Sunday, September 30, 2007: 6:23 PM
Dreaming is the perception of sensory images during sleep, in a sequence which the sleeper/dreamer usually perceives more as an apparent participant than an observer. Dreaming is stimulated by the pons and mostly occurs during the REM phase of sleep.
People have proposed many hypotheses about the functions of dreaming. Sigmund Freud postulated that dreams are the symbolic expression of frustrated desires that had been relegated to the subconscious, and he used dream interpretation in the form of psychoanalysis to uncover these desires. Scientists have become skeptical about the Freudian interpretation, and place more emphasis on dreaming as a requirement for organization and consolidation of recent memory and experience. See Freud:The Interpretation of Dreams
James Allan Hobson's and Robert McCarley's activation synthesis theory proposes that dreams are caused by the random firing of neurons in the cerebral cortex during the REM period. According to the theory, the forebrain then creates a story in an attempt to reconcile and make sense of the nonsensical sensory information presented to it, hence the odd nature of many dreams
call me a freak
but i got a nightmare,and i need scientific answers...
People have proposed many hypotheses about the functions of dreaming. Sigmund Freud postulated that dreams are the symbolic expression of frustrated desires that had been relegated to the subconscious, and he used dream interpretation in the form of psychoanalysis to uncover these desires. Scientists have become skeptical about the Freudian interpretation, and place more emphasis on dreaming as a requirement for organization and consolidation of recent memory and experience. See Freud:The Interpretation of Dreams
James Allan Hobson's and Robert McCarley's activation synthesis theory proposes that dreams are caused by the random firing of neurons in the cerebral cortex during the REM period. According to the theory, the forebrain then creates a story in an attempt to reconcile and make sense of the nonsensical sensory information presented to it, hence the odd nature of many dreams
call me a freak
but i got a nightmare,and i need scientific answers...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 5:59 AM
hmmm...
i went to johor today cz my mum wanna buy some hari raya kuehsss & kerepekss
i ended up buying 1408 & Evan Almighty DVDs & a hoody.
will be watching 1408 ad nite ltr.
hehh.gore.fun.scary...
& this quite...obese malaysian girl called me lion.
cz of my mane.
nyahahaaa...i dunno wad to say.
it was funny in a way.
bt all i noe is her fast is not counted...
i was really refraining myself from swearing her a buffalo under my breath just for fun.
:X bad bad bad *shooks head*
it's so hard to keep to urself about all this things...
at least i managed to hide my claws n my fangs.
love to tore down her fleshy ribs....
mayb i can become the lion in the Adam's Family.
hear me fuckin'--
ROAR!!!
suckas.
now Get Lost.
i went to johor today cz my mum wanna buy some hari raya kuehsss & kerepekss
i ended up buying 1408 & Evan Almighty DVDs & a hoody.
will be watching 1408 ad nite ltr.
hehh.gore.fun.scary...
& this quite...obese malaysian girl called me lion.
cz of my mane.
nyahahaaa...i dunno wad to say.
it was funny in a way.
bt all i noe is her fast is not counted...
i was really refraining myself from swearing her a buffalo under my breath just for fun.
:X bad bad bad *shooks head*
it's so hard to keep to urself about all this things...
at least i managed to hide my claws n my fangs.
love to tore down her fleshy ribs....
mayb i can become the lion in the Adam's Family.
hear me fuckin'--
ROAR!!!
suckas.
now Get Lost.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, September 28, 2007: 5:58 AM
GUESS WHAT I BOUGHT JUST NOW???
hehehehehh....
an emily comic book n emily sling bag...
T_T nyahaha...
e 3rd comic book got a full whole page of stickers
will buy e 1st n 2nd n 4th soon ;P
and the sling bag has an outer cloth of intricate designs...like a lace.
plus ther's 3 badges to go with it...
WOO HOO!!!
n i give my parents money and they were all smiley alrdy... hehee
anis went to highlight her hair n huda rebond aft class today...
tt's y im like so freaking lonely la on9 on my own...
usually anis will b ther being all bored too.
so we usually chatted n do our art work ad e same time...
ANIS!...im bored!help!
cant wait to see u n huda!rmb take pix k?
nyahahaa...
hehehehehh....
an emily comic book n emily sling bag...
