.
first of all...
im happy as can be ystd & today.
ystd cz SHASHAH & SHAHIRA GOT A2 4 MALAY!
yabedooo!
ATE kfc w shashah n uma tagged along.
was laughing & laughing,& i got stomach ache,fm laughing & also the food.
i need 2 seriously s***.
cz i ate LJS 4 lunch,kfc 4 dinner,my mum cooking 4 "supper"
tt's a pund of lard huh??
yikes!
2dae,nt that REALLY happy la...bt got a good laugh
help me stress down.
cz i was calling my sis w my handphone-AND i was searching MY handphone in my pocket,
though im actually holding it.
im lyk "eh!?sial ah!my hp where?!"*rubbing my hands on both my front jeans pocket.
n my eyeballs rolled up 2 e thing im holding.
-_-" wahh,siao. they laughed lyk mad.i mean,me too.
my face,it was jz horror.nyahahaaa
watched The Maid till finish ad e sch lib aft sketching sum stuff w anis.
so,called my sis cz my whole fam wanna go Changi Airport 2 eat.
tot eat where....& guess wad?we ate POPEYEs!!!
weeeeee!....fried chicken,fried shrimp,fried fries.FRIED!OILLLLL
popeye e sailorman!tut tut...
so 2dae my lunch was KFC *AGAIN* & Popeye 4 dinner.
*GASP*
*SCREAMSssss*
i wont b surprise if i choke of all e lard stuck in my arteries...
n o0h,i was pissed w my parents 4 arguing while eating popeye...
grrrr....
lyk kids.
oh my,i was pissed so i stuffed myself w food.
comfort food.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, August 12, 2007: 2:40 AM
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, August 11, 2007: 3:12 AM
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::the pain will never go away,but it's okay,i'll live::
taken on last fri e pix...
was in one of my high spirits again. :DDD
start from the top,us ad e library hanging around dumbly,like dumb first year students-well,we are...
me drinking 3 Mocha Nescafe...
[o0h....berely cant keep my eyes shut 4 e whole nite]
ad the fountain...[how i wish i cud push uma inside...NYAHAHA]
us in the handicapped toilet cz e aunty cleaning in the main toilet...
candid photo of me.
uma doing her business whether big or small,i had no idea.[bt she looks lyk she's having fun]>_<
uma in the snowcapped ad e emily shop...
im damm tired now...but one thing i wan to say to u people outside....
im damm tired now...but one thing i wan to say to u people outside....
3 CHEERS FOR SWEET REVENGE!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, August 10, 2007: 5:54 AM
okay,im damm pissed off now.
& my voice is lyk getting hoarse fm teaching my bro maths.
blockhead....
:X
arghhh...
& bcz o him my mum nagging ad me cz i nvr teach him properly.
keep playing e com...
threatened 2 switch off the com plug.
& my bro also irritate me w his lack of attention.
im scolded 4 his stupid piece of hwk tt he's s'pose 2 do himself,n nt 4 me 2 givehim ans...
& 4 nt listening in class...
IM PISSED-like BIG TIME
*the whole day bubbly mood is spoilt lyk rotten eggs*
0h,wtf
& my voice is lyk getting hoarse fm teaching my bro maths.
blockhead....
:X
arghhh...
& bcz o him my mum nagging ad me cz i nvr teach him properly.
keep playing e com...
threatened 2 switch off the com plug.
& my bro also irritate me w his lack of attention.
im scolded 4 his stupid piece of hwk tt he's s'pose 2 do himself,n nt 4 me 2 givehim ans...
& 4 nt listening in class...
