Thursday, November 29, 2007: 3:32 AM
hehe...
finally i watched the Trance shuffle moves in YouTube tt syg told me 2 watch.
here's this guy who dance really great!
http://www.youtube.com/user/JakeGisbanGin
:)
hmm....my voice is totally gone.
it's sucks when u wanted to say something but u couldnt.
:( & i cant sing infrnt of the computer now as im typing this.
but the good thing is that my running nose had gone away,
my throst isnt itching like crap like in the morning
& i dont have cold sweat anymore.
i feel weak still though,after a day of --teehee--shopping.
my eyes refuse to close so here i am typing slowly...
yeahhh....very slowly...
i bought a white top[bless me,for once,im a freaking angel this christmas]
no black no.
bt as i reached home,my mum[urgghhh!]--she always gives bad comments about what i buy.
& she said i look like a pregnant woman in the top.
which is some sort true.
o000hhh...wtf...*groans*
bought a purple pump shoes & gold bangles.
& o00hh...a sketchbook!!
i've pasted stickers on it alrdy.cant wait to spoil it up w ugly drawings though...
...hmm...
for the first time i know what it's like to be mute!
this sucks like a snowman shit.
finally i watched the Trance shuffle moves in YouTube tt syg told me 2 watch.
here's this guy who dance really great!
http://www.youtube.com/user/JakeGisbanGin
:)
hmm....my voice is totally gone.
it's sucks when u wanted to say something but u couldnt.
:( & i cant sing infrnt of the computer now as im typing this.
but the good thing is that my running nose had gone away,
my throst isnt itching like crap like in the morning
& i dont have cold sweat anymore.
i feel weak still though,after a day of --teehee--shopping.
my eyes refuse to close so here i am typing slowly...
yeahhh....very slowly...
i bought a white top[bless me,for once,im a freaking angel this christmas]
no black no.
bt as i reached home,my mum[urgghhh!]--she always gives bad comments about what i buy.
& she said i look like a pregnant woman in the top.
which is some sort true.
o000hhh...wtf...*groans*
bought a purple pump shoes & gold bangles.
& o00hh...a sketchbook!!
i've pasted stickers on it alrdy.cant wait to spoil it up w ugly drawings though...
...hmm...
for the first time i know what it's like to be mute!
this sucks like a snowman shit.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, November 27, 2007: 4:20 AM
im having a bad fever.my body's aching.ouch.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, November 23, 2007: 3:47 AM
reply to faeezah's tag: wahh...lu nak potong tangan gua lu tai long ah?hah!?lu nak gantong gua tangan kat pintu mana?
Laughing Out Loud
anis will get the joke too. ^^
so...tmr i'll go
my mum say we'll leave ad 6.30am.
woo...tt's damn early.
but i don't care.
i'll stay up late as possible & so i could sleep in the car.
i think my classmates would be doing Kallang Waves on this sunday.
lol again!
im in a bubbly mood now.
i just replied Miriam's email. here's some infamous snippets.
so what do u put on the snowmen? :D
carrots olives & a wool scarf?
god,i cant believe i only see people building a snowmen on tv.T_T
^^
i heard about dark sanctuary too..
--wow!i just saw a BRIGHT BIG moon outside my window.
it's light is from the sun;so it's shining real bright and full.
i saw u put the Beauty & The Beast at ur myspace!
i agree with u tt it's a beautiful song
i first listened to it last year and was blown away!
im going to Malaysia ,Kuala Lumpur for a vacation for 4 days
with my family and my cousin..
we're going to this gigantic shopping mall tt have an indoor themepark in it.
woo...i really have a thing about roller coasters.
but once i try one,i felt like im gonna die...
so i watched Saw 4.which was rated R21 here...
i already watched saw 1 & 2...
and this thought goes through my mine...
i think everyone had thought about suicide sometimes...
...and the reason why Jigsaw chose his victims is because the victims felt tt ther's no point in living anymore...