T_T nyahaha...
e 3rd comic book got a full whole page of stickers
will buy e 1st n 2nd n 4th soon ;P
and the sling bag has an outer cloth of intricate designs...like a lace.
plus ther's 3 badges to go with it...
WOO HOO!!!
n i give my parents money and they were all smiley alrdy... hehee
anis went to highlight her hair n huda rebond aft class today...
tt's y im like so freaking lonely la on9 on my own...
usually anis will b ther being all bored too.
so we usually chatted n do our art work ad e same time...
ANIS!...im bored!help!
cant wait to see u n huda!rmb take pix k?
nyahahaa...
researched on my basic drawing and visual element...
i discovered new stuff today,very excited to start on my work.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, September 27, 2007: 6:05 AM
so...i've got nothing much to post,
so i'll play anis's game...
RULES:each game player of this game starts by giving 10 things about themselves.
people who get tagged need to write in their blog as well as state the rules clearly.
In the end you need to chose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
After you do that,leave them each a comment letting them know that you have tagged them n read your blog!
so..here goes.
1)im still a nerd/geek now[a friend told me im geek last time..]lol
2)i wished im borned like Albert Einstein or some smarties...
3)im not really sociable to be truthful.
4)im interested in the unexplained[UFOs,the Holocaust,death,etc etc]
5)i still keep my dinosaur pillow which was with me since primary 2.[nyahahahahaaa]
6)i just painted my room red.
7)i love gore...and think gore...like Wednesday,Lenoire,and Stewie...
8)i love my chemical romance the moment i heard "Helena"
9)i look normal[2 eyes,one nose,one mouth,two hands,two legs,with 5 fingers/toes each] bt my mind isn't
10)i 'hate' living in singapore.i got no sense of patriotism even if u guys taught me social studies.it was a waste of my time!dammit
-shashah
-shahira
-fish
-azimah
-karen
-jiahwei
-zie
-hussin
-haslinda
-haziqah
will tag them tmr...Guten Abend!
so i'll play anis's game...
RULES:each game player of this game starts by giving 10 things about themselves.
people who get tagged need to write in their blog as well as state the rules clearly.
In the end you need to chose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
After you do that,leave them each a comment letting them know that you have tagged them n read your blog!
so..here goes.
1)im still a nerd/geek now[a friend told me im geek last time..]lol
2)i wished im borned like Albert Einstein or some smarties...
3)im not really sociable to be truthful.
4)im interested in the unexplained[UFOs,the Holocaust,death,etc etc]
5)i still keep my dinosaur pillow which was with me since primary 2.[nyahahahahaaa]
6)i just painted my room red.
7)i love gore...and think gore...like Wednesday,Lenoire,and Stewie...
8)i love my chemical romance the moment i heard "Helena"
9)i look normal[2 eyes,one nose,one mouth,two hands,two legs,with 5 fingers/toes each] bt my mind isn't
10)i 'hate' living in singapore.i got no sense of patriotism even if u guys taught me social studies.it was a waste of my time!dammit
-shashah
-shahira
-fish
-azimah
-karen
-jiahwei
-zie
-hussin
-haslinda
-haziqah
will tag them tmr...Guten Abend!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, September 26, 2007: 5:48 AM
Land Of The Dead
Where forest stream went through the wood
And silent all the stens there stood
Of tall trees, moveless, hanging dark
With mottled shadows on their bark
As faint as deepest sleeper's breath
An echo came as cold as death
Long are the paths, of shadow made
Where no foot's print is ever laid
Refrain
No moon is there, no voice, no sound
Of beating heart; a sigh profound
Once in each age as each age dies
Alone is heard. Far, far it lies
The Land of Waiting where the Dead sit,
Where forest stream went through the wood
And silent all the stens there stood
Of tall trees, moveless, hanging dark
With mottled shadows on their bark
As faint as deepest sleeper's breath
An echo came as cold as death
Long are the paths, of shadow made
Where no foot's print is ever laid
Refrain
No moon is there, no voice, no sound
Of beating heart; a sigh profound
Once in each age as each age dies
Alone is heard. Far, far it lies
The Land of Waiting where the Dead sit,
In their thought's shadow, by no moon lit
Choir
Upon the plain, there rushed forth and high
Shadows at dead end of night and mirrored in the skies
Far far away beyond might of day
And there lay the land of the dead of mortal cold decay
Choir
Upon the plain, there rushed forth and high
Shadows at dead end of night and mirrored in the skies
Far far away beyond might of day
And there lay the land of the dead of mortal cold decay
3rd post today!^^
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From the bottom of my heart impure
: 5:25 AM
http://www.summoning.info/OK2!!!