IM PISSED-like BIG TIME
*the whole day bubbly mood is spoilt lyk rotten eggs*
0h,wtf
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, August 08, 2007: 10:53 PM
if you're wondering how i am,i am ghost...
today is Singapore's 42nd birthday...
bt i dun feel any mood 4 a celebration.
mayb to celebrate not having to go through 2 hrs of NIE journey...
nyahaha...n also ther's more tv programmes to watch.
bt the bad thing is;ther's no Prison Break tonight!
wuuaaa!...
must finish my visual element.and draw some sketches on my visual diary...[if i got the mood]-OH GOd!hope i have the mood.
it's been a great bore not having Cable TV,bt also a blessing?
cz i've turned to Indian Movies in art central this few days.
i dun really like the singing n dancing...and some o the fighting part are kinda lame.nyahahaa...
bt i love the singing,IF the dancing is the traditional indian dance...
so...today i happened to watch History Of The Godfather...
& i find the hero quite charming.....*melts*
here's a video of his dancing...
& his fighting...using traditonal indian steps...
& a very famous movie,Chandramukhi....i got put this video in my blog before...
happy watching...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, August 07, 2007: 4:34 AM
To You, ContorionistYour eyes push shards of glass to mince my defenses
I never thought I'd feel this way -
memories haunting every breath
it frightens me to know I can never be rid of you
after a year, you still stir something in me
the hate has faded but the disgust remains.
I recall when only warmth and acceptance filled your eyes.
it frightens me to know I can never be rid of you
after a year, you still stir something in me
the hate has faded but the disgust remains.
I recall when only warmth and acceptance filled your eyes.
If I could understand - what turned you against me
if I could just understand - what hardened your stare into scorn
what was it worth to you - to turn me inside out?
You became he that we hated - left me with scarlet eyes
and an empty chest - its been a year and I still feel nauseous
brown eyes cut into me - parting once friendly flesh
I burned your pictures away - but I can't stop remember when
the city has not felt the same since
if I could just understand - what hardened your stare into scorn
what was it worth to you - to turn me inside out?
You became he that we hated - left me with scarlet eyes
and an empty chest - its been a year and I still feel nauseous
brown eyes cut into me - parting once friendly flesh
I burned your pictures away - but I can't stop remember when
the city has not felt the same since
though your stare has hardened - this cold contempt makes me wonder
could an ounce of guilt boil in your blood?
This blood we shared - seeps from an ever present truth
a missing piece of my past - still makes me crawl the other way
no I can't forgive - as you embody my regret
you are the living proof - that I'll never ever trust again
I never really told you what you had meant to me
ere my lungs met the ire of your voracious mouth.
could an ounce of guilt boil in your blood?
This blood we shared - seeps from an ever present truth
a missing piece of my past - still makes me crawl the other way
no I can't forgive - as you embody my regret
you are the living proof - that I'll never ever trust again
I never really told you what you had meant to me
ere my lungs met the ire of your voracious mouth.
So now I walk alone through the ashes of our ties.
My mind flooding with memories of endless summer drives.
I'd love to talk with you to fully understand
what finally drove you to this choice - to smash my heart
but some things are better left unsaid.
My mind flooding with memories of endless summer drives.
I'd love to talk with you to fully understand
what finally drove you to this choice - to smash my heart
but some things are better left unsaid.
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 3:21 AM
start of the day were alrdy craziee
once we reached Little India to see the exhibition.ate dosaiii!yumm!
see the indian uncle thinking "why do i have this kind of dumb customers?"
me as Sir Stamford Shahidah:founder of Modern Singapore.
1945 to present!goshh!im OLD
us!
random...
the world is minee!muahaha.they watching me bhind
*worship* the paint.hur hur hur...posse
this guy is so lucky...5 girls aft him
anis!!!thought he was Gerard.... -_-"
spread my wings to FREEDOM!
uma gonna scold me 4 taking the pix with her face kinda weird on it.ops!
yash looking so sweet
i
anis walking
this pix reminded me of "high School Musical"....cz o e pose
the heat of the sun is killing them....or is it EMO?
anis muscle woman.n uma....wad she doing???!
genie got no more place 2 pose..nyahaha
let me in the toilet!!!!i need to RELIEVE MYSELF!
the best pix-me n anis EMO-ing....lame f-tard la!
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
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