& i was thinking if tt's the reason[people thinking about suicide];
i think Jigsaw would have been a very busy person coming up with new instruments of torture for millions of people who thinks of suicide around the world...
& i wonder tt Jigsaw will be so so busy that he become so stressed up tt he finally,committed suicide himself...
...
do u think what my i think is lame??
but i don't know why i think about this stuff.
after i think about this,i was really getting paranoid tt Jigsaw will be lurking around my house waiting to get me.
i pity her for getting such a retard for her email pal.
but you know what?
she introduce me to this artist;Victoria Frances.
it's in Espagnol though.but it's GOTHIC!
& the paintings are...wow.
yeah...tt's the word.
wordless.
http://www.victoriafrances.es/
im gonna miss u people reading my worthless blog though u didnt tag in here but it's okay.
to anis again!
i found Cirque De Soleil CDs for only $5 per CD!!!!
want to haul some home???
to him,im gonna miss you like crazy
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, November 22, 2007: 4:45 AM
the little things i need to bring for KL trip[so i don't forget]:
1) sleeping bag[no2...im not camping outdoors.im in the hotel]
2) PSP charger n hp charger
3) mystery.
4) money[duhh...]
5) IC
6) toothbrush
i dwld Limewire n dwld as many eisregen,sonata arctica and emilie autumn songs enuf to blast a troop of army.
den i delete back limewire.
ahakz
>_<
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, November 21, 2007: 9:35 PM
umm...this song is for uma...
i dunno how u'll react to this song;
but i used to cry over it.
i dunno if it would help u feel better or worst.
but it made me feel better...
somehow.
it's like not waking up in a bad bad nightmare.
but time will help.
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 3:23 AM
so finally today i did some chinese ink try-outs...
the end results...
the one with the person yelling was actually a mistake-i hate it bcz the ink turned out so dark...but then i turned it till it become....something i can be at least a little happy about...
overall,it sucks.
Thus this winter long
and she bled in this winter
the blizzard thundering above her head
shall she just lay down now on this frozen water burial?
Oh this beauty,such a pity.
rotting like a dead rose
but shall she surrender in Death;
--in thought, that can alone
overthrone the empire
shadows crept,there she wept
the moon is hanging & she feels lonely,
but not totally alone.
as the enigmaticals of the universe.
where Celestials and even Lucifer roams...
it is still ruled by One.
from the One that made her,
and to the One she returned...
and from her mother's womb she was born to Earth
and to earth she returned-
in the Necropolis;where the dead sighs...
what's all this artsy-fartsy tt's gotten in me???
the end results...
the one with the person yelling was actually a mistake-i hate it bcz the ink turned out so dark...but then i turned it till it become....something i can be at least a little happy about...
overall,it sucks.
Thus this winter long
and she bled in this winter
the blizzard thundering above her head
shall she just lay down now on this frozen water burial?
Oh this beauty,such a pity.
rotting like a dead rose
but shall she surrender in Death;
--in thought, that can alone
overthrone the empire
shadows crept,there she wept
the moon is hanging & she feels lonely,
but not totally alone.
as the enigmaticals of the universe.
where Celestials and even Lucifer roams...
it is still ruled by One.
from the One that made her,
and to the One she returned...
and from her mother's womb she was born to Earth
and to earth she returned-
in the Necropolis;where the dead sighs...
what's all this artsy-fartsy tt's gotten in me???
From the bottom of my heart impure
Tuesday, November 20, 2007: 4:27 AM
anyone happening here in my blog must be extremely bored to death that they could cry.
no worries...go listen to The Cure video "Close To Me" and u'll be amused by it.
dun worry,its worth wasting ur time.
hehh...i feel it's a dumb thing to post in german when no one understands what im blabbering about...
i was saying tt im planning to take painting lesson[but still no idea where yet]
i planned to go to Sengkang community club & see what do they have...
or i want to ask jeanne how this artist taught her watercolor b4...
hmm...
who wants to join me are welcome.