this is the new band im CRAZY about...
i know tt not many[mayb no one] like this particular kind of music.
it's actually melodic death metal by Summoning.
an Austria band
i've always loved this kind of dark melodic stuff...like Cradle Of Filth.
though...it's quite intriguing???
cz their songs sumhow support satan..?
n im listening to it.
cz their songs sumhow support satan..?
n im listening to it.
...of course i wont go n worship n stuff la.
i really like how it calms me down.
:D
today class was okay.
i love mrs kay's lesson!!!
though a lot like want to sleep...
mrs eno class's is not my favorite though...
blahh...
thz 2 fizza for tt idea of chging e clock 2 15mins earlier
n uma 4 climbing e chair to chg it.
was laughing away ad me n uma's Alienated-warped faces...
will post it in e next post though :)
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, September 25, 2007: 5:40 PM
urghhh!!!where's my 800 bucks!where's my 800bucks!!??dammit.
my hands r itching to buy all this things...
shoes (S$72-US$48)
jeans(S$87-US$58)
top(S$75-US$75)
total:$234 *GASPS*
but i NEED THE SHOE!
who got paypal??!
i shall not buy anything else but a shoe,and a black buckle studded sling bag...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 1:17 AM
:D Guten Tag[good day] everyone!...
so,i'll began my day...
woked up ad 815am!!!
n i called anis straightaway to tell them i just woke up.
ceramic class was ad 9am.
so...my past few previous post about me waking up late n
HAPPENED AGAIN!in less den a mth.
wdh is wrong with me?...
sighh...go to sch alone,wen in the bus...
...err,haha...nvm...uma n jeanne knows.
:D
was cackling wen we tricked Alvin about Mr Tan coming in our class...
he was like really worried.
poor him ^^...we promise we wont scare u again...
aft class me n uma went to city hall n walked ard.
was so damn tired n thirsty.
*uma practising to be a monk,floating on air*
*"DO YOU WANT TO BUY MY HOUSE?-me imitating the Mocca advertisement*
chuckles*
was STILL laughing ad a dumb message i sent!
o0h,blur me.
credits to anis for lending me her "beginner's German set of Teach Yourself"
it costs $53.99 with GST.
i promise to look after it well!
auf Wiedersehen
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, September 24, 2007: 7:45 PM
IF I WERE TO GO TO HEAVEN,I THINK THIS IS IT...
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 6:49 AM
haluu2!...so today's update,it's printmaking class.
was really hard carving fm the wood.
as i said,i felt like a cavewoman with these primitive tools...
my drawing is jus intricate-like designs...
ard this sentence called "Hades Hotel[pronounce as ha-des :P]
which is another word for hell.
death obsession...wadever u want to call me. :P
den shashah msg me wan buke puase same2 ad KFC CP...
so yeahh...took train den lrt reached sec sch ad 5.15pm...
took lrt again 2 CP,lazy walk la...
chatted for almost 2hrs in e lib...our usual hang out place.
wen suddenly i was about to talk bou' Cg Maimunah wen her DAUGHTER was ther!...
o0h...wdh.
LOL LOL LOL...
-_-" fiuhh...haa!only shashah noe y im LOL-ing...
i saw this pictures in someone's blog,seriously!i cant rmb!
sry tt i took w/o permission,bt i luv it so much.
cheerios!^^
[tt wad Miriam,my german friend,taught me]
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, September 23, 2007: 3:01 AM
time to update!^^ystd...managed to finish my sky for copy painting..
it still looks kinda diff...grr...
den ad afternoon,went to geylang n bought my malay costume
den ad afternoon,went to geylang n bought my malay costume
it's purple.
reached my grandparents house.
a lot more of my uncles and aunties came...
so damn crowded in the 2 room flat.
bt it's nice...ther's the 'homely' feeling.