& i said i miss him alot.
& i say tt dont worry,i didnt type tt whole german out on my own...
haha!i went to this website with english to german translation
>_<
CHEATER!
CHEATER!
but anyhoo...im really fueld up to learn how to WRITE german...
not talk german.
im so tongue-tied trying.
& my mouth gets tired fast & sometimes spit just shoot out
[eww]haha!
anis can do it though!she's really good at it.
will be going KL on this saturday!
weeeeeeee...
2 days KL.1 day port dickson...
will be going with hafizah but she'll live in another hotel cant get the same one but we'll be going to tt indoor amusement park cum gigantic shopping mall tt im gonna slack like a heaping monster drinking none other than starbucks and shop for new shoes tops sketchbook sketchbook for uma and more more more!
fiuuuhhHH!
almost no breath.
but life is frustratingly monotonous.well...mayb my whole life is monotonous.
thx to mine «kjære» foreldre
hmm...no one is suppose to understand tt.
but 2 person always made my day!!
lalalaaa...
*GRINS*
btw,i manage to upload ...Und Sie Blutete Nur Einen Sommer Lang at my imeem!
weeeee....
so here's the lyrics!to you Satanist!
hmm....mayb i should cross tt word out.
cz i wouldnt call myself a Satanist nor i want to make someone into a Satanist...
mayb i shall say "to you Black Metal songs lovers"
duhhh...
Nie werd ich ihn vergessen - den Sommer vor drei Jahren
Der wrmste Sommer seit ich denken kann
Bei Nacht herrschte die schwle Hitze
Die das Nachtgewand am Krper kleben lie
Diese Taubheit durch die Wrme
Die den Geist benebelt
Und dich glauben macht
Dass dein Blut kochend durch den Krper fliet
Als ich wieder keinen Schlaf fand
Trieb ich ruhelos durch die Straen
Dann traf ich sie im bleichen Mondlicht
Sie sprach mich an und ich erstarrte
Und sie nahm mich bei der Hand
Und fhrte mich in ihr schwarzes Wunderland
Bald hatten wir den Wald erreicht
Die Stadt lag weit zurck
Und nur die Nacht war Zeuge
Als ihr Spiel begann...
Die schwle Luft in meinen Lungen
Und ihr Geschmack auf meiner Zunge
Dann lag das Messer in ihrer Hand...
Und sie fing an sich zart zu schneiden
Ein Netz aus warmen Rot
Verzierte ihren nackten Leib
...
und sie blutete fr mich, einen ganzen Sommer lang
Sie fhrte meisterlich die Klinge,
Die das Lied des Schmerzes sang
Jede Nacht war das Leid unser beider Lohn
Die Narben trug ich gerne als Zeichen dieser Religion
Ich konnte es kaum erwarten, bis der Tag der Nacht verfiel
Denn dann endlich konnte es beginnen, das Messerspiel
Stund um Stund ffneten wir unsere Krper
Bis das Licht des neuen Tages den Reiz vertrieb
So verlief der wrmste Sommer, seit ich denken kann
Noch heut trag ich stolz die Narben, mein ganzes Leben lang
Eines Nachts, bei Regenschauer, endete das Liebesspiel
Der letzte Schnitt an ihrem Krper war wohl endgltig zu viel...
Und das Leben troff in langen Bahnen aus ihrem Leib
Ein letztes Lcheln, dann war es an der Zeit
Sie schloss die Augen, und ging fr immer fort
Mit Trnen in den Augen verlie ich diesen Ort
Wo sie lag auf einem Netz aus rotem Lebenssaft ...
Nie werd ich vergessen -
Den Sommer vor drei Jahren
Der schnste Sommer, seit ich denken kann
Bei Nacht herrschte die Klinge
Die das Leben strmen lsst
Diese Taubheit durch Blutarmut
Die den Geist vernebelt
Und dich trumen lsst
Wenn dein Blut den Boden nsst
no worries...go listen to The Cure video "Close To Me" and u'll be amused by it.
dun worry,its worth wasting ur time.
hehh...i feel it's a dumb thing to post in german when no one understands what im blabbering about...
i was saying tt im planning to take painting lesson[but still no idea where yet]
i planned to go to Sengkang community club & see what do they have...
or i want to ask jeanne how this artist taught her watercolor b4...
hmm...
who wants to join me are welcome.
& i said i miss him alot.
& i say tt dont worry,i didnt type tt whole german out on my own...
haha!i went to this website with english to german translation
>_<
CHEATER!
CHEATER!
but anyhoo...im really fueld up to learn how to WRITE german...
not talk german.
im so tongue-tied trying.
& my mouth gets tired fast & sometimes spit just shoot out
[eww]haha!
anis can do it though!she's really good at it.
will be going KL on this saturday!
weeeeeeee...
2 days KL.1 day port dickson...
will be going with hafizah but she'll live in another hotel cant get the same one but we'll be going to tt indoor amusement park cum gigantic shopping mall tt im gonna slack like a heaping monster drinking none other than starbucks and shop for new shoes tops sketchbook sketchbook for uma and more more more!
fiuuuhhHH!
almost no breath.
but life is frustratingly monotonous.well...mayb my whole life is monotonous.
thx to mine «kjære» foreldre
hmm...no one is suppose to understand tt.
but 2 person always made my day!!
lalalaaa...
*GRINS*
btw,i manage to upload ...Und Sie Blutete Nur Einen Sommer Lang at my imeem!
weeeee....
so here's the lyrics!to you Satanist!
hmm....mayb i should cross tt word out.
cz i wouldnt call myself a Satanist nor i want to make someone into a Satanist...
mayb i shall say "to you Black Metal songs lovers"
duhhh...
Nie werd ich ihn vergessen - den Sommer vor drei Jahren
Der wrmste Sommer seit ich denken kann
Bei Nacht herrschte die schwle Hitze
Die das Nachtgewand am Krper kleben lie
Diese Taubheit durch die Wrme
Die den Geist benebelt
Und dich glauben macht
Dass dein Blut kochend durch den Krper fliet
Als ich wieder keinen Schlaf fand
Trieb ich ruhelos durch die Straen
Dann traf ich sie im bleichen Mondlicht
Sie sprach mich an und ich erstarrte
Und sie nahm mich bei der Hand
Und fhrte mich in ihr schwarzes Wunderland
Bald hatten wir den Wald erreicht
Die Stadt lag weit zurck
Und nur die Nacht war Zeuge
Als ihr Spiel begann...
Die schwle Luft in meinen Lungen
Und ihr Geschmack auf meiner Zunge
Dann lag das Messer in ihrer Hand...
Und sie fing an sich zart zu schneiden
Ein Netz aus warmen Rot
Verzierte ihren nackten Leib
...
und sie blutete fr mich, einen ganzen Sommer lang
Sie fhrte meisterlich die Klinge,
Die das Lied des Schmerzes sang
Jede Nacht war das Leid unser beider Lohn
Die Narben trug ich gerne als Zeichen dieser Religion
Ich konnte es kaum erwarten, bis der Tag der Nacht verfiel
Denn dann endlich konnte es beginnen, das Messerspiel
Stund um Stund ffneten wir unsere Krper
Bis das Licht des neuen Tages den Reiz vertrieb
So verlief der wrmste Sommer, seit ich denken kann
Noch heut trag ich stolz die Narben, mein ganzes Leben lang
Eines Nachts, bei Regenschauer, endete das Liebesspiel
Der letzte Schnitt an ihrem Krper war wohl endgltig zu viel...