im finally reading the Metal Hammer magazine issue 169 i bought a mth ago.
cz the past few weeks are packed with assignments...
im crazy about The Damned.
it's this gothic and also punk rock band in the 1976...
bt it's so hard t find their songs now...
it's all gone. :(
i need to find their CDs!!!
they are actually the band tt emily's so crazy about.
n now im crazy about them.especially Beauty Of The Beasttttt!!!
gahh...i tried to find ad imeem n a tonne o other websites,bt they dun haf it.
i tried to upload to imeem,bt they only accept mp3 n wma format.
my BOTB is mpeg4...haiss...
lost classics.
maybe i got a future,bt i have no particular direction in life
i think i made up my mind!
im gonna work with buzz parker and bob reger.
we'll paint emily n the cats on the canvas together!...
tt's my dream.
finally i visited emily's website.
n was jaw droppingly shocked by all the art works fm buzz n bob.
my stomach twisted wen i found some "SOLD"
urghh...i wan them all.
the most expensive reached to US$4760
for me it's priceless..
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, September 21, 2007: 2:59 AM
yay!one project down!
one more to go...NIE copy painting...
=_=
this post,will be for my class...
today i felt kinda sad 4 e class...
i dunno...it's really weird.
bt wen we went thru all our art stuff,i realise ther's more.
more to tell in this 17,18+ years we had live,
we had gone thru a lot.
i think starting fm me,e eathquake.
huda,her childhood.
anis,her 2002.
candice,wanted a family gathering.
ther's more...even in the previous printmaking...
it's touching 4 me.
bt one thing i realised...
most o e problems started ad home...
or is it my imagination?
it's hard reminiscing e past o sec sch...
bt i noe nw,i haf 2 face forward...& i feel i m.
i love my class as days goes by.
all girls :) 'sisters'...nyahaha
one more to go...NIE copy painting...
=_=
this post,will be for my class...
today i felt kinda sad 4 e class...
i dunno...it's really weird.
bt wen we went thru all our art stuff,i realise ther's more.
more to tell in this 17,18+ years we had live,
we had gone thru a lot.
i think starting fm me,e eathquake.
huda,her childhood.
anis,her 2002.
candice,wanted a family gathering.
ther's more...even in the previous printmaking...
it's touching 4 me.
bt one thing i realised...
most o e problems started ad home...
or is it my imagination?
it's hard reminiscing e past o sec sch...
bt i noe nw,i haf 2 face forward...& i feel i m.
i love my class as days goes by.
all girls :) 'sisters'...nyahaha
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 2:30 AM
3 words:my.hair.sucks
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, September 20, 2007: 5:03 PM
i'll start with yestd,cz ystd was lyk a HAPPY day for me ^^
firstly,i got a maillll fm my new pal,fm germany!
start out in NIE...e journey seems shorter,dunno y...
mayb we were talking n stuff...
actually i felt so depressed with my work.
juneo [his breath acrid from a ciggarette]
tell me 2 liquid paper quite a few of my sky cz ther's white patches of canvas white ther...
and actually,my stonehenge by Constable is from watercolor...
nt acrylic...so i haf to re-do my sky with a ot of water...
he made one whole round again n say "wahh,u taking risk ahh..."
n im lyk..totally deflate.
he walked ard n come again...
n den he give me e blending liquid...
it really works...wee...
n den he said "mm...nt bad nt bad..good"
it took a while 4 e words 2 sunk in...n wen it does,rainbow color shot out of my eyes.
nyahahaa...over exagerating.
therefore,i've forgiven him 4 making me pissed of with him on e 2nd lesson o NIE.
hehehee...
went off really lyk 5pm,cz my mum call me bac say wan 2 go Ochard break fast.
e bus was not crowded,which add to my good mood. ^^
practically me n uma got sits in e bus n also e green line mrt.
reached ochard,n den i walked e wrong way 2 lucky plaza..
-_-" nearly fainted w exhaustion.
went inside this magic shop n wsa electrocuted by this lighter.