Und das Leben troff in langen Bahnen aus ihrem Leib
Ein letztes Lcheln, dann war es an der Zeit
Sie schloss die Augen, und ging fr immer fort
Mit Trnen in den Augen verlie ich diesen Ort
Wo sie lag auf einem Netz aus rotem Lebenssaft ...
Nie werd ich vergessen -
Den Sommer vor drei Jahren
Der schnste Sommer, seit ich denken kann
Bei Nacht herrschte die Klinge
Die das Leben strmen lsst
Diese Taubheit durch Blutarmut
Die den Geist vernebelt
Und dich trumen lsst
Wenn dein Blut den Boden nsst
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, November 18, 2007: 8:31 PM
this post is in German.
though their might be some mistakes.
i think.
So...ich hat gebohrt ich nur könnte weinen!
Was fickt das? ...
Ich verspreche mich selbst, anstreichene Lektionen mit Uma in einem Gemeinschaftklub einzunehmen...
Bald.
Wir werden zu einem Gemeinschaftklub gehen und werden sehen,
welcher lesons sie dort haben.
Ich verpasse Baby damit viel.
:‚(
Kann jetzt ich nicht warten, zu K. L weil von dieser Langeweile zu gehen, die scheint, mich in Rubindüsterheit zu verurteilen. Sorgen Sie sich, ich nicht habe geschrieben alle von dies aus allein nicht. Ich bin zu einem Gewebe mit
Englisch zu deutscher Übersetzung gegangen.
Aber he hoo...
Ich habe entschieden, Deutsch ZU SCHREIBEN,aber nicht, Deutsch ZU REDEN.
Anis kann es machen..
mit den ganzen Beleidigungen und Stoff meine Zunge ist Zunge hat gebunden! Haha...
Tschüs.
though their might be some mistakes.
i think.
So...ich hat gebohrt ich nur könnte weinen!
Was fickt das? ...
Ich verspreche mich selbst, anstreichene Lektionen mit Uma in einem Gemeinschaftklub einzunehmen...
Bald.
Wir werden zu einem Gemeinschaftklub gehen und werden sehen,
welcher lesons sie dort haben.
Ich verpasse Baby damit viel.
:‚(
Kann jetzt ich nicht warten, zu K. L weil von dieser Langeweile zu gehen, die scheint, mich in Rubindüsterheit zu verurteilen. Sorgen Sie sich, ich nicht habe geschrieben alle von dies aus allein nicht. Ich bin zu einem Gewebe mit
Englisch zu deutscher Übersetzung gegangen.
Aber he hoo...
Ich habe entschieden, Deutsch ZU SCHREIBEN,aber nicht, Deutsch ZU REDEN.
Anis kann es machen..
mit den ganzen Beleidigungen und Stoff meine Zunge ist Zunge hat gebunden! Haha...
Tschüs.
From the bottom of my heart impure
: 1:43 AM
im busy.
busy doing nothing.
get lost.
i wish there's a reunion for the 3 of us.
she msg-ed me the other day n said how much she missed me.
will soon.
im sorry if i hurt any of u...
mayb by not contacting each other or wad so ever.
busy doing nothing.
get lost.
i wish there's a reunion for the 3 of us.
she msg-ed me the other day n said how much she missed me.
will soon.
im sorry if i hurt any of u...
mayb by not contacting each other or wad so ever.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Friday, November 16, 2007: 4:23 AM
PADA PROJECT DONE!
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today...
no comments.
it's okay!i just hope everything's okay..
i dont ever want to retake everything especially my visual element!
should i pass it to wani to pass it to gerard...
??? lols!
yes baby...i'll look like this at u every morning.
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me presenting my piece...