[seriously wen i 1st click it,i didnt feel anything...i think tt's wad called e 'psychological power'
cz i was expecting a flame 2 flicker out.]
ate ayam bakar indonesia!umm..yumyumm...
went down n bought starbucks frap java...
weee....
n i saw this weird guy AGAIN 4 e 2nd tym...
is tt coincidence?lyk wtf?[sry,u'll nt noe wad im crapping]
reached home do my perspective drawing fm 9pm till 1am.
nw...i'll go off,n do it some more.
anis!*seriously,i feel caffeinated.cz i sleep only 4hrs today :P
firstly,i got a maillll fm my new pal,fm germany!
start out in NIE...e journey seems shorter,dunno y...
mayb we were talking n stuff...
actually i felt so depressed with my work.
juneo [his breath acrid from a ciggarette]
tell me 2 liquid paper quite a few of my sky cz ther's white patches of canvas white ther...
and actually,my stonehenge by Constable is from watercolor...
nt acrylic...so i haf to re-do my sky with a ot of water...
he made one whole round again n say "wahh,u taking risk ahh..."
n im lyk..totally deflate.
he walked ard n come again...
n den he give me e blending liquid...
it really works...wee...
n den he said "mm...nt bad nt bad..good"
it took a while 4 e words 2 sunk in...n wen it does,rainbow color shot out of my eyes.
nyahahaa...over exagerating.
therefore,i've forgiven him 4 making me pissed of with him on e 2nd lesson o NIE.
hehehee...
went off really lyk 5pm,cz my mum call me bac say wan 2 go Ochard break fast.
e bus was not crowded,which add to my good mood. ^^
practically me n uma got sits in e bus n also e green line mrt.
reached ochard,n den i walked e wrong way 2 lucky plaza..
-_-" nearly fainted w exhaustion.
went inside this magic shop n wsa electrocuted by this lighter.
[seriously wen i 1st click it,i didnt feel anything...i think tt's wad called e 'psychological power'
cz i was expecting a flame 2 flicker out.]
ate ayam bakar indonesia!umm..yumyumm...
went down n bought starbucks frap java...
weee....
n i saw this weird guy AGAIN 4 e 2nd tym...
is tt coincidence?lyk wtf?[sry,u'll nt noe wad im crapping]
reached home do my perspective drawing fm 9pm till 1am.
nw...i'll go off,n do it some more.
anis!*seriously,i feel caffeinated.cz i sleep only 4hrs today :P
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, September 19, 2007: 1:42 AM
so we'd had fun cz we went to the art gallery to see e art work...
really2 awesome.
n e most fun part is,u can take pictures!n paste it on e wall...
hehh...i luv!
presentation was okay today!
except tt my stomach make a churning sound tt cz uma n jeanne 2 erupt in fits of giggles...
err...lol...
got home ad 3pm n straightaway do my copy painting for 1hr30mins.
n now im dead tired.
every bone in me is tired...
i've done half of my sky at least;satisfactorily...
2nite im goin 2 do my 2nd perspective building...
*groan*
oh - my dearest; the sweet music in the ear -
albeit, daresay I, the lullaby of an everso dark sleep.
my precious,
likest thou what emergeth yon the distant?
the throbbing and breathing of life's machinery!
wanion its oh so damndest soul!
with the devil-instrument it we shall reap,
after the banquet obscur'd in our thole,
its blood so lovingly across our faces smear
lord of carnage!,
lady of carnage!,
one funeral maketh many,
swarm god's acres;
two indeed more:
blest treat of delight -
give praise for the blood it bled,
grant a rose for the dead!
grant a rose for the dead!
enraptur'd by the timeless beauty of theshadowsphere,
we two abide the overlook'd time of the watch.
make this cherish'd feast last
but until the new dawn ascendeth.
be still - harken the lure of night!
bale in each its damndest shadow,
cloth me in night, ne'er fell rue,
in its face, behold! naught save grue.
pray, ne'er come hither daylight!
wane to dust the wight,velvet darkness,
thee we ourselves bestow!
misery it in velvet fright
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, September 17, 2007: 6:57 AM
so i woke up late today ad 855am
when im suppose 2 meet uma,anis n huda ad 915 sengkang mrt
to go to sch today to do our hist presentation n ceramics...
we meeting jeanne,yash n suv in e lib ad 10.
i was really stretchin myself cz last night was so cold & so good 2 sleep.
i was blinking ad e clock on my study table n was wondering wad tym im s'pose 2 meet them.
as it dawned on me i was gonna b late,i let out an "oh damn!"
jump out o my bed.tuck my bed in a hurry,took my clothes n rush insde e bathroom.
n forgot 2 take my towel.so i didn't bath today
w/ch was lyk 'err'...cz i always bath in e morn.
just reached in tym 4 em.