"sweet dreams bad dreams wet dreams......."i said.
for the sadistic painting of me being suck in my bed.
where the hell did the wet dreams came from???!
and also as i said it's my future struggle in life,
suvitha heard jeanne blurted out "future!?"
wondering whether my future is really to be sucked in my bed in agony.
nyahahahaaaa.
and also my friends.and myself.i didnt know how maniacal it turned out to look.im even scared of it.
tt's y i told people i pity my parents for getting such a crazy girl.
and the painting extreme below is also me waking up to see 17 years have gone.my birth time 0253.n tt's the phantom of the opera mask.
and also raudhah passed away ad around 2 am too...
...
and the moon cz it's always there when i looked out of the window from my bedroom.
and Juneo[my lecturer] was laughing and telling me,
"u better show ur future husband that every morning u wake up,u look like tt"
haa...wadever...typical nonsensical humor from him.but im goin to miss him la!
today...
no comments.
it's okay!i just hope everything's okay..
i dont ever want to retake everything especially my visual element!
should i pass it to wani to pass it to gerard...
??? lols!
yes baby...i'll look like this at u every morning.
mayb everyday.im inside ur room now!
*chucky chuckles*
yeo0wW!!
From the bottom of my heart impure
Monday, November 12, 2007: 7:05 PM
hmmm...ad sch lib.i cant keep this mind shut.sometimes im even afraid of it.guess wad's on my mind now?u guys know the fat lady librarian around 40s in the sch lib?the other day wen i was wearing the Scream mask 4 Hell-oween,she was pointing right ad my masked face saying about sticking her stupid round white stickers on my scream mask's eyes.n she kept pointing on my face n everyone's looking.mayb everyone's thinking tt this Scream girl could just slash this lady any moment.which i am going to do soon if she didnt shut up.so she's ther ad the counter today.n she's Britney Spears now.cz she's wearing this white shirt tt semi-see-through.n it reaches just till below her belly button.n as she walked,i could see her granny underwear high up her tight jeans.
...
SHUT ME UP SOMEONE!
slap me.kick me.burn me.
*screams*
*screams*
*screAMS*
uma...cheer up.
dun let this affect u bt to make u stronger
i've gone through it b4.
:)
hey everyone!im so proud of myself cz i alrdy watch Saw 4
n im nt scared of it...
hmm...mayb cz the video cant really see properly???...
wadever.
my sis got Saw 1 ad home!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!...
---
8.35pm.
in no mood to do anything but just sit here in the dark n stare ad the ceiling n listen to this song
Close To Me
I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me
Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath
And wait until I shake...
But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door was a dream
I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me
But if I had your face
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door
Was a dream
...
SHUT ME UP SOMEONE!
slap me.kick me.burn me.
*screams*
*screams*
*screAMS*
uma...cheer up.
dun let this affect u bt to make u stronger
i've gone through it b4.
:)
hey everyone!im so proud of myself cz i alrdy watch Saw 4
n im nt scared of it...
hmm...mayb cz the video cant really see properly???...
wadever.
my sis got Saw 1 ad home!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!...
---
8.35pm.
in no mood to do anything but just sit here in the dark n stare ad the ceiling n listen to this song
Close To Me
I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me
Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath
And wait until I shake...
But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door was a dream
I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me
But if I had your face
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door
Was a dream
From the bottom of my heart impure
Sunday, November 11, 2007: 5:04 AM
yargghhh!!!
m i slacking?
i watched 2 more movies today...
Game Plan in the morning...& 30 Days at the evening...
& i do my PADA...n half a face for VE...
time catching up!
i've gotta finish this 2nd piece by if possible,TOMORROW!
den i can start on the canvas for 3 more days...
VE another 30%!i need 2 more faces!
gotta touch-up n mount the printmaking n basic drawing tmr!
ceramics gonna do on tuesday!
gotta take the soil fm the garden below n some wires from shana!
gotta buy 3 more art folios!
argghhhhHHH!!!!
hey...i can make it.
stop.gasp.watching.gasp.movies.gasp.
chuckles
m i slacking?
i watched 2 more movies today...
Game Plan in the morning...& 30 Days at the evening...
& i do my PADA...n half a face for VE...
time catching up!
i've gotta finish this 2nd piece by if possible,TOMORROW!
den i can start on the canvas for 3 more days...
VE another 30%!i need 2 more faces!
gotta touch-up n mount the printmaking n basic drawing tmr!
ceramics gonna do on tuesday!
gotta take the soil fm the garden below n some wires from shana!
gotta buy 3 more art folios!
argghhhhHHH!!!!
hey...i can make it.
stop.gasp.watching.gasp.movies.gasp.
chuckles
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, November 10, 2007: 5:36 AM
so...anis gimme this website so u can watch free movies n tee vee shows...
http://www.free-tv-video-online.info/
i watch Little Nicky for like the dozenth time.n Resident Evil again!^^
i've yet to watch Saw 4...
woo00O...
haha...
will watch it in the daylight with nee chee n polar bear beside me on my beddy...
my room is my refuge.
hardly leave it today.
n i also dun wan to see the people outside...
hmm...
good thing i have almost everything in my room except for a telephone,a mini fridge n a toilet.
if not,i wouldnt even step out to the living room to fill this never-ending hungry stomach nor to release this bladder.
i pulled down my curtains n sit painting my PADA for 3 hours till 7pm.
by den,my room is so dark tt i couldnt see the color i was mixing.
my fingernails still have tt dried white paint on it.
lazy to scrap it off.
however i got an affair with my brush today..
chuckles...yup."affair"
cz dun now y today i feel so happy by the way i paint.
it turned out pretty well...well...at least to me.
wadever...
metalkcrapudunlisten.
get lost.
http://www.free-tv-video-online.info/
i watch Little Nicky for like the dozenth time.n Resident Evil again!^^
i've yet to watch Saw 4...
woo00O...
haha...
will watch it in the daylight with nee chee n polar bear beside me on my beddy...
my room is my refuge.
hardly leave it today.
n i also dun wan to see the people outside...
hmm...
good thing i have almost everything in my room except for a telephone,a mini fridge n a toilet.
if not,i wouldnt even step out to the living room to fill this never-ending hungry stomach nor to release this bladder.
i pulled down my curtains n sit painting my PADA for 3 hours till 7pm.
by den,my room is so dark tt i couldnt see the color i was mixing.
my fingernails still have tt dried white paint on it.
lazy to scrap it off.
however i got an affair with my brush today..
chuckles...yup."affair"
cz dun now y today i feel so happy by the way i paint.
it turned out pretty well...well...at least to me.
wadever...
metalkcrapudunlisten.
get lost.
From the bottom of my heart impure
Thursday, November 08, 2007: 4:20 AM
tt's our new baby Mystery...
hmm...
again...not many will understand...
but just noe if im back at being 9 years old,
i might be the first girl who will break singapore's record for school mass killing
like the new mass killing in that Finnish school...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Wednesday, November 07, 2007: 7:03 PM
dark deepavali greetings from Emilina...
okay...firstly yesterday was the most embarressing thing in this 17 years i've lived.
syg...i think u know...
bt u didnt say it out.
arrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHahahahaha!!!!
i kept laughing alone in my room infront of my A1 PADA project,
with a brush in my hand...
cackling infront of my painting at midnight...
wtf?!
omgf...it was a terror!
never mind...other's dun understand fully...
***
now tt the link to us has been broken..
i think it's my fault too.
mayb im selfish..
now i love n hate mcr.
bcz it was our link and also seperation...
did what i said is true about the seperation?
deep inside i hope not.
my new fav band...Placebo...
really strange lyrics and music videos...
other songs recommended are "Johnny And Mary" and "Bigmouth Strikes Again"
Placebo -36 Degrees Lyrics
We were tight, but it falls apart as silver turns to blue.
Waxing with a candlelight, and burning just for you.
Allocate your sentiment, and stick it in a box.
I've never been an extrovert, but i'm still breathing.