& we finished our powerpoint!n i think it's po-WER.
ahakz...i love wen everyone work together.
den aftt we went 2 ceramics n finish up our final piece glazing.
finished ad 4 plus...urgh.tiring.bt content.
den aftt we went 2 ceramics n finish up our final piece glazing.
finished ad 4 plus...urgh.tiring.bt content.
as usual.i feel....how can i put it?
wrong?poison?beastful?acrimonious?
oh,wtf.heh
oh,wtf.heh
this picture was taken on thur ad NIE.we're doing copy painting.
more pictures will be ad NAFA yahoo! group[will i'll be goin ther 2 visit...]
more pictures will be ad NAFA yahoo! group[will i'll be goin ther 2 visit...]
"im a real life emily?"
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, September 16, 2007: 5:38 AM
weeee!!!
so cool!
blogger with video.
hmm...testing2.
e 1st video is a short cartoon made by me,ad cartoon network
http://www.cartoonnetwork.com/promos/clipbook/game
u guys can try it.though i was wasting tym doing it.
duhh...
& 2nd is an infamous clip of me being crocodile hunter ad student lounge.
nyahahaha[nervous laughter]
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, September 14, 2007: 10:59 PM
M2M-the day you went away
play it.the lyrics is with the video...
play it.the lyrics is with the video...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, September 12, 2007: 3:58 AM
if i was a dragon i would already spit fire,
if i was a whale i'll flood the ocean,
if im the volcano i would have erupted.
to sally,fat n azimah:
hey,talking to u guys just nw really made me want to burst out everything im bottling in.
i dunno wad to do.
please help me.
n sally,e last thing u said to me,was lyk a punch in my stomach.
i got no words...
btw,uma said tt she doesnt seek revenge;
while i do.
& i jz 4gotten e satisfaction o it.
& also i've been hiding 4 so long,
i only recognise e feeling o getting hurt,nt being e one 2 hurt sumone else.
so i did jz tt.
i replied e msg tt 'she' sent me few mths back.
i'll demand for the answers.
not sit around in this pathetic sorrow.
is it me,or m i feeling tt my room is shaking????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*7:52pm*
ya...it was an earthquake.
in sumatra and it's 7.9 ritcher.
god...and jz a coincidence tt it was today.
& tmr is e fasting mth.
my heart was pounding.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, September 08, 2007: 11:48 PM
i've chg my blog song again..
umm...some people may nt like it.
umm...some people may nt like it.
bt repeating it makes the song stuck in my head
and the anger felt lesser aft hearing n headbanging to it ad home.
on fri nite,went home straightaway cz my parents wan 2 treat us food.
n den i saw this black dress ad PepperPlus and i bought it!
IT'S SO DAMN NICE.
i love it.
picked my sis up fm the mrt station
bought my room paint,which,is crimson red.
the wall with my small tv n computer and also the wall with my bed will b painted tt color.
and den my window wall will be white rose.
dropped by Ikea Tamp 2 jalan2 some more...& i bought a black paint specially 4 wood.
im gonna paint my study table n my closet black.
nw,as u can see on e top pic tt my wall is an ugly blue...cz it used 2 b my bro's room.
cant wait 2 paint,bt sch's been buzy buzzy...
haiss...
went out w uma 2 ochard ystd.we ate ar
it was yummy yum!
(look ad uma,n u'll now tt it's lip smacking-lydelicious]
(look ad uma,n u'll now tt it's lip smacking-lydelicious]walked around n i bought a MCR bag patch n uma a Sacred Reich badge.
[haa...i just looked ad the band's video ad youtube...it's some sort of e german WW2 as u can obviously point out ad e band's name.it's some sort Iron Maiden.]