Someone tried to do me ache (it's what I'm afraid of)
With hindsight, I was more than blind, lost without a clue.
Thought I was getting carat gold, and what I got was you.
Stuck inside the circumstances, lonely at the top.
I've always been an introvert
happily bleeding.
Someone tried to do me ache (it's what i'm afraid of)
4 7 2 3 9 8 5 - I gotta breathe to stay alive,
and 1 4 2 9 7 8 - feels like I'm gonna suffocate.
14 16 22 - this skin that turns to blister blue.
Shoulders toes and knees, I'm 36 degrees,
shoulders toes and knees,I'm 36 degrees,
shoulder toes and knees, I'm 36 degrees,
shoulders toes and knees, I'm 36 degrees.
***
wondering why me uma n anis was laughing about when we entered VE class?
watch this...
okay...firstly yesterday was the most embarressing thing in this 17 years i've lived.
syg...i think u know...
bt u didnt say it out.
arrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHahahahaha!!!!
i kept laughing alone in my room infront of my A1 PADA project,
with a brush in my hand...
cackling infront of my painting at midnight...
wtf?!
omgf...it was a terror!
never mind...other's dun understand fully...
***
now tt the link to us has been broken..
i think it's my fault too.
mayb im selfish..
now i love n hate mcr.
bcz it was our link and also seperation...
did what i said is true about the seperation?
deep inside i hope not.
my new fav band...Placebo...
really strange lyrics and music videos...
other songs recommended are "Johnny And Mary" and "Bigmouth Strikes Again"
Placebo -36 Degrees Lyrics
We were tight, but it falls apart as silver turns to blue.
Waxing with a candlelight, and burning just for you.
Allocate your sentiment, and stick it in a box.
I've never been an extrovert, but i'm still breathing.
Someone tried to do me ache (it's what I'm afraid of)
With hindsight, I was more than blind, lost without a clue.
Thought I was getting carat gold, and what I got was you.
Stuck inside the circumstances, lonely at the top.
I've always been an introvert
happily bleeding.
Someone tried to do me ache (it's what i'm afraid of)
4 7 2 3 9 8 5 - I gotta breathe to stay alive,
and 1 4 2 9 7 8 - feels like I'm gonna suffocate.
14 16 22 - this skin that turns to blister blue.
Shoulders toes and knees, I'm 36 degrees,
shoulders toes and knees,I'm 36 degrees,
shoulder toes and knees, I'm 36 degrees,
shoulders toes and knees, I'm 36 degrees.
***
wondering why me uma n anis was laughing about when we entered VE class?
watch this...
From the bottom of my heart impure
Saturday, November 03, 2007: 5:53 AM
watch this,or i shall kill you!
placebo-36 Degrees
From the bottom of my heart impure
that girl in pajamas.
--emilina allan poe
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
and more I admire
thy distant fire,
than that colder,
lowly light...
Deathwish.
become an astronaut
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
visit miriam at Germany
migrate
live life live
breath in out
nice grave with manicured grass
heaven.
screams/howls/
shrieks/screeches.
shrieks/screeches.
other grabsteins
farhaANA-banana!<3
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
BITCH+shahira<<<3TRB
my Calvin!*SHAsha!<<<3
ili!
Hakim!
sally!*~
sunita!*~
syidah!*~
azimah!*~
NAFA Art Teaching YAHOO! GROUP
anis!!!<3*~
jeanie<3*~
nadiah*~
shehana*~
rachel*~
diana*~
sofiah!
haslinda!
mashitah!
haziqah!
shahirah!
Farhan*PAPA!
Azizi!
Mojozal*faisal!
Sabril!
Hazirah!
Saurah!
Shirah!
Khadijah!
Haziqah!
Amalina!
Roliah!
Erdiah!
Syed!
Hasmidah!
Atiqah!
Sufyan!-shuqun
Nora!-zss
memories resurfaced.
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