[haa...i just looked ad the band's video ad youtube...it's some sort of e german WW2 as u can obviously point out ad e band's name.it's some sort Iron Maiden.]we both dun noe tt band,bt im checkin it out ltr.
e salesgirl is pissing me off
n uma a black rose ring while me a red rose ring 2 go w my black dress.
haa..
spent too much tym in Borders looking ad 1001 painting u must see before u die.
spent too much tym in Borders looking ad 1001 painting u must see before u die.
reached home,and no one ad home.
weeee.......all alone!i secretly took my sis's X-filed dvd n watched.
wahh...fuckin' cool!i LOVE X-files!
i wish im an FBI!i wanna b FBI!i wanna shake hands with aliens
im serious
n Jack Black acted in one o it.heex..."school of rock"<3
so today im nt goin anywhere.
i do some of my copy painting.
*camera rolling back to 2 days ago****
my dad bought 3 'rock' crabs to cook chilli crab ystd...
my dad tied e plastic bag n put e crab on the table.
e next day,the plastic bag was on the floor,n 2 crabs are on the floor while e 3rd one was missing.
my dad went 4 a house search.
since i didnt close my bedroom door,my dad checked in my room.
bt ther's no crab.
"mayb i fell out o e window" my bro said.
*back to today*
my brother smelt something weird inside our room...
n he told my mum.
my mum suspected tt it was the crab in my room...
and....wanna noe the conclusion???
be ready.
it's under my bed!!!!...all along.
it's in my room.4 goodness sake.
i dun even noe.
my sis said she heard some claws clickin' in my room bt dismissed tt thought.
...
it was already dead under my bed.
and it stunked up my room.
gross.gross.gross.gross...
poor mr krabbs...
the middle guy is damn hot!nyahahahahaaa...
I Killed The Prom Queen-Say Goodbye
Storm clouds hanging over head.
Offer not the slightest bit of comfort for the first time in days.
I wait to discover disasters that I've slept though while I felt so alive.
So we say goodbye, so we say goodbye.
Heartstrings severed just as quick as they were discovered.
So we say goodbye, so we say goodbye.
I'll break my own fall, to keep you picture perfect.
Just don't wake me up now..
So say goodbye, close your eyes for the last time,
questioning everything that went wrong..
questioning everything that went wrong..
The silence she whispers to me,
telling me things we dare to speak out loud.
The collaboration of the blinding sun through vacant streets hits home hard,
like a hatchet to the skull.
I'd keep you here if it kept me warm and these winters away.
Your hands were the only hands needed to hold me.
For the first time in days.. I feel alive.
In the end we'll both rot together.
In the end we'll rot together, our love lies in embers
telling me things we dare to speak out loud.
The collaboration of the blinding sun through vacant streets hits home hard,
like a hatchet to the skull.
I'd keep you here if it kept me warm and these winters away.
Your hands were the only hands needed to hold me.
For the first time in days.. I feel alive.
In the end we'll both rot together.
In the end we'll rot together, our love lies in embers
So say goodbye, close your eyes for the last time,
questioning everything that went wrong..
questioning everything that went wrong..
peering out of those same cracked windows.
That I studied, for days upon days..
Suddenly collapse.. It all falls down.
So say goodbye, close your eyes for the last time,
questioning everything that went wrong..
That I studied, for days upon days..
Suddenly collapse.. It all falls down.
So say goodbye, close your eyes for the last time,
questioning everything that went wrong..
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, September 02, 2007: 6:18 AM
okay...this blog of mine is rotting.with a rotting owner here...
im so super duper busy.
today i saw fat n sunita n a few more pizza hut colleagues...
miss them to the core.
and i haf fun w shashah n uma...
:D
sat:go johor bought a sandal...draw out my room.half of the bugis building...and also 6 of my warped face 4 visual elements...
sun:went to take pictures w uma...nyahahaa...weee!
printed out e pictures....drew one o it.'painted' something 4 printmaking...blah!
painted 3 of my warped faces...
artartartartartartartartartartart
im so super duper busy.
today i saw fat n sunita n a few more pizza hut colleagues...
miss them to the core.
and i haf fun w shashah n uma...
:D
sat:go johor bought a sandal...draw out my room.half of the bugis building...and also 6 of my warped face 4 visual elements...
sun:went to take pictures w uma...nyahahaa...weee!
printed out e pictures....drew one o it.'painted' something 4 printmaking...blah!
painted 3 of my warped faces...
artartartartartartartartartartart
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
memories resurfaced.
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